Guest guest Posted July 6, 2002 Report Share Posted July 6, 2002 The planets spin in their orbits orbiting the sun of One Light - Shams-i-Tabriz. i orbit that one to this very day, in this very moment, like i circle around the Kaaba of Mashuq's Heart. i am not frightened by any of this. If you could see into the Heart of That, That Place with No Name, That Face with no claim on anyone or anything, every fear you ever had, would disappear forever. i once looked into the eyes of Shams looking into the eyes of Rumi looking into the Eyes of the Beloved, Looking out from my own. i am owned by nothing and owe no one. i am home nowhere and everywhere at once. i am going into the moment where there is no coming and no going, where everything stops and stills in complete and utter Silence. Still, if i could go back once more and lay my head on the doorstep of Shams, surely Rumi would appear, and Kiss me. "There is some kiss we want with our whole lives - The touch of spirit on the body. Sea water begs the pearl to break its shell." Spinning in this Beauty, i begin again that old refrain that remains, and will remain forevermore. i never understood, i never even knew this, how much Love i could have for anyone, not Rumi, not even Shams, until i met You. i never knew until i met You. Meeting in the Heart, we have become OneHeart with One Song. i knew it all along. i just knew it. i always knew You would come back to me. Coming back together again, i realize we were never, ever parted. Here's the funny part - Rumi and Shams were laughing one night, and i, laughing along with them, asked: "What's so funny, what did i miss?" And you know what they did? They just reached over and kissed. Them, Darling Mashuq, Linda, and me, We're all still laughing about that one! They JUST reached over and kissed. LoveAlways, Mazie >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>O<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< the nearer i approach You the less there is of me. this is not a metaphor. there are things we cannot say things we do not tell: "They will know when they know." with each step towards You lifetimes of effort like low-lying mists evaporate, what was that all about? Love, a word. superfluous now. whatever i believed i was is what drops off like an eager lover's clothes in the heat of Beloved's Proximity, these garments of knowing, even any thought slows, pauses, stops dead in its tracks -- You smile, smile, periphery blurs, dissolves -- there You are, always have been, before me, smiling. one again -- no past, future. they are singing, so sweetly: "Om Guru Om Guru Om Guru Om" our hearts entrained, as before, as ever now what use yearning? what is left to want You, except wanting itself? desire liberated, all proceeds freely -- unspeakable flame "Om Tat Sat Om Tat Sat Om Tat Sat Om" LoveAlways, b Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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