hello brothers & sisters..
I took guru diksha on 6th aug 1998.Since then i have been interested
in accomplishing apsara sadhanas in particular and all the soundarya
sadhanas in general.And i have accomplished two apsara sadhanas,
their names i wouldn't like to disclose.
The most interesting thing is that whenever i think of doing apsara
sadhana, i completely loose to the thoughts of that particular
apsara, thinking that she is always with me and wacthing me. So
whatever i do i remember her. Due to so much indulgence in her
thoughts it is impossiple for that divine beauty to ignore my silent
calls and my silent love.
so....even before i start with the ritual,i usually get alot of
presadhana experiences like, whenever i am alone and remembering her
a strange and unmentioned perfume would fill the place and sometimes
she would come in dreams, but the most remarkable thing is that she
walks past me though invisible,'cos i can hear the tinkles of her
anklets.
i have a six year experience in apsara sadhanas, and i can shatter
all myths that i somtimes come across when going through this group
regarding sadhanas of apsaras, yakshinis and kinnaris.
it is my suggestion that every man and woman should accomplish apsara
sadhanas and yakshini sadhanas before starting with any other sadhana.
you all should remember that this special sadhana is very important,
even important than brahm sadhana. after all how can a person
appreciate the beauty of god at a initial stage without witnessing
and apreciating the beauty in its ultimate form that is found only in
an apsara.
so brother without a second thought accopmlish this sadhana at all
cost.interested folks can mail me personally also i would like to
know their experiences , who are accomplished in these sadhanas.
jai sadgurudev