RE: Dear Harsha.... (Kheyala)

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Hello, my dear Kheyala,

 

I remember that sometime last year in September or so, that you wrote that

you were in love again...

Is that the love that brought forth this little one that you are now

expecting...

I am so happy for you...

 

Some special synchronicities today...

 

What happened with me today..., I had the most beautiful feeling, a feeling

that many women have told me they have when they see a little baby: that

almost physical need of wishing to be with child again or to have a child.

I had something similar.

Now, I am a man, and I expect that perhaps I am a little too old for similar

feelings... the male version at that, of course... But it was today, that

from my being came forth such a wonderful feeling, one that made me wish to

be with child..., not physically (that is impossible... and miracles are

very realistic) but... let me call it (for lack of a better word) to wish to

be "spiritually" with child.

We may use that word, "spiritually", it is all in a manner of speaking

anyways.

 

(Yes, I 'm in love too... but then I always am.)

 

You know maybe (I have once written about it to the list) that I discovered

about 25 years ago, that as a woman gives occasion to that most miraculous

event of new physical human life, a man may become aware of the fact that he

may give birth to that - just as miraculous an event of - new soul life.

 

I experienced that, when my son was born, at the moment that Emmy gave birth

to Emanuel (it was a home birth, in a cabin actually, so beautifully

natural, a clairvoyant midwife, playing music from the Bhagavat Gita) that a

sweet and warm flame partitioned off of me, feeling as though my aura gave

birth to his young spirit.

Well, I must have been working on that for as long as Emmy was pregnant...

we were both in such blessed states.

 

The most wonderful experience.

 

I felt as blessed as a woman does growing within herself a little physical

angel. At his birth, this soul flame, as it departed from me, joined up with

my son... Avalanches of angels came down and sung in chores of Emanuel... We

did not have to chose a name... it was clear...

 

Since then, be it very hesitantly at first, I have been teaching young

fathers of this miracle that they can become aware of.

Is it not wonderful, this discovery that a man also plays an active role in

the birth of their new offspring, a new human divine being?

I so wish that men would be more cognizant of that... Well some are now.

 

And today, as I was in conversation with one I so dearly love (and I bet

you, it must have been while you were sending this email Kheyala) that

wonderful feeling came up again.

 

Well, what do we know about what the future brings...?

 

My dear Kheyala, may divine blessings be all around and within you and your

child...

 

Wim

 

PS.

There is actually a very ancient bandha that men used to do spontaneously,

helping the dynamics of the birthing event... For you guys who are familiar

with yoga, it is very closely related to the uddiyana bandha, (the "flying

up" bandha) but gentler and a little less strenuously physical...

> All love to you and to the many other beautiful beings that rest here,

> Kheyala

 

Yes yes

>>> Here is a quote from the first letter I wrote when I came back to the

internet:

 

"I have been out of the Group loop for quite a while. Life

got too big and fast for me to be able to stop and write all about

it. One major thing that happened during that period was that I was

made to look at death directly in its imaginary eyeballs! *Whew!*

And the other major thing is that after four years of celibacy, the

streak was miraculously broken with the conception of a new life by

the same man who broke the last streak of celibacy in the same

fashion! So here I am, now exactly 6 months pregnant and life has

gotten blessedly quiet again. So quiet, in fact, that I am again

inspired to share."

 

That pretty much sums it up, except that now I'm only a little more

than a month away from giving birth. Yay!

 

I haven't been very chatty lately, but the force inside me to simply

share has been huge.

 

Thank you for giving me your loving invitation to do so.

 

Love,

Kheyala <<<

 

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Dear Wim,

I can hardly find the words to tell you thru my tears how healing your

message here is to me today, how much peace it brings.

Thank you. It is a precious gift to know men such as you exist.

With love,

Gloria

-

Wim Borsboom

Friday, July 12, 2002 3:08 AM

RE: Re: Dear Harsha.... (Kheyala)

Hello, my dear Kheyala,I remember that sometime last year in September

or so, that you wrote thatyou were in love again...Is that the love

that brought forth this little one that you are nowexpecting...I am

so happy for you...Some special synchronicities today...What happened

with me today..., I had the most beautiful feeling, a feelingthat many

women have told me they have when they see a little baby: thatalmost

physical need of wishing to be with child again or to have a child.I

had something similar.Now, I am a man, and I expect that perhaps I am

a little too old for similarfeelings... the male version at that, of

course... But it was today, thatfrom my being came forth such a

wonderful feeling, one that made me wish tobe with child..., not

physically (that is impossible... and miracles arevery realistic)

but... let me call it (for lack of a better word) to wish tobe

"spiritually" with child.We may use that word, "spiritually", it is

all in a manner of speakinganyways.(Yes, I 'm in love too... but then

I always am.)You know maybe (I have once written about it to the list)

that I discoveredabout 25 years ago, that as a woman gives occasion to

that most miraculousevent of new physical human life, a man may become

aware of the fact that hemay give birth to that - just as miraculous

an event of - new soul life.I experienced that, when my son was born,

at the moment that Emmy gave birthto Emanuel (it was a home birth, in

a cabin actually, so beautifullynatural, a clairvoyant midwife,

playing music from the Bhagavat Gita) that asweet and warm flame

partitioned off of me, feeling as though my aura gavebirth to his

young spirit.Well, I must have been working on that for as long as

Emmy was pregnant...we were both in such blessed states.The most

wonderful experience.I felt as blessed as a woman does growing within

herself a little physicalangel. At his birth, this soul flame, as it

departed from me, joined up withmy son... Avalanches of angels came

down and sung in chores of Emanuel... Wedid not have to chose a

name... it was clear...Since then, be it very hesitantly at first, I

have been teaching youngfathers of this miracle that they can become

aware of.Is it not wonderful, this discovery that a man also plays an

active role inthe birth of their new offspring, a new human divine

being?I so wish that men would be more cognizant of that... Well some

are now.And today, as I was in conversation with one I so dearly love

(and I betyou, it must have been while you were sending this email

Kheyala) thatwonderful feeling came up again.Well, what do we know

about what the future brings...?My dear Kheyala, may divine blessings

be all around and within you and yourchild...WimPS.There is actually a

very ancient bandha that men used to do spontaneously,helping the

dynamics of the birthing event... For you guys who are familiarwith

yoga, it is very closely related to the uddiyana bandha, (the

"flyingup" bandha) but gentler and a little less strenuously

physical...> All love to you and to the many other beautiful beings

that rest here,> KheyalaYes yes>>> Here is a quote from the first

letter I wrote when I came back to theinternet:"I have been out of

the Group loop for quite a while. Lifegot too big and fast

for me to be able to stop and write all aboutit. One major thing

that happened during that period was that I wasmade to look at death

directly in its imaginary eyeballs! *Whew!*And the other major thing

is that after four years of celibacy, thestreak was miraculously

broken with the conception of a new life bythe same man who broke the

last streak of celibacy in the samefashion! So here I am, now exactly

6 months pregnant and life hasgotten blessedly quiet again. So quiet,

in fact, that I am againinspired to share."That pretty much sums it

up, except that now I'm only a little morethan a month away from

giving birth. Yay!I haven't been very chatty lately, but the

force inside me to simplyshare has been huge.Thank you for giving me

your loving invitation to do so.Love,Kheyala <<<---Outgoing mail is

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