I was meditating on a photo of the feet of Amma that some of her devotees gave me. Isn't Amma the incarnation of the Divine Mother for this age? She does hug a lot of people. Otherwise, I don't think she actually teaches anything. Isn't she illiterate? Should I pray to Sai Baba instead? Isn't he an avatar? I've heard that he at least is capable of giving a talk once in a while. And he's thinner than Amma (more avatar-like, no?). But isn't he a child molester or something? I tried meditating on him a few years ago, but I always had nightmares after. I wish I could experience the joy that is supposed to happen with meditation.