Guest guest Posted January 25, 2001 Report Share Posted January 25, 2001 This is an open letter addressed to everyone: I do not know if there is any sort of automatic cut off of emails if the email is too long. However, if this email is cut off I have added it to the DISCERNMENT page that can be read at: http://home.talkcity.com/GaiaWay/Infinite_Freedom/DISCERNMENT.htm Dear Dan: It appears that you may have open mindedly considered the Document on the DISCERNMENT Web page. For that I thank you. This response is not directed to you or your inquiries. The response that comes to mind from your inquires would translate into many pages. This reply is addressed to everyone: I view all message board posting, including the message that I am posting now, as an ego notion preservation strategy. I went six months without posting a message here at nonduality salon or at the advaita board, with the exception of posting links to various etc. However, as far as dialogue and expressing "my" view, I stayed away for six months. Since, I think that message board posting is an ego notion preservation strategy, I hope that it will be very rare that I post in the future. I do not mean to single out the activity of message board and egroup posting. The ego notion has so many ways that it can stay preoccupied that it would be impossible to count them all. I spent 25 years reading spiritual books and thinking about them. I would guess an average of two hours per day reading and an average of six hours per day thinking about "spiritual concepts". This endless reading and thinking was an ego notion preservation strategy. I wish I had spent that time in Self-inquiry instead. Sri Ramana acknowledged that some reading in the beginning to get the basics can be helpful, however, Sri Ramana gave very many warnings against endless thought and book reading etc., and I had read his warnings as a teenager, however I did not give them the importance that I should have and I did not follow his advice. I wish I had followed his advice. As to what self-inquiry is or is not, Sri Ramana Maharshi has made that precisely, exactly clear. If it ever seems unclear, it is always because the ego notion, as a preservation strategy, is making it unclear. One such strategy, is to begin to think about, or analyze a spiritual teaching. That is a clever strategy by the ego notion. There are so many possible combinations of thoughts that, like the lottery, the odds against getting it right, are millions or billions or trillions to one. I will present here some of the clues that Sri Ramana Maharshi and Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj gave regarding not engaging in unncessary activity, including thinking. It is worthwhile to read their words over and over, each sentence has so much meaning. 1. "The intricate maze of philosophy of different schools is said to clarify matters and reveal the Truth. But in fact they create confusion where no confusion need exist." --From Talks with Sri Ramana Maharshi Sri Ramana goes on to give various examples of people discussing Vedanta etc. and then says: 2. "Why should confusion be created and then explained away? Ah! Fortunate is the man who does not involve himself in this maze! I was indeed fortunate that I never took to it. Had I taken to it, I would be nowhere - always in confusion. My former tendencies (purva vasanas) directly took me to the inquiry 'Who am I?' It was indeed fortunate!" --From Talks with Sri Ramana Maharshi >From the above one can see that philosophical and "spiritual" discussion is not self-inquiry and in fact leads in the opposite direction. The ego notion may enjoy what it thinks it is learning on the journey through "spiritual" concepts, however, as usual this is just the ego notion lying to itself as an ego notion preservation strategy. The intense desire for freedom is what is needed to put an end to these and other ego notion preservation strategies. Just imagine if your desire to end the ego notion were a million times what it is now. Then imagine what it would be like of the your desire to end the ego notion were a million times that. Oh how the priorities would then change! Sri Ramana expresses it thus: 3. "Eagerness to do it must be equal to that of a man kept under water trying to rise up to the surface for his life." --From Talks with Sri Ramana Maharshi 4. "Disapassion (vairagya) must be very strong to do this." --From Talks with Sri Ramana Maharshi 5. "Your effort is sine qua non" (an indispensable or essential condition, element, or factor.) --From Talks with Sri Ramana Maharshi 6. The following is from “Who am I?” by Sri Ramana Maharshi: Questioner: “How will the mind become quiescent?” Maharshi: “By the inquiry ‘Who am I?’. The thought ‘who am I?’ will destroy all other thoughts, and like the stick used for stirring the burning pyre, it will itself in the end get destroyed. Then, there will arise Self-Realization.” Questioner: “What is the means for constantly holding on to the thought ‘Who am I?’” Maharshi: "When other thoughts arise, one should not pursue them, but should inquire: 'To whom do they arise?' It does not matter how many thoughts arise. As each thought arises, one should inquire with dilligence, 'To whom has this thought arisen?'. The answer that would emerge would be ‘To me.’ Thereupon if one inquires ‘Who am I?’, the mind will go back to its source; and the thought that arose will become quiescent. With repeated practice in this manner, the mind will develop the skill to stay in its source.” Questioner: “ Are there no other means for making the mind quiescent?” Maharshi: “Other than inquiry, there are no adequate means. If through other means it is sought to control the mind, the mind will appear to be controlled, but will again go forth.” Questioner: “How long should inquiry be practiced?” Maharshi: “As long as there are impressions of objects in the mind, so long the inquiry ‘Who am I?’ is required. As thoughts arise they should be destroyed then and there in the very place of their origin, through inquiry.” The key to understand how this relates to the importance of not engaging in unnecessary activity including thinking etc. is in this portion of the above quote: Maharshi: “When other thoughts arise, one should not pursue them, but should inquire: ‘To whom do they arise?’" Specifically: "one should not pursue them" Thinking about "spiritual" topics and posting them etc. requires pursuing the thought. The instruction is: "one should not pursue them, but should inquire: 'To whom do they arise?'" It also shows that the the question is not to be asked only once, it is to be asked every time a thought arises. Maharshi: "It does not matter how many thoughts arise. As each thought arises, one should inquire with diligence, ‘To whom has this thought arisen?’." Most people have hundreds or even thousands of thoughts each day. Thus the question will be asked thousands of times each day. The inquiry must be continuous according to Sri Ramana. Even when the mind is quiet one must inquire according to Sri Ramana as the following passage shows: 7. Questioner: “When I am engaged in inquiry as to the source from which the 'I' springs, I arrive at a stage of stillness of mind beyond which I find myself unable to proceed further. I have no thought of any kind and there is an emptiness, a blankness. A mild light pervades and I feel that it is myself bodiless. I have neither cognition nor vision of body and form. The experience lasts nearly half an hour and is pleasing. Would I be correct in concluding that all that was necessary to secure eternal happiness, that is freedom or salvation or whatever one calls it, was to continue the practice till this experience could be maintained for hours, days and months together?” Maharshi: “This does not mean salvation. Such a condition is termed manolaya or temporary stillness of thought. Manolaya means concentration, temporarily arresting the movement of thoughts. As soon as this concentration ceases, thoughts, old and new, rush in as usual; and even if this temporary lulling of mind should last a thousand years, it will never lead to total destruction of thought, which is what is called liberation from birth and death. The practitioner must therefore be ever on the alert and inquire within as to who has this experience?, who realizes its pleasantness?. Without this inquiry he will go into a long trance or deep sleep (yoga nidra). Due to the absence of a proper guide at this stage of spiritual practice, many have been deluded and fallen a prey to a false sense of liberation and only a few have managed to reach the goal safely.” Thus even when the mind is still one must inquire who has this experience? Thus both when there are thoughts, and when there are no thoughts the inquiry must be continuous. In the above passage Sri Ramana points out that a still mind, even if it remains still for a thousand years, will never lead to liberation. Sri Ramana's teaching is and always has been Self-Inquiry. The above quote regarding the many who are deluded into a false sense of liberation reveals so much. How many people are giving "satsang" and teaching both on the net and off the net, who have been deluded into this false sense of liberation? Can those people really help anyone to be free? Not according to Sri Ramana: 8. "By him alone whose saved himself, can other folk be freed. The help of others is as if the blind, the blind would lead." --From the Collected Works of Ramana Maharshi. 9. (34.) For unlearned folk there is only one family consisting of wife, children and dependents. But in the mind of those with much learning there are many families of books, theories and opinions as obstacles to yoga." -Sri Ramana Maharshi 10. (35.) What is the use of letters to those lettered folk who do not seek to wipe out the letters of Fate by inquiring, 'Whence are we born?' What else are they but gramaphones, O Lord of Arunachala? They learn and repeat words without realizing their meaning. --Sri Ramana Maharshi 11. (36) The unlettered are easier saved than those who are learned but unsubdued. The unlettered are free from the clutches of the demon pride, they are free from the malady of many whirling thoughts and words; they are free from the mad pursuit of wealth; they are free from many ills. --Sri Ramana Maharshi Quotes #9,10, and 11 above are from Reality in forty verses supplement, which can be found in The Collected Works of Ramana Maharshi 12. D: What is the sun marga? What is the moon marga? Which of them is easier? Maharshi: "Ravi marga (sun marga) is jnana. Moon marga is Yoga. They think that after purifying the 72,000 thousand nadis in the body sushumna is entered and the mind passes up to the sahasrara and there is nectar trickling. These are all mental concepts. The man is already overwhelmed by world concepts. Other concepts are now added in the shape of this Yoga. The object of all these is to rid man of concepts and to make him inhere as the pure Self - i.e., absolute consciousness, bereft of thought! Why not go straight to it? Why add new encumbrances to the already existing ones?" --From Talks with Sri Ramana Maharshi. You can apply the above to all spiritual concepts and Teachings. Also this is a good example of how Sri Ramana Maharshi would discourage all other methods except the direct one. 13. "Books are outside the five sheaths, the Self is within the five sheaths, how can the search be done in books?" --Sri Ramana Maharshi The same can that can be said for books can be said for the computer, the web and spiritual clubs and groups also. According to Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj it is important to set aside time to focus on nothing except the I AM. 14. Sri Nisargadatta: “When I met my Guru, he told me: ‘You are not what you take yourself to be. Find out what you are. Watch the sense 'I am', find your real Self.’ I obeyed him, because I trusted him. I did as he told me. All my spare time I would spend looking at myself in silence. And what a difference it made, and how soon! My teacher told me to hold on to the sense 'I am' tenaciously and not to swerve from it even for a moment. I did my best to follow his advice and in a comparatively short time I realized within myself the truth of his teaching. All I did was to remember his teaching, his face, his words constantly. This brought an end to the mind; in the stillness of the mind I saw myself as I am -- unbound. I simply followed (my teacher's) instruction which was to focus the mind on pure being 'I am', and stay in it. I used to sit for hours together, with nothing but the 'I am' in my mind and soon peace and joy and a deep all-embracing love became my normal state. In it all disappeared – myself, my Guru, the life I lived, the world around me. Only peace remained and unfathomable silence. My Guru ordered me to attend to the sense 'I am' and to give attention to nothing else. I just obeyed.” There is so much of great value in the above quote #14. "I did as he told me". Sri Nisargadatta's guru gave him very simple instructions and instead of complicating them, and analyzing them, he just followed them. "All my spare time I would spend looking at myself in silence". Notice the phrase "spare time". In other passages, in this same context, Sri Nisargadatta has said: "I had to support my family". Thus Sri Nisargadatta makes a clear distinction between spare time and other time such as the activity of livelihood. If Sri Nisargadatta had been like most people, he would have little or no "spare time". The ego notion can create thousands upon thousands of ways to occupy time. This is an ego notion preservation strategy. Posting messages on the internet is only one way of avoiding following Sri Nisargadatta's and Sri Ramana's advice. Millions of other forms of escape, entertainment etc. are possible. The purpose of spiritual discussion is to reveal clearly the way to end the ego notion. This can be done in a very short time, with only a few sentences. Once that has been done, the spiritual discussion will stop if the aspirant is sincere and honest and intensely wishes to bring the ego notion to an end. If the aspirant is not sincere and honest, then instead of following the clear instructions, the aspirant will find ways to fill the time. Continued spiritual discussions is one of the many millions of ways that the ego notion uses to preserve itself. The instruction by Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj is: to pay attention to the sense of I AM to the exclusion of all else. Sri Ramana Maharshi's instruction is to inquire 'Who am I' continuously. Their instructions are not to continue with spiritual discussions, not to do this, not to do that. "My teacher told me to hold on to the sense 'I am" tenaciously and not to swerve from it even for a moment" "I used to sit for hours together, with nothing but the 'I am' in my mind" If he had allowed himself to fill his time with so many unnecessary activities, he would never have had the "spare time" to "sit for hours together". He did not allow his mind to be filled with concepts, to think, to pursue concepts, not even spiritual concepts. "with nothing but the 'I am' in my mind." "I obeyed him, because I trusted him. I did as he told me." The following quotes are all by Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj and all from the book I AM THAT: 15. "I see what you too could see, here and now, but for the wrong focus of your attention. You give no attention to your self. Your mind is all with things, people, ideas, never with your self. Bring your self into focus, become aware of your own existence." "your mind is all with things, people and ideas" this of course applies to spiritual ideas, so just because he does not name posting at a spiritual group, or thinking about spiritual ideas, or whatever your escape, entertainment happens to be, you can still make the application. 16. "What is supremely important is to be free of contradictions: the goal and the way must not be on different levels; life and light must not quarrel; behavior must not betray belief. Call it honesty, integrity, wholeness; you must not go back, undo, uproot, abandon the conquered ground. Tenacity of purpose and honesty in pursuit will bring you to your goal." 17. "Take the first step first. All blessings come from within. Turn within. 'I am' you know. Be with it all the time you can spare, until you revert to it spontaneously. There is no simpler and easier way." 18. "We know the outer world of sensations and actions, but of our inner world of thoughts and feelings we know very little. The primary purpose of meditation is to become conscious of, and familiar with, our inner life. The ultimate purpose is to reach the source of life and consciousness. Incidentally, practice of meditation affects deeply our character. We are slaves to what we do not know; of what we know we are masters. Whatever vice or weakness in ourselves we discover and understand its causes and its workings, we overcome it by the very knowing; the unconscious dissolves when brought into the conscious. The dissolution of the unconscious releases energy; the mind feels adequate and becomes quiet." I could go on quoting Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj, however you can read more than 200 quotes on the importance of earnestness, eagerness, practice, dedication, sincerity and specific instructions on what the aspirant must do to be liberated from the ego notion by clicking: http://home.talkcity.com/GaiaWay/Infinite_Freedom/Nisargadatta.html. One of the misconceptions about the Teachings of Sri Ramana Maharshi is that he encouraged methods other than Self-inquiry. Sri Ramana Maharshi did not encourage methods other than Self-Inquiry. Sri Ramana Maharshi acknowledged that other methods can lead to self-inquiry. Sri Ramana Maharshi acknowledged that other methods can be an aid to self-inquiry. However Sri Ramana Maharshi made it clear that aids are not required for self-inquiry. If you read the entire book "Talks with Sri Ramana Maharshi" very slowly from cover to cover, and very carefully you will find that Sri Ramana Maharshi did not initiate recommendations of methods other than Self-inquiry. The key here is the word initiate. If someone asked Sri Ramana about another path or method, Sri Ramana would sometimes answer their question. Usually, he would attempt to steer them toward the path of Self-Inquiry instead. If Sri Ramana was asked about Monkeys, and if Sri Ramana kindly answered a question about monkeys, that does not mean that Sri Ramana was recommending that thinking about Monkeys was the way to liberation. What it means, is that the questioner asked about Monkeys, and Sri Ramana kindly answered a question about monkeys. So it is with questions about ever so many other paths, such as yoga, etc. Here is the real key to seeing that Sri Ramana did not encourage other methods: Read the book "Talks with Sri Ramana Maharshi" cover to cover. If you have read it before, read it again. Take a look at what the questioner asked. Look at every time a questioner did not mention some method to Sri Ramana Maharshi. In other words, take a look at every time a questioner asked what is the way to end the ego-notion, or what is the way to end ignorance and what is the way to be liberated etc. and then count the number of times that Sri Ramana Maharshi recommended some method other than Self-inquiry. Count the number of times when a questioner just asks the way, without suggesting a way to Sri Ramana, and then see how many times Sri Ramana recommends some method other than Self-inquiry and how many times Sri Ramana considering an aspirant unripe, would say you need to do such and such before you do self-inquiry. That is the key to seeing that Sri Ramana Maharshi did not encourage other methods. Also it is the key to understanding that the unripe aspirant is just a myth. Unripe aspirant is just an aspirant who refuses to practice self-inquiry. The following is what I consider to be the most valuable of anything written herein: The intense desire for freedom is the most important factor of all factors leading to the end of the ego-notion. It is the most important factor, because, all flows from that, and without it, nothing else is possible, regarding ending the ego notion. Why do people allow thought to distort the teachings, instead of just following them as they are? Did you notice that Sri Nisargadatta took his Guru's teachings words literally, without looking for any hidden meanings, without analyzing them, without changing them? Just pay attention to the 'I AM' to the exclusion of all else. He just did it. He just took the instructions literally and did it. If the desire for freedom is not intense enough, then the ego-notion will begin to analyze the instructions and the ego-notion will find a way to distort the instructions. If the desire for freedom is not great enough, then the ego-notion will always find a way to occupy time with something other than spiritual practice. Thus the key to bringing the ego notion to an end is the intensity of the desire for freedom. As Sri Ramana points out: "eagerness to do it must be equal to that of a man kept underwater trying to rise to the surface" If the intense desire for freedom is not there, you can always find a way to avoid practice. There is no limit to the ego-notions capacity to distort. If there was a book written by a sage that was one thousand pages and on every page was written the following: "Practice continually, drop all unnecessary activities, devote all your time to practice. The practice is: every time a thought arises, ask 'to whom do these thoughts arise' when the answer 'to me' comes, ask who am I?" If the above brief passage were written on every page, almost no aspirant would ever follow the advice given. Why? Because the desire for liberation from the ego-notion is not great enough. The desire to preserve the ego-notion is much greater than the desire to end the ego-notion. Thus the ego-notion has millions of tricks to preserve itself. So in the above quoted passage, the aspirant would say: 'Well he does not really mean to practice continuously. The book is actually written in code. There are deeper meanings that are more important' If this seems insane to you, it is. And this describes well almost all aspirants. It is not that they would use those exact words to distort and complicate, however , they will find thier own words and thoughts to distort and complicate. The only cure for all this is the intense desire for freedom. What if your present desire for freedom were to become a million times more intense than it is now? Then there would not be time for all these games and distractions. Then you would stop listening to Teachers who are supposedly liberated who are not liberated. Then you would not confuse thinking about Spirituality with Spirituality. Then you would not confuse an intellectual journey, with a spiritual journey. Thought created the world appearance etc., therefore of course it is powerful enough to create phony "spiritual" experiences. Then the only means you would accept would be the most direct one. Then you would be just like the man who is being kept under water trying to rise up for air. He does not have time for discussion, or for games, or for false teachers, or for indirect methods. That is why the entire key lies in the intensity of the desire for freedom. The question then becomes: Is there anything that can be done that will increase the desire for freedom? How can I take my present desire for freedom and make it a million times what it is now? There is a way. The way is to face all that is horrible, sorrowful, evil, vicious, horrendous about human consciousness and life on earth. Normally humans block out 99.99% of this. Yet they think they have faced it. For example take a look at what 15,000 wars in the last 5,000 years means. Think about what one of those individuals went through. Think about it in detail. Then multiply it times millions of individuals. Or a few years ago in Africa. 400,000 - 700,000 people were killed by other people with machetes, etc. Think what one individual went through. Then multiply it times 400,000. Don't just see a number 400,000. Look at what happened to each of those people Look at millions of women being beaten everyday. Look at all the diseases that come to the human body. Look at the millions and millions of homicides. Realize in the above list, including 15,000 wars in the last five thousand years that you have only touched upon one trillionth of 1% of human suffering, sorrow, evil, viciousness, horror. Look at millions of jews being placed into ovens. Think what each individual went through. This helps some to face it, but this still is not really facing it. On public television I saw a documentary. They interviewed a barber. He was a jew in a concentration camp in Nazi Germany. Later his wife was brought into the same camp. He was a barber in the camp. That is why he was not put into the gas chamber and the oven, because he had a job as a barber. So he would cut the hair of the other jews who had been captured. On their way to be put into the gas chamber and the oven they would stop and get a hair cut from him. His wife was later captured. So his wife was brought in to receive a hair cut by him. So he was cutting his wife's hair. He knew what was going to happen to his wife. He knew that she was going to be gassed and cremated. However he could not tell her. If he told her, he would have been killed. And she still would have been killed also. Therefore, it would have served no purpose. So while he was cutting her hair, he could not tell her what was going happen. The barber, was crying as he told this story. This is one man. Now multiply it by six million. Now see that is only a part of the horror of one war. Now multiply it by 15,000 wars in the last 5,000 years. Now see that all those 15,000 wars are only a tiny drop in the vast ocean of human viciousness, suffering, sorrow, lies, horror, deceit, conning, hustling, cheating, disease, death. Yes, it is true you have all heard about the six million jews being killed by various means. However, the way humans hide from what human consciousness really is, from what so called life really is, is by isolating each incident. As though the genocide of six million jews were some kind of isolated incident. You look at a single war. What about looking at the totality of the human horror, the human sorrow, the human evil, the human viciousness? 15,000 wars in the last 5,000 years. Right up to the present time. First think what one individual went through, then see that it was millions of people who went through this. Human evil, viciousness, horror, suffering, sorrow is not something isolated. Billions of people are lying to each other and themselves every day. Cheating, conning, hustling. The list above represents only a tiny portion of human suffering, sorrow, viciousness, evil. If someone were to write a book, on human suffering, sorrow, lies, viciousness, evil, and begin to collect the numbers, and to create a huge list, so that it could be seen as a whole, this would be one of the most valuable books ever written. I don't know if I will ever write it because even writing this is a complete violation because this time could have been spent in Self-inquiry. Seeing it on film helps one to face it also. The Buddha's first noble Truth was the existence of suffering. A person might wonder how can that be a noble truth? Don't we all know about suffering? Yes every human knows about suffering. It is just that humans block out 99.99% of suffering. One must face all of it to really see it. Buddha's list was so short, such as losing someone you love, not getting what you want, disease and death, etc. that almost no one saw it from such a short list. How valuable it would be if someone would write the history of human evil. Make the huge list, with thousands of pages. With lots of photographs. If you ever are willing to look at the negative side of human life, and really face it, not just a tiny bit of it, as almost all humans do, but if you really face it you will see that human consciousness is 100% evil. The earth is a hell, produced by human consciousness. Human consciousness is produced by the ego-notion. What caused every one of those jews to be gassed and put into ovens is the ego-notion. You have the ego-notion in you. You have the source of all horror, all viciousness, all evil, all suffering and all sorrow in you. There are ever so many mechanisms the ego-notion has created so that one will not see the horror that it is. Escape, thinking, entertainment and on and on. The ego-notion killed all the millions of people who died in those thousands of wars. The ego-notion tells all the lies. The ego-notion beats the women. The ego-notion has committed all the murders. The ego-notion has created all the hustling, conning and cheating. The ego-notion creates the 'I am the body' notion, and thus creates death. You have the ego-notion in you now. You have what put 6 million jews in the ovens in you now. You have what made hundreds of thousands of people get hacked to death by machete in you now. Why not stop playing games and get rid of it? That is what this whole page is about. Stop seeing false teachers, stop using false methods. Find the direct path and devote every moment to it. How can you even think you might have integrity? You play all these spiritual games instead of permanently ending the ego-notion. You tolerate having an ego-notion in you that killed six-million jews and created 15,000 wars and you think you have integrity? It is possible to have integrity, honesty. Face the total horror that humans almost never face. Not just a part of it, face all of it. Then the intense desire to be free comes. Then every time a thought arises ask: 'to whom do these thoughts arise' when the answer 'to me' comes ask: 'who am I?' Continuously, from the time you wake up to the time you go to sleep. Until the ego-notion is dead and gone permanently forever. Don't be fooled into a false sense of liberation. When the ego-notion is dead: desire, suffering, and the perception of a body and a world are gone. If you still have even one desire, or even a tiny amount of sorrow or suffering or if you still perceive a body or a world, you are not liberated. A doubt may arise didn't Sri Ramana have a body etc.? Those doubts have been covered at this site: http://home.talkcity.com/GaiaWay/Infinite_Freedom/DISCERNMENT.htm This page is really best read at that site because all of that web page has been devoted to a single purpose. The ego notion can easily doubt what has been written here. Thought can doubt anything. See it for the ego-notion preservation strategy that it is. Drop all the ego-notion preservation strategies. For those of you who make postings in reply to postings I have made, this posting should make clear why I do not reply. With Love, uarelove Auctions - Buy the things you want at great prices. http://auctions./ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 25, 2001 Report Share Posted January 25, 2001 Dear Uarelove, I appreciate your taking my consideration of your page as "open-minded". It is clear that there is nothing to think about. Indeed -- to confuse things so as to later give oneself credit for clearing up the confusion is not a task worthy of self-congratulation! Namaste ;-) Love, Dan Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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