the child reborn

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Eric wrote:

>> If your heart still breaks for love, be patient with yourself.

Love comes to all Her lovers. No child of Her is homeless... <<

 

Hello Eric ~ is this your own writing? It is beautiful and exactly what I

needed this morning. Some of you may remember, before I started off on my

move, that there was a large upset in my family and that my sister, whom I

love very much, is no longer speaking to me. Also she wrote me a very long

letter castigating me for behavior going back to our abusive childhood. My

therapist has said that, since my father is deceased, I have now become "it."

 

I remind myself of the story of Ramana and the thieves. How they beat him on

one leg and he offered the other. I also remind myself that Ammachi was

abused and castigated by her family. Yet, I still feel forlorn with the loss

of my sister, and the sadness will not go away. My spirit guides have told

me, "Do nothing," in response, I believe to my revolving emotional

merry-go-round...sad...angry... Sometimes, I want to write and say: but,

but...we were all hurt back then; we all did the best we could; we have all

struggled... And knowing that would fall on deaf ears, I then struggle with

my desire to attack back. This is just part of the revolving wheel, and I

know the door that will release me is my Self. I think this is the wisdom

that my guides have given me, "Do nothing." Thank you, Eric for that lovely

writing that poured balm on my heart. Blessings ~ Linda