walking amongst you with gratitude/me too with you

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, Christiana Duranczyk <cpd@w...>

wrote:

> Of course, I wonder.. am I up to this task? Yet something which is

not

 

The challenge and opportunity is

that

> of having some authority for praxis, as well as remaining in the

stream

> of abiding. In other words, staying awake to what arises and not

taking

> myself too seriously.

>

>

> Grateful for all of you..

 

Grateful for your love,

 

Congratulations sweet sister! I'm so proud of You!

 

Lately I've been getting tested in learning how to not see from my

old

self lens, & yet I know that spirit gives me a push sometimes back

there too so I can clear up any old issues mistakenly carried as

baggage in the cell memory (as the Self has none!). And then at other

times I just step off into Free Self. Sometimes I step back & just

look at them all with a detached but real compassion. I think

compassion is a good tool for not getting hooked. Witness & love

them.

I know you are already an expert in that!

 

A challenge may be learning to have firmness to say this is how it

will be (I've heard all your great ideas & now I must make the

decision). In a sense you have & are becoming master of yourself &

now

you are being pushed into a leadership position anew. Wow! I know

you'll tackle it with compassion. It's the firmness you might need in

knowing how to SET boundaries with others (while you have none;-)

which may be tricky. Maybe you already know about that. Silence

speaks

& must protect its integrity. I think that's what you envisage as the

test already. So no need to be quiet or passive. Accept your

sovereignty & deligate roles. Roar if you need to. You are the One.

You Know That. haha!

 

Good Luck Christiana. I also want to say that not many speak of

emotional clearing on the lists but it seems to me that part of

becoming totality (aware)is definitely clearing the issues in body

memory from the personality. (One might argue that doing this from

infinite awareness dissolves the ego armour). Self is pure

consciousness yet physical body may have emotional blocks still in

the

cells to clear through so as to sparkle clear joy & wisdom. Sometimes

we may even be used to help clear others. I'm sure with all your love

& compassion & fortitude Nature chose You specially for this

leadership of love.

 

There are ways to help oneself do that, & maybe you already know what

best suits you. At a stage like this I feel One's own inner Self is

always working in tandem with the conscious Being & vehicle, so omens

clues & ways will present themselves directly to you on how to add to

your gifts in awareness in handling the new.

 

;-) You're beautiful!

 

Luv,

 

Col

> Love,

> Christiana