Nails

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Dear Jacqui,

 

You wrote:

>>>>I've joined Kundalini Gateway, the more help you can get extracting

nails, the better. Do you ever visit Holland? I'm South African but have

been living in Holland (near the Peel) for many years.<<<<

 

On average I visit Holland every four years. When we got married we lived

very near to the Peel as well, in a tiny little farmers village, Gemonde

near Boxtel. Van Gogh country.

Do you know Van Gogh's painting 'The Potato Eaters', well the farmers in

that part of the Netherlands really looked that way.

Neat that you understand (some?) Dutch, "ook Afrikaans natuurlijk."

 

I purposely use Dutch terms in my posts. Interesting, because pretty well

every time I make some direct contact with ppl. showing their face more

'email-wise'. Many list members have been in Holland, Amsterdam at least, so

it makes them understand better "where I'm coming from."

 

Dutch ppl. are a bit... well let me put it nicely: 'straight forward and

outspoken...' which to ppl. of other nationalities may seem rather direct,

arrogant and brutaal (what's that in English?... Most non Dutch ppl. are

never brutaal.) We are also very tolerant... providing others are tolerating

us (Maybe we are not unconditionally tolerant, so what kind of tolerance is

that?)

 

Somebody remarked that I must be a rather strong person... well yes, in the

sense of being resilient, I bounce back well, very quick recuperation

time... That is very Dutch as well. Our humour is also different, compared

to other nationalities...

 

I'm surprised and so grateful every day, that after the Kundalini process

had worked its ravages in me (and blisses, oh yes!), that I have no hatred

anymore, an unending amount of patience, no mood swings, actually no moods

whatsoever, and ... that it is steady, irreversible... I have no doubt about

that... Isn't it wonderful that that can happen to a normal Joe Blow?

I should also say that my pedophile and homosexual tendencies have totally

disappeared, overnight pretty well. (Not that there is anything wrong with

them in principle!)

 

Being unconditional is the greatest surprise and it is so easy, people

should try it more often, I mean it. Anyway, you know what? Everybody has it

coming sooner or later... I do a lot of work in purgatory and hellish realms

while I am not in my ordinary waking state.

 

There is so much hope in those 'after life realms'. Beings in those realms

learn so quickly... after an appropriate waiting period (hehehe). And then

they get involved in helping living beings, initially their own offspring or

the ones that they hurt so much... That is so wonderful to see. That is how

I worked through the hardships I had to endure with that German overseer

when I was a baby in that occupied sanatorium and also with that pastor and

uncle who had mistreated me so badly when I was a little pre-schooler. As I

was picking up on my understanding and compassion, I bet you, urged on by

them... "my into angels transformed devils" (I do not mean this very

literally), they were able to receive my understanding and compassion until

we released each other in love and truth. How I celebrated their release in

those days. Isn't it fantastic how that works?

 

Love,

Wim

 

I wonder, why am I writing you all this?