Wim-Spontaneous

[Guest guest]

Dear Wim,

 

Thanks so much for sharing this. i love to hear this kind of "stuff"

because there's an air of openness, honesty and genuineness about it.

 

Seen here, anyone who can honestly speak of past events like this

without shame, embarassment, fear and that sort of thing is coming

from an authentic 'place'. If ever any questions arise about "Tim's

past," please don't hesitate to inquire.

 

That goes for anyone reading... although some list members have heard

bits and pieces of 'the story' already.

 

Love,

 

Tim

 

, "Wim Borsboom" <wim@a...> wrote:

> Dear Tim

>

> Those memories about Jesus were spontaneous, many of them came up as

> part of a period of deep sadness about my own tribulations early in

> life. ( I do not to the traditional view on past life or

> reincarnation, insight in my experiences forced me to let such view

> go.)

> When I was six and got prepared for the, what we call in Roman

> Catholicism, Holy Communion, it was a very deep and beautiful

> experience. But... but ... but...and also because I could not accept

> ideas about original sin, or the explanation of sin or moral

> deficiencies whatsoever etc. I knew it not to be true. A year later

> I got molested by the very pastor who taught me those things. He

> was a

> very sweet man, a very good man, when he died he was considered very

> saintly, I could not go to his funeral. About four years ago when I

> worked through my memories, dreams, nightmares and flashes of

visions he

> appeared, let's say 'in the spirit' for lack of better words, when

I was

> recounting to my wife and son what had happened and how I was

resolving

> this episode of my life...I was telling them I had understood fully

why

> he did this to me.... surprise ... it came from pure love that went

> 'haywire'... The pastor appeared as a blackish form first over the

> shoulder of my wife and when I told her it was pure love that he

tried

> to refind in me... as I was such a pure child... his black image

went

> poof (sorry to say it that way ) into goldness and I knew he was

> released.

> I had very uncomfortable pedophile and homosexual tendencies before

that

> resolution, luckily I had such a strong protection (in whatever

form)

> that I never got any child or boy or man into trouble...

> After this episode of release that came with the memories of Jesus

and

> the apostle John (No, I am not suggesting that Jesus was

homosexual) my

> sexual tendencies were totally gone. I now live a very normal life

with

> balanced sexual characteristics.

> My strongest memory is about Jesus' transfiguration with Moses and

> Elijah on the hill.

>

> Love, Wim