any support?

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Dear A.,

 

I have had CFS for 11 years. I have had intense daily kundalini activity for 9

years. I am familiar with every experience you describe in your post below.

(There seems to be a strange correlation between CFS and kundalini activity. A

kundalini email list I was a member of for 2 years had a surprising number of

members who had both kundalini activity and CFS.)

 

For many years I was unable to function and in great pain as you currently

experience. Now I am very healthy and active and the energy is integrated--but

I have spent the past 9 years working with ways to return to health and manage

the kundalini sensitivities. Most of these have to do with grounding the body

and decreasing spiritual activities. There are things you can do to reduce the

terror, anxiety and fear, as well as increase your functioning capacity. I will

go into some detail with these things if you would like. I understand the fear

you experience when it seems so much that is given to you to help actually makes

things worse. So believe me when I say I will use the utmost caution and tell

you exactly what my experiences have been with different practices of diet,

exercise, etc., and how they affected me in terms of CFS and in terms of

kundalini sensitivity. I do know what you are experiencing.

 

Besides any information I can give you, there are other email lists with people

with similar experiences and I can refer you to those as well.

 

What is a "tie-cutting" exercise?

 

Best to you,

 

Jill

 

PS: I am in the U.S.

 

>>> sand 04/19/01 09:37AM >>>

I am posting this on behalf of a frieind of mine. I will forward her

any responses.

Thankyou.

______________________

 

I have been ill with M.E. ( C.F.S.) for 13 years . About 6 years ago

I seem to have had a kundalini type experience provoked by a 'healer'

..Previously I was very sensitive but could tolerate tiny amounts of

healing etc. but ever since then I have had crippling electrical

sensations and have suffered from massive states of overstimulation

and hyperarousal. I cannot tolerate ANY healing ( distant included

), meditation, japa, homeopathy, etc. etc. without aggravating wildly

the above symptoms , in fact just looking at a photo of a spiritual

teacher does the same. My general health is appalling and

deteriorating , I am totally exhausted and I have awful difficulty

sleeping. I am housebound and can barely speak on the phone .

All this was aggravated by a dental extraction 6 weeks ago , my

head ws gyrated for 30 minutesand it stirred up the energy problems

in my back. Then I also did a grounding exercise a week later which

made it even worse. Last week I did a 'Tie-cutting' exercise and I

am now in a sky wide open state , I am in complete shock and terror

and I feel as if all protective layers are gone.

 

****** HELP !!! *******

Is there anybody out there who is this supersensitive ?

Is there any hope ? ( especially interested to hear from anyone

connected to Sai Baba ) I live near Oxford ( U.K.).

 

A.

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Sandra Jensen wrote:

> I am posting this on behalf of a frieind of mine. I will forward her

> any responses.

> Thankyou.

> ______________________

>

 

These symptoms stem from the fear of letting go.

 

Loveya - Michael

[Guest guest]

All this was aggravated by a dental extraction 6 weeks ago , my

head ws gyrated for 30 minutesand it stirred up the energy problems

in my back. Then I also did a grounding exercise a week later which

made it even worse. Last week I did a 'Tie-cutting' exercise and I

am now in a sky wide open state , I am in complete shock and terror

and I feel as if all protective layers are gone.

****** HELP !!! *******

Is there anybody out there who is this supersensitive ?

Is there any hope ? ( especially interested to hear from anyone

connected to Sai Baba ) I live near Oxford ( U.K.).

Hi A...

Supersensitive here. (raising hand)

There is very much hope as this is a temporary experience you are

going through, so you hang in there! Jill said it all very well -

thanks Jill!

I went throught a lot as you and Jill (and many others) have, so you

are not alone in all of this. What helped me the most was giving up

(temporarily) all things that would arouse the kundalini energy, ie.

spiritual study, meditation, certain friends, any metaphysical stuff

including any classes or even reading OR talking about it. I did a

lot of peaceful things like walking, swinging on the front porch,

reading cosmopolitan and harlequin romances :-), being around people

that were not part of the metaphysical or spiritual community. I did

a lot of praying too... but mainly cause I was in such fear and didn't

know what the heck was happening. Really looking at, and

surrendering my fears, quickened the process many times.

After you get the energy more grounded, you'll know what to do or not

to do to keep a more and more balanced state. Kundalini is famous

for magnifying things so we can look at them closeup to see if we

want to keep certain things in our life, or give them up. My

symptoms of being terribly (!) tired increased a thousand-fold after

K, it seemed. As the years have passed, I see now that the more I do

what I love and what makes me happy and peaceful, the tiredness goes

away and passion for life comes back. When I'm not living a life

that makes me happy, the extreme tiredness comes back. I don't know

if this has anything to do with what you are going through, or CFS,

but it has made sense for me in my life, and I kinda like having it

as a way to tell me I'm off my path of joy.

I wish you much love and healing. (not sending it through the airwaves tho!

just wishing for you)...

Love,

xxxtg