Hi Hello 1,
I read with interest your posts. I'm a very debutant learner of astrology, so am not in the capacity to answer your questions from that angle. However, as an elder brother, I would like to suggest that please don't panick the way you seem to, from the troubles in life. Dear brother, please face the problems, stare at them and fight back. It is not necessary even to win. Get your act togather and come out of any guilty consciousness, be with your father or in your job. Everything will be alright, and even if it is not, don't worry. IT'S YOUR LIFE. Refuse to be judged please. And above all, don't make any marital decisions astrologically. Be strong, let the time pass and take the life headon. Connect with the supreme consciousness through deep prayer and meditation.. Wish you all the best.