Andal

I did read your post before I made mine. I know you didn't mention that I won't get a job, but I was asking. Normally, people get settled in the early 20s and are able to provide for themselves (at least, that's how it is in my country), but you've said 28, which I thought was kind of late. That's why I asked. I really do appreciate your help, but still, there was no need for you to be angry. Your response made it seem as if you were angry. Sorry if I misjudged it. Thanks for everything.

Why the age 28? Will I not get a job till then? Also, what career do you see me in? Right now, there are so many problems and delays. I'm currently studying for Degree A when I really want to study for Degree B. I didn't know I wanted to study Degree B until after I entered college. Timing is so wrong in everything. I don't want to tell you what those degrees are because I don't want the degrees to influence you in some way. I'm sorry. I've been to astrologers before who told me to study for degree A, and I was wondering if they said it because of my parents or for other reasons. I really want a honest answer. Also, do you see marriage in my life? Love or Arranged? And when? I really appreciate your help! Thank you so much!

Please help me with my career. Everything I try goes wrong and many things get delayed due to health problems and etc. Could anybody give me a reading to see what my career will be in? I don't know how to read charts so I would really appreciate it if anybody can help. Thanks in advance!

I'm sorry if I posted this in the wrong forum. I didn't know where else to post, and I would really appreciate it if you could help me. Sometimes, I see Gods in my dreams. In those dreams, sometimes it's just like saying hi or waving their hands, and other times, they talk to me as if they're giving me advice. If it's not the Gods themselves, they have someone near them who talks to me. It's always at this temple. It's kind of hard to describe. But it's always the same temple, and now, I realize that it's the same temple when I'm dreaming. For example, in those dreams, I'm like "I've been here before in my dreams." I only realize that I was dreaming again when I wake up. I'm not very high spiritually so I don't know why I see Gods. I mean, my parents pray and light the diya almost daily, but they don't see Gods. I still pray to God, but not as much. I think about them at times. Because of these dreams, I treat Gods more like my friends and know they're teasing me. I thought I could be dreaming about Gods because of psychological reasons, but it doesn't work. I tell myself "I'm going to dream about Gods tonight," and it doesn't work. It's always random. Also, another problem I have about dreams is that I keep dreaming about this guy. I don't know who that guy is. It's always the same guy, and in those dreams, I've done everything with them - falling in love, fighting with him, marrying him and having kids. And now, because of these dreams, I don't want to marry anybody else. I've seen myself live as his wife, and I can't see myself with anybody else. It's kind of like how Andal dreamed of Krishna and wanted to marry only him. But in my case, I don't know who the guy is, and I don't think it's a God. I can't imagine one of my Gods as my husband. It just feels weird, and even though I told myself that I can't about God like that, I can't help it. I cry just Andal did when she was seperated from Krishna. I can't stop myself from liking that guy in my dreams no matter how hard I try. These dreams are also random just like the dream of Gods. Am I crazy? What do you think is wrong with me? Does anybody else have these types of dreams? When I dreamed of the Gods, I did see other people there visiting Gods like me. I would really appreciate it if you can help. Thanks!

How can you love Krishna like Andal, Radha, and other gopis did? I mean, Krishna is Vishnu, and his wife and lover is always Lakshmi. So, how can Krishna love other gopis when his love is Lakshmi? Does that mean that those other gopis he married were also Lakshmi or did he marry them because he wanted to end their suffering while his heart always belonged to Lakshmi? I like Krishna a lot, but I can't love him like the other gopis did because in the back of my mind, Krishna is Vishnu and he belongs to Lakshmi. I can't love another woman's husband like the other gopis. I love Lakshmi. She has helped me many times and gave me comfort, and I feel that loving Vishnu like the other gopis did is like betraying Lakshmi. Am I making any sense? Or am I crazy for thinking like this?