Guest guest Posted July 10, 2001 Report Share Posted July 10, 2001 Dear Tim Those memories about Jesus were spontaneous, many of them came up as part of a period of deep sadness about my own tribulations early in life. ( I do not to the traditional view on past life or reincarnation, insight in my experiences forced me to let such view go.) When I was six and got prepared for the, what we call in Roman Catholicism, Holy Communion, it was a very deep and beautiful experience. But... but ... but...and also because I could not accept ideas about original sin, or the explanation of sin or moral deficiencies whatsoever etc. I knew it not to be true. A year later I got molested by the very pastor who taught me those things. He was a very sweet man, a very good man, when he died he was considered very saintly, I could not go to his funeral. About four years ago when I worked through my memories, dreams, nightmares and flashes of visions he appeared, let's say 'in the spirit' for lack of better words, when I was recounting to my wife and son what had happened and how I was resolving this episode of my life...I was telling them I had understood fully why he did this to me.... surprise ... it came from pure love that went 'haywire'... The pastor appeared as a blackish form first over the shoulder of my wife and when I told her it was pure love that he tried to refind in me... as I was such a pure child... his black image went poof (sorry to say it that way ) into goldness and I knew he was released. I had very uncomfortable pedophile and homosexual tendencies before that resolution, luckily I had such a strong protection (in whatever form) that I never got any child or boy or man into trouble... After this episode of release that came with the memories of Jesus and the apostle John (No, I am not suggesting that Jesus was homosexual) my sexual tendencies were totally gone. I now live a very normal life with balanced sexual characteristics. My strongest memory is about Jesus' transfiguration with Moses and Elijah on the hill. Love, Wim Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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