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Hello friends.. a lengthy bit of sharing here, from someone who has been

silently guided by much of what has shown up in this open space....

 

I have some news and observations to share. In the past month, I have

been in deep reflection about a promotional opportunity which presented

itself. As my current assignment is the most interesting I've ever had,

it has been difficult to consider leaving. Yet these opportunities only

present themselves every five years or so, and this has been the alleged

 

goal for eighteen years with the San Francisco Public Library. So, I've

done some very deep listening.

 

I decided to throw my hat in the ring and was amongst the five chosen to

 

go before an interview panel last Tuesday. On Friday I was informed that

 

I was the first choice and offered the job. I then spent the afternoon

in a kind of cold sweat and in consultation and reflection. At the end

of the day, I decided to accept the position.

 

Now I sit in the three week interval and already there is much to

observe about the nature of consciousness.

 

In the flicker of an eye on Friday afternoon, I witnessed in the most

visceral way, the dynamics of projection and manifestation of reality.

My current "reality" became frozen in "time", and as I observed my

awareness recede from "it" as my known identity, it immediately became a

dying "form". A new projected reality was beginning to loom as

in-formation on the horizon. Amidst the emotional vortex of excitement,

terror and loss, I have endeavored to remain in the Stream as witness to

 

Self without an object of identity.

 

My new position will be a departure of so much that I love about

reference and spearheading/ teaching the use of new technologies. I will

 

now be a middle manager, responsible for the largest and most

comprehensive floor of our seven floor, city block library. I'll be

supervising 25 people in the material flow for the Business, Science,

Technology Departments, as well as the Art, Music and Sports Department.

There are many detailed special collections to learn about in each and

very demanding patrons (and Librarians) with high standards.

 

Of course, I wonder.. am I up to this task? Yet something which is not

fully conscious has been moving me to enter this challenge and I am

trusting the intuition. I am moved to reframe my (criteria) doubts to

"good enough to learn".

 

A facet of the flow for me relates to what I've learned on these lists,

as well as to the years of studying and listening to organizational

development, the evolution of consciousness and to bringing awareness

(and humanity) to the workplace. The challenge and opportunity is that

of having some authority for praxis, as well as remaining in the stream

of abiding. In other words, staying awake to what arises and not taking

myself too seriously.

 

If any of you have any advice or book recommendations for someone about

to step into the challenge of remaining clear, while being the stress

point (ombudsperson) between the demanding public, high standard

Librarians and the good sized workforce which I'll need to lead towards

implementation of the demands.. please know that I am an eager

recipient.

 

Although I am mostly a silent member here, I want you to know that the

tonal notes of wisdom, authenticity and love which are struck amongst us

on these lists, offers the resonance which keeps the symphony of my own

notes most clear. Most recently, I tucked this note from Harsha, in my

heart-pocket:

> We need Ahimsa to address the conflicts inside ourselves.

>

 

Grateful for all of you..

Love,

Christiana

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Congratulations Christiana! Sounds like a great promotion. You will have 25

people working for you. You will be the boss! The people working for you

will be lucky! Research shows that most of the stress at work comes from the

boss! You will probably be the nicest boss they will ever have had. They

will love you!

 

Love

Harsha

 

 

Christiana Duranczyk [cpd]

Sunday, October 22, 2000 9:38 PM

Harshasatsangh

walking amongst you with gratitude

 

 

Hello friends.. a lengthy bit of sharing here, from someone who has been

silently guided by much of what has shown up in this open space....

 

I have some news and observations to share. In the past month, I have

been in deep reflection about a promotional opportunity which presented

itself. As my current assignment is the most interesting I've ever had,

it has been difficult to consider leaving. Yet these opportunities only

present themselves every five years or so, and this has been the alleged

 

goal for eighteen years with the San Francisco Public Library. So, I've

done some very deep listening.

 

I decided to throw my hat in the ring and was amongst the five chosen to

 

go before an interview panel last Tuesday. On Friday I was informed that

 

I was the first choice and offered the job. I then spent the afternoon

in a kind of cold sweat and in consultation and reflection. At the end

of the day, I decided to accept the position.

 

Now I sit in the three week interval and already there is much to

observe about the nature of consciousness.

 

In the flicker of an eye on Friday afternoon, I witnessed in the most

visceral way, the dynamics of projection and manifestation of reality.

My current "reality" became frozen in "time", and as I observed my

awareness recede from "it" as my known identity, it immediately became a

dying "form". A new projected reality was beginning to loom as

in-formation on the horizon. Amidst the emotional vortex of excitement,

terror and loss, I have endeavored to remain in the Stream as witness to

 

Self without an object of identity.

 

My new position will be a departure of so much that I love about

reference and spearheading/ teaching the use of new technologies. I will

 

now be a middle manager, responsible for the largest and most

comprehensive floor of our seven floor, city block library. I'll be

supervising 25 people in the material flow for the Business, Science,

Technology Departments, as well as the Art, Music and Sports Department.

There are many detailed special collections to learn about in each and

very demanding patrons (and Librarians) with high standards.

 

Of course, I wonder.. am I up to this task? Yet something which is not

fully conscious has been moving me to enter this challenge and I am

trusting the intuition. I am moved to reframe my (criteria) doubts to

"good enough to learn".

 

A facet of the flow for me relates to what I've learned on these lists,

as well as to the years of studying and listening to organizational

development, the evolution of consciousness and to bringing awareness

(and humanity) to the workplace. The challenge and opportunity is that

of having some authority for praxis, as well as remaining in the stream

of abiding. In other words, staying awake to what arises and not taking

myself too seriously.

 

If any of you have any advice or book recommendations for someone about

to step into the challenge of remaining clear, while being the stress

point (ombudsperson) between the demanding public, high standard

Librarians and the good sized workforce which I'll need to lead towards

implementation of the demands.. please know that I am an eager

recipient.

 

Although I am mostly a silent member here, I want you to know that the

tonal notes of wisdom, authenticity and love which are struck amongst us

on these lists, offers the resonance which keeps the symphony of my own

notes most clear. Most recently, I tucked this note from Harsha, in my

heart-pocket:

> We need Ahimsa to address the conflicts inside ourselves.

>

 

Grateful for all of you..

Love,

Christiana

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Dearest Christiana --

 

Know that you are more than

capable of discharging your

new responsibilities, and I

can't imagine anyone better

prepared and suited for

such a position! In a few

weeks, 25 fortunate people

are going to find out what

it's like to work for and

with someone whose personal

modesty, attentiveness, and

compassion are imho second

to none. If you remember

that a manager's primary

job is simply to enable her

nominal subordinates to do

theirs as effectively and

happily as available

resources and current

circumstances permit, I'm

sure you'll do splendidly.

Mazel tov, my friend, and

bon voyage!

 

Much love -- Bruce

 

 

On Sun, 22 Oct 2000 18:37:36 -0700 Christiana Duranczyk <cpd

writes:

> Hello friends.. a lengthy bit of sharing here, from someone who has

> been

> silently guided by much of what has shown up in this open space....

>

> I have some news and observations to share. In the past month, I

> have

> been in deep reflection about a promotional opportunity which

> presented

> itself. As my current assignment is the most interesting I've ever

> had,

> it has been difficult to consider leaving. Yet these opportunities

> only

> present themselves every five years or so, and this has been the

> alleged

>

> goal for eighteen years with the San Francisco Public Library. So,

> I've

> done some very deep listening.

>

> I decided to throw my hat in the ring and was amongst the five

> chosen to

>

> go before an interview panel last Tuesday. On Friday I was informed

> that

>

> I was the first choice and offered the job. I then spent the

> afternoon

> in a kind of cold sweat and in consultation and reflection. At the

> end

> of the day, I decided to accept the position.

>

> Now I sit in the three week interval and already there is much to

> observe about the nature of consciousness.

>

> In the flicker of an eye on Friday afternoon, I witnessed in the

> most

> visceral way, the dynamics of projection and manifestation of

> reality.

> My current "reality" became frozen in "time", and as I observed my

> awareness recede from "it" as my known identity, it immediately

> became a

> dying "form". A new projected reality was beginning to loom as

> in-formation on the horizon. Amidst the emotional vortex of

> excitement,

> terror and loss, I have endeavored to remain in the Stream as

> witness to

>

> Self without an object of identity.

>

> My new position will be a departure of so much that I love about

> reference and spearheading/ teaching the use of new technologies. I

> will

>

> now be a middle manager, responsible for the largest and most

> comprehensive floor of our seven floor, city block library. I'll be

> supervising 25 people in the material flow for the Business,

> Science,

> Technology Departments, as well as the Art, Music and Sports

> Department.

> There are many detailed special collections to learn about in each

> and

> very demanding patrons (and Librarians) with high standards.

>

> Of course, I wonder.. am I up to this task? Yet something which is

> not

> fully conscious has been moving me to enter this challenge and I am

> trusting the intuition. I am moved to reframe my (criteria) doubts

> to

> "good enough to learn".

>

> A facet of the flow for me relates to what I've learned on these

> lists,

> as well as to the years of studying and listening to organizational

> development, the evolution of consciousness and to bringing

> awareness

> (and humanity) to the workplace. The challenge and opportunity is

> that

> of having some authority for praxis, as well as remaining in the

> stream

> of abiding. In other words, staying awake to what arises and not

> taking

> myself too seriously.

>

> If any of you have any advice or book recommendations for someone

> about

> to step into the challenge of remaining clear, while being the

> stress

> point (ombudsperson) between the demanding public, high standard

> Librarians and the good sized workforce which I'll need to lead

> towards

> implementation of the demands.. please know that I am an eager

> recipient.

>

> Although I am mostly a silent member here, I want you to know that

> the

> tonal notes of wisdom, authenticity and love which are struck

> amongst us

> on these lists, offers the resonance which keeps the symphony of my

> own

> notes most clear. Most recently, I tucked this note from Harsha, in

> my

> heart-pocket:

>

> > We need Ahimsa to address the conflicts inside ourselves.

> >

>

> Grateful for all of you..

> Love,

> Christiana

>

 

 

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Congratulations Christiana!

 

Love,

~jessica

 

-

"Harsha" <harsha-hkl

 

Sunday, October 22, 2000 7:05 PM

RE: walking amongst you with gratitude

 

> Congratulations Christiana! Sounds like a great promotion. You will have

25

> people working for you. You will be the boss! The people working for you

> will be lucky! Research shows that most of the stress at work comes from

the

> boss! You will probably be the nicest boss they will ever have had. They

> will love you!

>

> Love

> Harsha

>

>

> Christiana Duranczyk [cpd]

> Sunday, October 22, 2000 9:38 PM

> Harshasatsangh

> walking amongst you with gratitude

>

>

> Hello friends.. a lengthy bit of sharing here, from someone who has been

> silently guided by much of what has shown up in this open space....

>

> I have some news and observations to share. In the past month, I have

> been in deep reflection about a promotional opportunity which presented

> itself. As my current assignment is the most interesting I've ever had,

> it has been difficult to consider leaving. Yet these opportunities only

> present themselves every five years or so, and this has been the alleged

>

> goal for eighteen years with the San Francisco Public Library. So, I've

> done some very deep listening.

>

> I decided to throw my hat in the ring and was amongst the five chosen to

>

> go before an interview panel last Tuesday. On Friday I was informed that

>

> I was the first choice and offered the job. I then spent the afternoon

> in a kind of cold sweat and in consultation and reflection. At the end

> of the day, I decided to accept the position.

>

> Now I sit in the three week interval and already there is much to

> observe about the nature of consciousness.

>

> In the flicker of an eye on Friday afternoon, I witnessed in the most

> visceral way, the dynamics of projection and manifestation of reality.

> My current "reality" became frozen in "time", and as I observed my

> awareness recede from "it" as my known identity, it immediately became a

> dying "form". A new projected reality was beginning to loom as

> in-formation on the horizon. Amidst the emotional vortex of excitement,

> terror and loss, I have endeavored to remain in the Stream as witness to

>

> Self without an object of identity.

>

> My new position will be a departure of so much that I love about

> reference and spearheading/ teaching the use of new technologies. I will

>

> now be a middle manager, responsible for the largest and most

> comprehensive floor of our seven floor, city block library. I'll be

> supervising 25 people in the material flow for the Business, Science,

> Technology Departments, as well as the Art, Music and Sports Department.

> There are many detailed special collections to learn about in each and

> very demanding patrons (and Librarians) with high standards.

>

> Of course, I wonder.. am I up to this task? Yet something which is not

> fully conscious has been moving me to enter this challenge and I am

> trusting the intuition. I am moved to reframe my (criteria) doubts to

> "good enough to learn".

>

> A facet of the flow for me relates to what I've learned on these lists,

> as well as to the years of studying and listening to organizational

> development, the evolution of consciousness and to bringing awareness

> (and humanity) to the workplace. The challenge and opportunity is that

> of having some authority for praxis, as well as remaining in the stream

> of abiding. In other words, staying awake to what arises and not taking

> myself too seriously.

>

> If any of you have any advice or book recommendations for someone about

> to step into the challenge of remaining clear, while being the stress

> point (ombudsperson) between the demanding public, high standard

> Librarians and the good sized workforce which I'll need to lead towards

> implementation of the demands.. please know that I am an eager

> recipient.

>

> Although I am mostly a silent member here, I want you to know that the

> tonal notes of wisdom, authenticity and love which are struck amongst us

> on these lists, offers the resonance which keeps the symphony of my own

> notes most clear. Most recently, I tucked this note from Harsha, in my

> heart-pocket:

>

> > We need Ahimsa to address the conflicts inside ourselves.

> >

>

> Grateful for all of you..

> Love,

> Christiana

>

>

>

>

>

> //

>

> All paths go somewhere. No path goes nowhere. Paths, places, sights,

perceptions, and indeed all experiences arise from and exist in and subside

back into the Space of Awareness. Like waves rising are not different than

the ocean, all things arising from Awareness are of the nature of Awareness.

Awareness does not come and go but is always Present. It is Home. Home is

where the Heart Is. Jnanis know the Heart to be the Finality of Eternal

Being. A true devotee relishes in the Truth of Self-Knowledge, spontaneously

arising from within into It Self. Welcome all to a.

>

> To from this list, go to the ONElist web site, at

> www., and select the User Center link from

the menu bar

> on the left. This menu will also let you change your

subscription

> between digest and normal mode.

>

>

>

>

>

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Hi Boss,

 

Any job vacancy? I'd be glad to work for you... :-)

I wish I lived there.

Congratulation...

And here is my advice: If your subordinates don't do their job well, bang at

the table will help. :-) LOL.

 

Namaste,

Nasir

> ----------

> Christiana Duranczyk[sMTP:cpd]

> Monday, October 23, 2000 8:37 AM

> Harshasatsangh

> walking amongst you with gratitude

>

> Hello friends.. a lengthy bit of sharing here, from someone who has been

> silently guided by much of what has shown up in this open space....

>

> I have some news and observations to share. In the past month, I have

> been in deep reflection about a promotional opportunity which presented

> itself. As my current assignment is the most interesting I've ever had,

> it has been difficult to consider leaving. Yet these opportunities only

> present themselves every five years or so, and this has been the alleged

>

> goal for eighteen years with the San Francisco Public Library. So, I've

> done some very deep listening.

>

> I decided to throw my hat in the ring and was amongst the five chosen to

>

> go before an interview panel last Tuesday. On Friday I was informed that

>

> I was the first choice and offered the job. I then spent the afternoon

> in a kind of cold sweat and in consultation and reflection. At the end

> of the day, I decided to accept the position.

>

> Now I sit in the three week interval and already there is much to

> observe about the nature of consciousness.

>

> In the flicker of an eye on Friday afternoon, I witnessed in the most

> visceral way, the dynamics of projection and manifestation of reality.

> My current "reality" became frozen in "time", and as I observed my

> awareness recede from "it" as my known identity, it immediately became a

> dying "form". A new projected reality was beginning to loom as

> in-formation on the horizon. Amidst the emotional vortex of excitement,

> terror and loss, I have endeavored to remain in the Stream as witness to

>

> Self without an object of identity.

>

> My new position will be a departure of so much that I love about

> reference and spearheading/ teaching the use of new technologies. I will

>

> now be a middle manager, responsible for the largest and most

> comprehensive floor of our seven floor, city block library. I'll be

> supervising 25 people in the material flow for the Business, Science,

> Technology Departments, as well as the Art, Music and Sports Department.

> There are many detailed special collections to learn about in each and

> very demanding patrons (and Librarians) with high standards.

>

> Of course, I wonder.. am I up to this task? Yet something which is not

> fully conscious has been moving me to enter this challenge and I am

> trusting the intuition. I am moved to reframe my (criteria) doubts to

> "good enough to learn".

>

> A facet of the flow for me relates to what I've learned on these lists,

> as well as to the years of studying and listening to organizational

> development, the evolution of consciousness and to bringing awareness

> (and humanity) to the workplace. The challenge and opportunity is that

> of having some authority for praxis, as well as remaining in the stream

> of abiding. In other words, staying awake to what arises and not taking

> myself too seriously.

>

> If any of you have any advice or book recommendations for someone about

> to step into the challenge of remaining clear, while being the stress

> point (ombudsperson) between the demanding public, high standard

> Librarians and the good sized workforce which I'll need to lead towards

> implementation of the demands.. please know that I am an eager

> recipient.

>

> Although I am mostly a silent member here, I want you to know that the

> tonal notes of wisdom, authenticity and love which are struck amongst us

> on these lists, offers the resonance which keeps the symphony of my own

> notes most clear. Most recently, I tucked this note from Harsha, in my

> heart-pocket:

>

> > We need Ahimsa to address the conflicts inside ourselves.

> >

>

> Grateful for all of you..

> Love,

> Christiana

//

>

> All paths go somewhere. No path goes nowhere. Paths, places, sights,

> perceptions, and indeed all experiences arise from and exist in and

> subside back into the Space of Awareness. Like waves rising are not

> different than the ocean, all things arising from Awareness are of the

> nature of Awareness. Awareness does not come and go but is always Present.

> It is Home. Home is where the Heart Is. Jnanis know the Heart to be the

> Finality of Eternal Being. A true devotee relishes in the Truth of

> Self-Knowledge, spontaneously arising from within into It Self. Welcome

> all to a.

>

> To from this list, go to the ONElist web site, at

> www., and select the User Center link from

> the menu bar

> on the left. This menu will also let you change your

> subscription

> between digest and normal mode.

>

>

>

>

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Oh, my ...

 

Thank you all for such kind words and encouragement. I feel embraced in

the kindredness of new and old friends. It never ceases to amaze me how

vibrantly real these cyber friendship can be. When (as of late) I find

no words arising, and I become more of a lurker, your words echo within

me like a symphony, played by my own internal orchestra. Here harmonics;

there a tone poem; yonder a high note; and occasionally a dissonant

tension. All a seamless piece. Yet, as Gene has written, on Jerry's

list, it is vital that we offer back what we receive. Lately I've found

little arising that hasn't already been said. Tonight I see that a facet

of what I can offer is an open window through which you have shone your

love.

 

Tonight, I've had the interesting experience, which frequently happens

when I write a post. So much comes tumbling out, and then I step back

and ask myself questions such as.. of what you've just written..

"where was the essential vital message?"

"what did you need to hear yourself say?"

"what is it that seeks dialogue?"

 

I see, that the fact of the new job is only background to what is most

alive right now. What is interesting about what occured Friday, is this

interstice of blankness which arose spontaneously. These words of mine

were what wanted to be spoken:

> In the flicker of an eye on Friday afternoon, I witnessed, in the most

> visceral way, the dynamics of projection and manifestation of reality.

> My current "reality" became frozen in "time", and as I observed my

> awareness recede from "it" as my known identity, it immediately became

> a dying "form". A new projected reality was beginning to loom as

> in-formation on the horizon. Amidst the emotional vortex of excitement,

> terror and loss, I have endeavored to remain in the Stream as witness to

> Self without an object of identity.

>

 

And as I reread it, I find that it is not really an "endeavor" at all.

It simply has shown up as an interval withinwhich to observe. The stream

of objects seems to have narrowed and like an hourglass, there also

seems to be an opening to Space Stream.

 

I appreciated what you wrote Colette (nice to hear from you).

Particularly about emotional clearing and listening for what shows up as

guidance. A great deal of emotions are showing up, and at this point,

fortunately, they are not sticking. Guidance seems to be coming like a

gently roaring river and it was through lines heard here (amongst other

venues) that I was prompted to speak of gratitude.

 

Greg.. funny about those Inner Directions quotes (which I have not yet

seen). The last time they quoted me, it was a composite of "out of

context" sentences taken from my reflections on being with Ram Dass. The

reconfiguration seemed incoherent to me, and I had to laugh at my

attachment to the original form. The next gathering looks interesting. I

had a lot of fun last year, and plan to attend again. For anyone

interested, here's the link: http://www.innerdirections.com/

 

Thanks again for the communion of community.

 

Love,

Christiana

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, Christiana Duranczyk <cpd@w...>

wrote:

> "what is it that seeks dialogue?"

 

Hello dear one. Communion makes it all worthwhile I reckon :-)

(unifying communication). That's why I think the play of duality Is.

I

am glad you communicate & share your flavour with us. We enrich each

other I reckon. Many reflections in the net of jewels.

>

> I see, that the fact of the new job is only background to what is

most

> alive right now. What is interesting about what occured Friday, is

this

> interstice of blankness which arose spontaneously.

 

Mmmmmm.

 

These words of

mine

> were what wanted to be spoken:

 

Thankyou for sharing them here.

>

> > In the flicker of an eye on Friday afternoon, I witnessed, in the

most

> > visceral way, the dynamics of projection and manifestation of

reality.

 

I love this. Sounds like you are awakening.

> > My current "reality" became frozen in "time", and as I observed my

> > awareness recede from "it" as my known identity, it immediately

became

> > a dying "form". A new projected reality was beginning to loom as

> > in-formation on the horizon.

 

Very profound.

 

Amidst the emotional vortex of

excitement,

> > terror and loss, I have endeavored to remain in the Stream as

witness to

> > Self without an object of identity.

 

And yet creative artist that You are, a new play is dawning.

>

> And as I reread it, I find that it is not really an "endeavor" at

all.

> It simply has shown up as an interval withinwhich to observe. The

stream

> of objects seems to have narrowed and like an hourglass, there also

> seems to be an opening to Space Stream.

>

> I appreciated what you wrote Colette (nice to hear from you).

 

Lovely to speak with you as always. I hope we keep in touch.

> Particularly about emotional clearing and listening for what shows

up as

> guidance. A great deal of emotions are showing up, and at this

point,

> fortunately, they are not sticking.

 

How beautiful.

 

Guidance seems to be coming

like a

> gently roaring river

 

Lovely.

 

I am glad you shared here with us.

 

love

 

Col

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Christiana Duranczyk wrote:

> If any of you have any advice or book recommendations for someone about

> to step into the challenge of remaining clear, while being the stress

> point (ombudsperson) between the demanding public, high standard

> Librarians and the good sized workforce which I'll need to lead towards

> implementation of the demands.. please know that I am an eager

> recipient.

>

 

The Deming Route to Quality and Productivity

By William W. Scherkenbach

 

The condensed version of the work of Dr. W. Edwards Deming

A true Master of life and the work that comes with it.

 

Mace

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: Christiana Duranczyk wrote:

:

: > If any of you have any advice or book recommendations for someone about

: > to step into the challenge of remaining clear, while being the stress

: > point (ombudsperson) between the demanding public, high standard

: > Librarians and the good sized workforce which I'll need to lead towards

: > implementation of the demands.. please know that I am an eager

: > recipient.

: >

:

: The Deming Route to Quality and Productivity

: By William W. Scherkenbach

:

: The condensed version of the work of Dr. W. Edwards Deming

: A true Master of life and the work that comes with it.

:

: Mace

 

Hello Mace,

 

Since a while I felt like answering something to Christiana, about this

paragraph you just quoted. Your story about the kid playing baseball

incited me to write it down. Thank you.

 

Christiana,

 

No matter the book you read, don't forget the perspective you had on your

job as an employee that loves her job. There is an "eye" that one may

cultivate in action that integrates the perspective of the employee and the

"ombudsperson" at the same time. I find it a nice opportunity to cultivate

it, as any opportunity by the way :)

 

Enjoy,

> In the flicker of an eye on Friday afternoon, I witnessed, in the most

> visceral way, the dynamics of projection and manifestation of reality.

> My current "reality" became frozen in "time", and as I observed my

> awareness recede from "it" as my known identity, it immediately became

> a dying "form". A new projected reality was beginning to loom as

> in-formation on the horizon. Amidst the emotional vortex of excitement,

> terror and loss, I have endeavored to remain in the Stream as witness to

> Self without an object of identity.

>

 

<< And as I reread it, I find that it is not really an "endeavor" at all.

It simply has shown up as an interval withinwhich to observe. The stream

of objects seems to have narrowed and like an hourglass, there also

seems to be an opening to Space Stream. >>

 

In mathematics some would say that at that point-interval a new dimension

is created. Like in returning a clove from inside out to outside in, there

is a moment where the glove could be said to have no outside or inside. Or

like on the XY axis of the Real number a third axis, or dimension, may

come to birth when one falls on a number like (square root(-1) ) = i

 

It's a fascinating perspective you seem to refer to, thank you for the

point of view, it is a soft clear breeze.

 

Antoine

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Antoine Carré wrote:

> :Hello Mace,

>

> Since a while I felt like answering something to Christiana, about this

> paragraph you just quoted. Your story about the kid playing baseball

> incited me to write it down. Thank you.

>

 

Glad you enjoyed the story, just a reminder, I didn't write it,

don't really know who did, but I'll bet dollars to doughnuts

it comes from life, the best ones always do.

 

Mace

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Thank you for walking with me amidst this dialogue thread

 

I realize that I am bringing my personal story here to a list which

generally is not about praxis as we walk in the immediacy of our lives.

If this feels beyond the tenor of the list, please know that I'm open

to respecting the structure.

 

Annette reminds of the multiplicity of agendas we each meet in others

(on lists or in our lives). As I listen through that lens, these

thoughts occur.

 

I am not new to teaching, nor to organizing, and my life seems to have

been dedicated to deep listening, and to refining translation of the

multidimensional tracks of information which seem to course through this

consciousness. In some ways (which seem a grace of being), it is quite

ordinary for me to not only think systemically, but to actually become

the system as body. My way of knowing seems to be intuitive, through

pattern language, rhythm waves and geometric forms. I receive most

clearly when the eye of the heart is as open as the heart of the mind.

 

Thirty odd years of intensive study and practice in a host of

disciplines have aided cognition.. or languaged what has been

understood.

 

What calls me forth always seems to be the stream metaphorically

utilized by Teilhard de Chardin of our being cells in the body of God..

the body of Christ. I no longer hold this as specific image, but the

metaphor has it's usefulness.

 

So, when I sit with the notion of multiple "agendas", I also find that

my deeper eye is opening to what lies beyond... to what within each of

us is the unique tonal note of the larger symphonic body. When I can

find that frequency, there is no separation and the next step appears.

It is a process (a guidance) I trust implicitly.

 

Eleven years ago, after the S.F. earthquake, I was one of the pattern

makers for the reconstruction of our library, which was then, knee-deep

in tumbled books, broken glass, asbestos, debris and danger. Books and

crews were being deployed in six directions and the maps and workflow

showed up like tensegrity structures for me to enter and be informed by.

I learned that not everyone can do this (I used to assume that everyone

else saw reality the same way). So in my new assignment, I will open and

trust that it's rhythmic order will reveal itself in wholeness; and

trust, as well, my passion for breaking it down into bitesized pieces.

 

What will be far more of a challenge is my not becoming overwhelmed by

the influx of information. This sensitive openness to both what appears

to come towards me, as well as what comes through me, at times stresses

the personal system. At times I feel that my personal container is the

weak link to consciousness.

 

And then... two or three years ago, I met all of you and the

understanding which is the ground of these lists. I've always known this

sense of wholeness (for lack of a better term), yet always before it was

from within a sense of self identity. Through the graceful stream of

induction and entrainment, and through specific mentoring with some of

you, there have been numerous occurances of relative personal blankness

and only Stream. I sense that in This is the answer to the alleged "weak

link".

 

As I now open to this next imperative, dancing on my generative screen,

I feel charged with three rhythmic orders. 1) receiving the authentic

pattern 2) holding compassionate, grateful and alive space for others to

invest in the pattern 3) When contraction or resistance occurs, to use

the charge in the crucible as fire to remind mind to relax and surrender

it's belief in doership.

 

These dialogues about volition-nonvolition; doer-no doer;

duality-nonduality; act as profound koan when faced with what shows up

appearing as a dual world invoking a doer to employ will.

 

Thanks for listening to these ruminations. I enter here listening deeply

to the stream of the world woven gracefully within the worldless stream.

Your many offerings act as rudder.

 

I appreciate your mention of mathematics, Antoine. I also trust this

order, particularly as it shows up in patterns and forms. I also

delightfully see through your aperspectival "eye".

 

Thank you Mace for the book recommendation. I'll explore this.

 

Love,

Christiana

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Mace Mealer [mmealer]

 

Christiana Duranczyk wrote:

> If any of you have any advice or book recommendations for someone about

> to step into the challenge of remaining clear, while being the stress

> point (ombudsperson) between the demanding public, high standard

> Librarians and the good sized workforce which I'll need to lead towards

> implementation of the demands.. please know that I am an eager

> recipient.

>

 

The Deming Route to Quality and Productivity

By William W. Scherkenbach

 

The condensed version of the work of Dr. W. Edwards Deming

A true Master of life and the work that comes with it.

 

Mace

 

 

I agree with Mace. Dr. Edwards Deming is well known in the management field

and is considered the guru in quality control issues. Demings was extremely

pro-employee and considered poor management to be at the root of most

organizational problems. I saw an interview with Demings on PBS I think when

he was in his 90s. Very blunt and feisty. Demings was an American whose

message of quality control was lost on American managers in the 1950s. He

was responsible for teaching the importance of quality control to Japanese

corporations in the aftermath of world war II. He is revered in Japan for

that. Once Japanese products gained reputation for high quality and

consumers voted with their dollars, U.S. firms became more interested in

Deming's message. Now Quality of product and services is considered a top

priority in organizations. At Ford, they say quality is job 1. That is what

we say here at a as well.

 

Love to all

Harsha

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