Guest guest Posted January 19, 2001 Report Share Posted January 19, 2001 I've been catching up on 3 weeks worth of unread digests. Welcome back, Harsha..! Mark, you are such a charmer! Please do come share your unique wit and wisdom on the Kundalini-gateway. Shall I introduce myself? Mystress Angelique Serpent, moderator List Mistress of the Kundalini Gateway, still affectionately known as the K-list.. Retired ProDom, retired improv comedienne, currently playing Spiritual Cheerleader to my students on the Fire Serpent Tantra course.. lately celebrating the realization of my realization.. I have been awakened all my life, went into the light around 1990 and got evicted from it too.. made a Proclamation to the Universe in 1991 that, Dammit, if I really am the architect of my own life them I have had enough of learning from pain and wanted to start learning from joy and bliss!! This led to more pain, and eventually to discovering my repressed sexual orientation: Bisexual Dominant sadist. This severely conflicted with my ego image of myself as a non violent fluffy bunny white lighter, until I realized that anybody who could find bliss and fulfillment in being bound, tortured and humiliated had a lot to teach me about dancing in the cremation ground and seeing the Light in the dark. So, I gave the masochists what they wanted and learned from them. Goddess persuaded me to start torturing people for money as well as for love, and so I spent several years doing my own dance, of learning to love the shadow into integration, and see perfection in all of the blood, hurricanes and predators of Nature.. including my own Nature. It is an aspect of Tantra to break cultural taboos, yes? So I did.. lots of them. Lots and lots.. including starting my own cult. : ) Wheeee! It's on a different list.. People sometimes write to me and ask to join my cult, I tell them no. A dozen members is enough to handle, I don't need any more... That dance was concluded with the startling discovery that my Pro-Dom sessions were having the unexpected side effect of causing K. awakening in my clients... Whups! That was not consensual. I freaked.. Eventually I figgered out it was what Goddess had in mind, in the first place.. leading men to me by the penis for awakening. Next I turned to compiling the amazing education I had gotten as an awakened Pro-Dom into the form of an unusual path of surrender: slavery to Shakti. As a result of letting my shadow out to play, I have also become a much more gentle, tolerant peaceful person than when I was a fluffy bunny white lighter before the whole thing started. Instead I smile like a buddha when the other bunnies use me for target practice.. because they don't like what I reflect.. I have been here all along, lurking quietly so as not to strike terror into the heart of poor Jerry, who finds in me a unique exception to the Non-dualists rule that everything he perceives is a reflection of himself.. : ) Thus, you won't find me on the NDS, you wont even find the K-list, (which is the most ancient of the spiritual lists) on the NDS list of lists. I don't mind, I love Jerry anyway. What he resists, persists and now his own list is infected with perversion, dear sweet Gloria-ji is threatening to start whacking people with the Zen Master's cane.. Judi is tossing people off her list with a zeal and fervor I could never manage, having only evicted 2 people from the K-list in 4 years.. (Jerry not being one of them, despite his occasional claims of victimhood) and Amanda has become a snipping-zealot! All of which I find hysterically funny!! whoooo hoooooo!! Blessings! At 02:04 PM 1/18/01, you wrote: > Thu, 18 Jan 2001 09:29:50 -0500 > "Mark W. Otter" <mark.otter >Re: Digest Number 905 > >I love it! My life is getting better and better. Yesterday, the folks >on NDS were talking about stripping and peaking and climaxes, and today, >we hear of dominatrices on Harsha. (That hoodlum is always one-upping >Jerry, isn't he?) > >keep up the good work so I can too... > >Love, Mark > >Mystress Angelique Serpent wrote: > > > > > At 06:41 AM 1/4/01, Gloria-ji you wrote: > > >Hi, our leader is on vacation. Spelling we don't mind, and am glad > > you are not > > >as long-winded as "some", but then what is the good of it, if you > > don't bother > > >to snip those long posts. I may become the Total and Complete Master > > of > > >Nagging, > > >if people don't shape up here. Don't make us have to take severe > > measures, ok? > > > > Gosh, just as I give up being a list Dominatrix in favor of > > sweetness > > and light, it becomes trendy.. Sigh.. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 19, 2001 Report Share Posted January 19, 2001 Mystress wrote: I have been here all along, lurking quietly so as not to strike terror into the heart of poor Jerry, who finds in me a unique exception to the Non-dualists rule that everything he perceives is a reflection of himself.. : ) ******* LOL! That'll teach him! Too funny! Judi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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