Dear Indrajeet and Deepaji
Hello.
My opinion differs slightly from Deepaji in this matter.
Indrajeet, I have seen your chart and I have also seen a chart similar to yours.
It is correct that your Moon is severely afflicted, It can make you over suspicious and even jealous.
The dispositor of your moon sits in the 8th house with Ketu and makes drishti on your moon. It is likely that you are very good in mathematics and it is true that you are quite secretive because of the same effect.
Your Rahu is in Mithuna which means exhalted. Generally Rahu in 2nd with moon is considered very bad, but this is an exception. If Rahu is in Mithuna at the same time, it will be very good for you (although it will also increase your bad traits since moon is alone, but it will not be Marak in the sense).
This combination is also responsible for what you said "love of darkness". You might be interested in all the mysterious things.
Now, your 10th lord (profession) is in 6th house (enemies) which indicates your hidden enemies, especially the ones in profession.
But your lagna is Taurus and for Taurus Sani is yoga karaka. Now Sani himself is lord of profession here. And being in 6th house with LIBRA sign is another favorable combination. Saturn in LIBRA is highly exalted so and this is a special combination (Taurus Lagna Saturn in 6th in Libra sign) which is considered "Destroyer of Enemies" in all ancient as well as modern astrology.
So it is possible that you will be continuously receiving trouble in your profession, but it 100% sure that you will destroy them.
(you have said that it is uncanny but somehow you always come to know about these. it is because of your Shatru Vinashak Sani)
Mars-Venus in 10th house gives you both Raja Yoga And Viparita Raja Yoga in your horoscope conditions.
It is likely that you WILL get success but after some struggle. When all of your colleagues be on the peak of their career you might be taking the first step. It is likely that you might have to do the dirtywork to get in better position (from your statements it confirms). Better late than never, when you WILL GET it, it will be more precious to you.
It is also likely that you are very much attrected to women who are quite different than you or your culture. And it is more likely that you will marry someone you already know, like daughter of your family friends etc. So possibilities are mixed like Love cum Arrange Marriage.
If you want to know more drop me an email to rajtrivedi1953@gmail.com.
Regards,
RajShekhar TrubhuvanDas Trivedi