hi guys, thanks for the replies.
My problem is with the disagreement between our religion and science. Scientific theories seem to make more sense than what the scriptures say and so much so that i am finding it difficult to believe in the scriptures. This has come about from the numerous books i have read on Evolution, big bang etc (why did i do this ...). Now that i look back, i feel that the main reason i was devoted to Krsna was as a fall back. That is, if i did not worship Krsna and later on in the afterlife i found that there was a GOD after all, i would not be a sinner.
Kelly