Through shards of shattered mirrors

[Guest guest]

To consciously choose to die before the death of the physical Body

opens realms of possibilities not previously available

to the mind closed by manufactured consent to the words

of toxic conditioning espoused by those who claim

to have a communion with "God", "Goddess and "All that is".

 

These are the true terrorists who beget more terrorists

for their own salvation - psychic vampires who feed off those

they keep in the dark to maintain their own self image of being

all powerful. The lesson has spread.

 

 

In the days following my conscious choice, my body convulses with the

pain of the release of the holding patterns of imposed beliefs as the

links in the imprisoning chain shatter and fall away.

 

My mind struggles with the words reflecting the struggle of the

ancestors who had their knowing repressed by pain and torture. In the

inner blackness of the Unconscious, one end of the chain is tied to

this planet - the other to some unknowable God. To both I have become

as the swing of the pendulum - a sacrifice to both with no choice.

 

 

There can be no balance found within this mind manufactured dichotomy

for one is forever tied to the loop of birth and death, good and

evil, growth and decay. The doorway once open to the ancient tribes

has been closed in the search for power and control.

 

 

The earth on which we walk is becoming the victim of this conflict.

The Heart of the planet is becoming cold and closed. Because we will

not look at our shadow, Global warming has become the mirror of the

closed heart of man as he clings on to the principles of power and

powerlessness.

 

 

What have I learned.

 

I have done many things in this lifetime in this body. I have

consciously and, (worse still) unconsciously, judged many of them

according to the Laws of Toxic Conditioning. But, as a scientist,

some part of my mind has kept a healthy skepticism which has been

influential in my maintaining some semblance of sanity.

 

 

The moment I lost my mind, I came to my senses.

 

We dream of abundance and prosperity.

We dream of winning the lottery - never once conscious of the fact

that, in order for us to become millionaires maybe a million others

who can least afford it have to sacrifice the last dollar that

separates them from destitution - conditioned into the pursuit of the

same dream.

 

The global economy exists now. Millions of acres that once produced

Hemp for rope were laid waste so that Nylon could be a profitable

commodity. Charity arose out of the guilt of those who knew and saw

the consequences for the Children of the next generation.

 

To keep our cold hearts warm, we have burned oil described as a gift

from the earth. Were those who sold the concept conscious of the life

that died to take this shock absorber that the earth requires to

stabilise the plates from the effects of earth quakes?

 

In looking to the Heavens for a "sign" we have divorced ourselves

from the other part of our being. We have lost contact with the

Heart of all which lies within our very core.

 

Because of the closed loop of our belief system, those of us who cry

out for light to descend on earth so that they will not have to face

their own internal darkness take that light from other areas,

plunging them into eternal darkness.

 

We have been so conditioned by self limiting beliefs that set us

at a distance from the essence of our creation because man

invented God as the ultimate controller of our destiny.

 

Now, our source is to become the sacrifice.

 

 

What free will.

 

Every need, hope, desire

is the fruit of some darkness inside of us

that we dare not face.

 

 

The Heart is closed because most will not look beyond the shrouding

of their own inner darkness to see what lies beyond. The fear of the

Void, nothing, emptiness triggers our reflection back into the

consciously known world -

 

so the cycle of birth and death is repeated

at an accelerated rate.

 

 

Like a radio transmitter, the closed Heart radiates this fear out

into the closed world to be picked up and used according to the will

of those who understand and manipulate. Vitality for the Terrorist.

 

 

We say prayers over the dying because we cannot face the reflection

of the Toxic Conditioned belief of our own mortality. The dead and

dying are our mirror - and our attachment to friends and relatives is

the reflection of our need for a personal identity.

 

Identity and power is our way of refusing to face

our own inner shadow.

 

 

Death .. Beyond the Heart.

 

We look down this tunnel of darkness for the Light

but we refuse to look down the tunnel of light for the darkness.

 

In part 2 of this, I will present the rest of the rememberings that

were known by so many before advent of the Common Era - and face us

every time we look at the Yin Yang symbol.

 

Science has provided us with answers the Mayans utilised and the

Australian Aborigine (amongst others of the surviving heathen tribes)

still practices.

 

If you change your view of the Yin Yang symbol

so that it is no longer flat

 

but can be seen as two transparent spheres

interconnected through the dots,

(like the mathematical infinity sign)

 

you may understand the term "Worm Hole"

>>> To be continued ..

 

 

 

-- Christopher Wynter

christopher

http://www.anunda.com

 

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