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My name starts with a J (Makara Rashi). Birth time is 10:25 AM. Date is 7 August 1979 and place is Rajkot, Gujarat, India. Nothing in my life is working out. I am approaching my 31st b'day and I feel like a loser and failure in life. I feel like ending it all but do not do so because of my parents who love me the most in life. I can't do that to them but now a days, life has become so difficult that I find myself wishing for their death sometimes so that I can end my own life. I know I am a bad daughter but I can't take it anymore. The last 12-13 yrs (since 1998) have been hell for me. Loss, Death, unhappiness and misfortune has hounded me. I lost love, best friend and got married to a guy who I love very much and he loved me a lot in the beginning but has changed a lot. All I had dreamt of in life was to find one true love, get married, have kids and have loving family around me but seems like death is my only option in life My hubby wants a divorce from me but I do not. I want to be happy and settled and rich like all of my friends. Please suggest a remedy. Someone once told me that there is a Shapit Dosh in my horoscope. Is it true? Here are my hubby's details: His name starts with H (Karka rashi). DOB is 09 May 1981, Time is 15:30 pm and place is Ahmadabad, India. Sometimes I feel some people from his family are doing black magic on us They do not want us together but am not sure. Please help me. I will bless you with all my heart. I want to be happy and loved. That's all I want from life and that's exactly what I am not getting. Please please please