Thinking

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Hi,

 

Personally, I think that it is of an absolute importance to share

one's thoughts on life with others and far superior to the rest one

may get in one's comfy and undisturbed location behind the private

camouflageing shield of one's personal phych.

Anyhow, I think so.

Below is a sharing of some of my reflections of a couple of hours

ago. Since the most significant and profound reflections I like to

keep and share with others, I have sent it to another forum.

You might wonder, _why_ don't I write new thoughts instead of just a

copy of my contemplation of hours ago.

Well, how should I know ?! But I suspect that the reason for this is,

that a couple of hours ago, I was thinking, while now, I do so no

longer.

I do not think any more.

I think I have transcended thinking.

Well anyhow, I think so.

And rest assured, I am definetly not -trying to be funny.

When you're beyound thinking,

you cannot try nothing no more !

That's quite a trial !..

Without a Try-ee, tried, or trying..

Well anyhow I tried!..

to explain, but the following, should better clarify the significance

of the previous.

 

So below, Observations of JB-2-hours-ago.:

(patience recommended)

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How am I ?..

I am thinking.:

"why do I write this ? - does L. Really have a mommy ? - only one car

passing by - when is the noise of the building construction across

the street end ? - concrete building - I wonder why don't they put me

to work -I should get a salary-extra-benefit.. not yet, why ? - I am

ok,.. they're ok ? - another car - the pipe is smoking - hard to find

the perfect tobacco - I would like to advertise for our X. web site -

the palm trees in Thailand !.. no coconuts falling on my head in my

office in this gray part of the world - he is ok - sometimes - my

girl-friend shows signs of a more sane mental order , there is hope,

alas how long will I think so ? - buzz buzz, the mantra of the city -

whatever happened to P. ? he ain't as bad as I thought at first sight

and shock - he is a must here, without him ½ of the posts would not

be born and they would get bored - long live four-letter-words -

remember I am not responsible for what's written here, it's my mind

machine letting it all hang out which reminds me of a silk Thai

shirt, they all hang out of the pants - someone knocking at my office

door ? - hope not 'cause I am very creative now - and what happened

to divergent writing exercises I used to practice many years ago ? -

Oh Jeez & Big Buddha, this is It! - it was a western zen chap said it

was good ventilation,.. gooood, which reminds me of the Turkish woman

I met on my travel who could only say 'Goood cofeee ! without words,

with hands - and the circus came to town,.. I have no idea actually

whether it did, or why I've said it - I believe K. said it once so I

say it too - once I've written that the cosmogeny of the Andromendan

cucumber is not as cumbersome as that of the women's lib, 'cause it

has no red stockings, however I think I've reached the blah-limit of

2.500 words..no, thank It!, only 1823, so maybe I should go to lunch

anyhow now that I experience the empty mind, and empty unconditioned

bowels, so please do not get irritated by my sharing of my inner

life, it's not worth it, on the other hand, honestly is it much worse

than X's display of profound reflections ? or is it just as good as

the blast of the Big Bang which they say it never really happened

while they say that it might have happened but somehow the orbit of

premature flagellation subsided to late. God! 2323 words.. amazing

ain't it ?!"

(to be continued, eventually by another..)

Have a nice day !

jb.