Guest guest Posted September 17, 2001 Report Share Posted September 17, 2001 This is amazing. It is as if I am being asked to not move. Do not move. Do not even move the mind. It is as if I am being smothered. Everything I know is saying, "Move! Do something!" Yet, that very movement is the cause of the smothering. The movement IS the smothering. Utter stillness is like fresh air and if I move, I start to gasp. It is almost like a paralysis that is caused by movement. Can that be? My fingers are moving themselves right now across this keyboard, while I am still. There is a movement that does not come from me. This is freedom. Total freedom of movement, yet I am still. [minutes of silence] A question arises: "Can I live my whole life like this?" Immediately, gasp! gasp! Ha HA! I can't ask that. I can't move! I can't move and it's Great! Nothing is needed or desired in this blessed paralysis. A thought: "May it last forever." Gasp! Gasp! Hee HEE! This is a TRIP! What will happen next? I don't know! I don't care! It doesn't matter! [minutes pass] Gotta go. My little one is calling me. Giggle. ???????? Attachment: (image/jpeg) Clear Day Bkgrd.jpg [not stored] Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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