Fortuna Rhododendrons

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Dear Friends,

 

Yesterday i was strolling, well, perhaps or rather, floating might describe

my movements there more accurately. A most lovely misty morning here in

Humboldt, yes. But that's not the story.

 

This park in Fortuna was created alongside and above a small running creek

with ferns, fuschia, azaleas, little trillium, all manner of Love's Natural

Face abounded around me, and everything was so filled with a Peaceful

Happiness, very Primordial we all became, if you Understand this form of

formless Love Ascending and Descending and Arcing and Lifting and Piercing

and Energizing and Acting like It really, really wants You to Know that It

Loves You like a Love that doesn't have a Name. Nameless, Blameless,

Uncontainable, Self-Sustainable, Core of Creation and not even That, This

Love That was everywhere that day...Grace, Grace, Mercy, Mercy, Compassion,

Compassion, Tenzin with the Heart Door wide-open, Sea of Love, and Nothing

less. Never Less, Always More, this Ever-New Joy and Unending Joy

ever-revolving, ever-resolving, ever-spinning into In and knowing no way

Out, and Never coud we ever have ever got this by anything we could ever do.

Blessed Rain of Grace Ever-Raining Laughter of Beloved's Own Voice into this

Story Unflding of Love, do You See It?

 

Do the Pronam Dance, i'll try to tell about it later.

Do the Heart-Opening like Lotus set free to soar into the Infinite Sky-Pond

of Lotus-Love, a SwanSong into Beloved's Heart! White Bright Effulgence is

Always Nearer Growing Clear, as We Disappear, Disappear,

then Reappear, and always Laughing into the Face of Everything, Everyone,

Everywhere Forever and what Are we to ever say that can tell You All of

THIS?

 

My Heart - Your Heart, my Beloved, this:

 

a New Year Mooncake,

Red-Bean paste, Sweetmeats,

the first Spring Peach,

the Red Hibiscus turning to the Sun at Dawn,

the look in the eyes of Shams and Rumi,

a Fragrant Lily along the streams of Tears from God's Eyes.

 

i see again i cannot ever stay away from this Love. It will not let me stray

away to finish this story about Fortuna and the vandalism and the broken red

Rhododendrons, and the thought of Your Forgiveness, and the Sweetest

Non-Judgemental thoughts when i saw those shattered, broken magnificent

beautiful shrubs lying strewn like a red broken blossom of God's Heart,

exposed, breathing lightly, returning into the Light, a gasp from them, It's

Me gasping their last Breath! Utter Oneness, dying with a blossom so red and

holy and Beautiful...See, Love has captured me fully, Love has made me a

broken dying Heart. i rise inside Your eyes, those aqua eyes of Love.

 

Love,

Mazie

 

 

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