Namaste Harsha, quite a high statement keep it up.

[Guest guest]

But how come no mention of JUDI? Asking that she return and have a

healing between you two?

 

 

, "Harsha" <harsha-hkl@h...> wrote:

> We would like to welcome the new members and thank everyone for

their

> delightful and wonderful presence in this Satsangha. The new

members are

> encouraged and should feel free to introduce themselves.

>

> We welcome Noel, Yogini Shakti, Hot-Syena, Eric, Humanzee, Papa

Swan,

> Jeremy Frost, M. Frances, and others who have recently joined and

have

> started posting.

>

> We also welcome back old members and friends who had left for one

reason or

> another and are now back again among us. Thanks for being here

again Tony

> (look forward to your coming back from Mexico), Mark (you Badmash),

Gracie,

> Geo, Pieter, Lynette, Mace, Joyce, Antoine, Tim (Omkara), Gill, Ed

> (Lobster), David Bozzi, and so many others.

>

> We thank members who feel that they may be leaving soon, although

they are

> not completely sure at this point. We certainly commend them for

their one

> pointed search for the Truth. Thanks Alton.

>

> We offer a special thanks to members identified as "Church Ladies"

in a

> recent post. Thank you Mira, Vicki, Linda (LC), Anna Maria, Vicki

(Viorica),

> Gloria, Mazie (Sraddha), and Joyce, and many others. Your warm

support helps

> to maintain the list environment and I don't have to run to my Mama

so

> often. Actually Wim, Dan, Greg, Bruce, Andrew and others fit in

their too,

> but they are no ladies, especially not church ladies!

>

> Thanks for your wise words of support Wim and Joyce and Mira and

Mazie and

> for your understanding and compassion for others.

>

> We are all in the lap of the Divine Mother.

>

> Thank you Wim, Joyce, Lynne, Jerry, Amanda, Mazie, Andrew, Bhuman,

Magne

> Aga, Noel, Jeremy, Linda (welcome back from your travels), Papa

Swan, Bruce,

> Joyce, Greg, Dan, Jan, Gloria, Vicki, Gracie, Bruce, Yogini Shakti,

> Hot-Syena, Lynette Mazie, Mira, Mace, Greg, David, and so many

others for

> insights where the mind and heart speak in unison. Such voices have

the

> power to move us.

>

> We all thank the great moderators of this list, both active and

passive, who

> help support the notion of a spiritual fellowship here. They know

who there

> are. Thank you for your friendship and fellowship.

>

> Controversies such as those that have taken place recently will

happen

> periodically. This is the nature of the human condition and such is

life.

> Let us just accept these things and enjoy life and our friendship

with each

> others.

>

>

> Love to all

> Harsha

[Guest guest]

Dear Alton,

 

Now, do the unexpected

instead of what you are currently doing,

which is what you have always been doing,

which is what keeps you away from your inquiry, "Who am I?"

which is what you wanted to do in the first place, as you have stated.

 

The unexpected is not something that you just have up your sleeve, so

you need to do some digging before you get to the undoing. Somewhere in

the recesses of your being, you were interrupted in your endeavour of

self reclamation. Find that spot where you were forced to leave off, and

carry on from there. You have never done that and I urge you, you do.

Do not expect it to be familiar terrain...

You are fighting demons that you create yourself, (you are good at it)

but you are protecting the culprit... whom you don't even suspect at

this point...

 

All you are doing now is abusing an enormous amount of personal energy

on an issue that you believe has to do with some impeding personality,

which at this moment just happens to be Harsha... while it only has to

do with you. Could this not be a sign of some obsessive self absorption

that you were forced into?

"Who am I? " seems far from your field of interest. Did you not also

express, about a month ago, that you want to reach some silent state of

mind... This is not the way to go about it... Stay the original track...

catch up from where you left off...

 

You seem to be setting this up

so that you will be thrown out...

as you want to be thrown out...

so that you can say that you were thrown out

so that you can blame something external agent

for your inability to stay your original course.

 

Does that not sound familiar? You told us that you were expulsed from

other lists, expulsed by your own scheming that is.

 

This type of thing is a manipulative maneuver that some children pick up

on quite early in life.

 

Could it be that you are afraid to proceed with your original endeavour

to 'be yourself' again, as you are afraid that you might fail and could

be blamed personally for such failure. So you have created and are

maintaining this scheme in order to be dismissed or rejected at some

point for incessant complaints about some perceived injustice that does

not even have to do with you. First it was Tony, then it was Wim about

Tony, then it was Wim about Papa swan, after that it was 'the

moderators', then it was the rules, then 'democracy' and after that it

was Harsha, now it is Harsha and Judi, after that you will find

something else... You just keep shifting from target to target, all a

variation on the same theme...

 

Don't you see how predictable all this is?

You are simply replaying a scheme of your own devising,

so that you do not have to succeed as you are afraid not to pass

Failed by a system that you want to see as unfair and unjust.

Some exculpation!

 

This manipulation does not get you anywhere soon... which is exactly

what you seem to have in mind... but a mind that you wanted to still...

so that you could get to the core of the question, "Who am I?".

 

Stay on the list and lurk for a while, but stop bothering yourself.

We have all the patience but you will run out unless you do the

unexpected.

 

Love, Wim