the child reborn-reply

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Hi Linda,

waving and smiling at you.

Yes, I did write that. I am either embarrassed, or bemused by my own writings.

Glad you liked it though.

Although our wounds heal, the scars still ache from time to time, don't they?

I love Amma, and I am a devottee of Ma Meera.

Sending you waves of healing light.

nice to meet you

love

eric.

Eric wrote:

>> If your heart still breaks for love, be patient with yourself.

Love comes to all Her lovers. No child of Her is homeless... <<

Hello Eric ~ is this your own writing? It is beautiful and exactly

what I needed this morning. Some of you may remember, before I

started off on my move, that there was a large upset in my family and

that my sister, whom I love very much, is no longer speaking to me.

Also she wrote me a very long letter castigating me for behavior

going back to our abusive childhood. My therapist has said that,

since my father is deceased, I have now become "it."

I remind myself of the story of Ramana and the thieves. How they beat

him on one leg and he offered the other. I also remind myself that

Ammachi was abused and castigated by her family. Yet, I still feel

forlorn with the loss of my sister, and the sadness will not go away.

My spirit guides have told me, "Do nothing," in response, I believe to

my revolving emotional merry-go-round...sad...angry... Sometimes, I

want to write and say: but, but...we were all hurt back then; we all

did the best we could; we have all struggled... And knowing that

would fall on deaf ears, I then struggle with my desire to attack

back. This is just part of the revolving wheel, and I know the door

that will release me is my Self. I think this is the wisdom that my

guides have given me, "Do nothing." Thank you, Eric for that lovely

writing that poured balm on my heart. Blessings ~ Linda

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