any support?

[Guest guest]

I am posting this on behalf of a frieind of mine. I will forward her

any responses.

Thankyou.

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I have been ill with M.E. ( C.F.S.) for 13 years . About 6 years ago

I seem to have had a kundalini type experience provoked by a 'healer'

..Previously I was very sensitive but could tolerate tiny amounts of

healing etc. but ever since then I have had crippling electrical

sensations and have suffered from massive states of overstimulation

and hyperarousal. I cannot tolerate ANY healing ( distant included

), meditation, japa, homeopathy, etc. etc. without aggravating wildly

the above symptoms , in fact just looking at a photo of a spiritual

teacher does the same. My general health is appalling and

deteriorating , I am totally exhausted and I have awful difficulty

sleeping. I am housebound and can barely speak on the phone .

All this was aggravated by a dental extraction 6 weeks ago , my

head ws gyrated for 30 minutesand it stirred up the energy problems

in my back. Then I also did a grounding exercise a week later which

made it even worse. Last week I did a 'Tie-cutting' exercise and I

am now in a sky wide open state , I am in complete shock and terror

and I feel as if all protective layers are gone.

 

****** HELP !!! *******

Is there anybody out there who is this supersensitive ?

Is there any hope ? ( especially interested to hear from anyone

connected to Sai Baba ) I live near Oxford ( U.K.).

 

A.

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[Guest guest]

Shinzen Young provides a wonderful equation: Pain and equanimity

leads to insight and purification (as does pleasure and equanimity,

but this is a harder path in some ways). The greater the pain, the

less equanimity required to lead to purification and insight. Great

pain and great equanimity would lead to who knows what. So hang in

there, in some ways you are priveleged to have this path "come to you"

without any seeking. Relax, don't add anything. Love Terry.

 

, Sandra Jensen <sand@i...> wrote:

> I am posting this on behalf of a frieind of mine. I will forward her

> any responses.

> Thankyou.

> ______________________

>

> I have been ill with M.E. ( C.F.S.) for 13 years . About 6 years ago

> I seem to have had a kundalini type experience provoked by a

'healer'

> .Previously I was very sensitive but could tolerate tiny amounts of

> healing etc. but ever since then I have had crippling electrical

> sensations and have suffered from massive states of overstimulation

> and hyperarousal. I cannot tolerate ANY healing ( distant included

> ), meditation, japa, homeopathy, etc. etc. without aggravating

wildly

> the above symptoms , in fact just looking at a photo of a spiritual

> teacher does the same. My general health is appalling and

> deteriorating , I am totally exhausted and I have awful difficulty

> sleeping. I am housebound and can barely speak on the phone .

> All this was aggravated by a dental extraction 6 weeks ago ,

my

> head ws gyrated for 30 minutesand it stirred up the energy problems

> in my back. Then I also did a grounding exercise a week later

which

> made it even worse. Last week I did a 'Tie-cutting' exercise and

I

> am now in a sky wide open state , I am in complete shock and terror

> and I feel as if all protective layers are gone.

>

> ****** HELP !!! *******

> Is there anybody out there who is this supersensitive ?

> Is there any hope ? ( especially interested to hear from anyone

> connected to Sai Baba ) I live near Oxford ( U.K.).

>

> A.

> ________________________