to angelique...

[Guest guest]

I cannot stand to read of your pain and so much wish there was

something I could say to give you peace. You have been nothing but

a great friend to me and have always given me your time, patience,

and support throughout the years. It meant a lot to me!

I had a difficult time with this particular situation. I agreed with

Gloria that your words needed to be (sexually) toned down at this

particular list.

In no way did I see that she was stopping you from being who you are -

you are not your words on a post, and words can be rearranged (or

deleted) to be more appropriate for certain lists to allow for

guidelines.

The one of many things I adore about you is your freedom you represent

- you are like a wild beautiful horse that runs the countryside with

such passion and freedom - it is a joy to watch you! The kundalini

list has accepted and loved you just as you are. And those that

couldn't appreciate your beauty, went elsewhere to start their own

k-list.

I'm sure it felt as if you were bound to a fenced in area here -- and

for a free wild horse as you, it felt very confining. But the gate

was always open, and still is, for you to come and go as you please

-- and not to constrict you completely.

You have so much to give in the way of knowledge, experience, love,

appreciation, and that certain joy we feel when we read your posts

(even without the sexually explicit references that even shocks me at

times!).

I appreciate so much that you will NOT change to be someone other than

who you are. If you did, I might not like you as well. :-)

There must be a better way so that you can stay AND we can all share

in your wonderful posts here without the sexual explicitness. Please

open your mind to this option. I know you must be feeling rather

(apathetic - is that the right word?) right now, but in all the years

I've known you, never ever have I seen you walk away. Your

courageousness and the love you have to give has always come from the

right place.

I love you dearly!

With Love,

xxxtg