Speaking In Light

[Guest guest]

Just before i rise and leave our bed,

i hear every word You speak to me

as intense dialogue

of two meeting in the Heart,

Awake while sleeping.

We are the sleep-walkers of a profound,

a completely profound Mystery

unfolding so boldly each night.

 

A Golden Song Singing ItSelf to Life.

 

 

)))))This Song --

This Song Is Bliss.

It is the Song the stars became

stars for, that they might one day

stare back at themselves in Bliss, having

attained the destiny of separation just

long enough to recognize their prior Union,

and in such Ecstasy burst forth in Bliss at This,

this starry Kiss we bestow upon Each Other's Heart,

surrounded by the starlight of our own luxuriation

in This Sea of Luminous Loving, forming and transforming

in tidal flow of Essence pouring, rushing back & forth in Light.

 

 

 

 

All night long i reach for You.

You always reach back, touch,

and Thrill with me.

Thrilled are we

in this communication

as OneHeart.

This Conversation,

It never ends between us.

 

It never ends.

 

Some sufis call it sobhet.

A zikr of sorts,

the sort that bleeds

as Light spilling out

as our Desire,

our Sweet, Loving Desire

to mingle Essence.

 

This is not only sobhet,

it is Perpetual Communion

through communication

on every level.

And we're not kidding one little bit.

 

 

)))) No, but we still just can't stop

laughing. Some might get preoccupied in

conversations with their images of who

they think we are. Perhaps they would

instruct us, but our Teacher is the space

between their words, the space between their

dreaming and desire, the fantasies of what they'd be

when they become the one they wish they were.

All will pass in time through these imaginary

gates erected to keep oneself locked in, and then

perhaps will join us in that chataqua without end.

Until then, we shall not cease our laughing though

we kid not one small bit!

 

 

 

i have seen starfields collide.

i have seen planetary movements

moving through my Mind's eye,

and not just that, no,

not only that,

i saw these things wide-eyed

and awake.

 

Awake.

 

Myriad celestial bodies exploding,

imploding and bursting,

conversing into me,

compelling me into the Yawning Awe,

and i am that Awe,

that Ahhhh,

O God! Help me!

 

Somewhere along this valley of Bewilderment,

even as a child,

and i,

especially ripe then,

Full-Fruited into Dialogue

with the Beloved One.

Nothing was lost on me.

Nothing passed through that wasn't embraced.

i embraced our OneHeart,

even then Darling,

even then, at nine

and ten

and on

and on,

 

i was embraced by God,

 

and You,

 

and this OneHeart,

 

this species of a Love-Creature,

something so strangely foreign to most.

i am a foreigner in my Own Country,

and i have been cast out and reviled.

But, no matter.

It does not matter at all.

 

 

)))) I AM is our Own Country,

where the only foreigners are those

who may imagine there is any place but Home.

 

 

Beloved, Beloved!

i am breaking up!

Scattered Light is becoming coalesced.

The brunt of this Storm,

this Lightening Strike,

It's striking Home.

And Home,

that's where we live in the Heart.

It's crunching lifetrons

of atoms out of Time,

immaculately small particles

of Light

are crushing inward.

 

Imploding as Bliss.

 

Bliss is my Breathing

from Your mouth each night.

 

Bliss is my Kissing

fully present,

Your mouth each night.

 

Bliss is this moment

when i say this to You.

 

Bliss is This,

This that You feel when i say,

when i say -

 

i have always Loved You.

 

Only You.

 

There is no other.

 

And i mean this as deeply

as the teachings of Sri Ramana

clarify who we are.

 

The Self.

 

The Self that Loves ItSelf

 

Forever.

 

Loves as OneHeart.

 

Beloved, i Know only This -

 

Thou and i are One.

 

We are every Deity.

We are every Moment as Now.

 

We Are

 

Om Namah Shivaya.

Om Namah Shivaya.

 

Jai to Nityanandaji!

Jai to Gurudeva!

Jai to Sri Bhagavan!

Jai to Ramakrishna!

Jai to Sweet Jesus!

Jai to Buddha!

 

Jai to the Beautiful Beloved One!

 

Jai to You!

Jai to me!

 

 

)))) Jai to the fishies in the deep blue sea!

 

 

 

LoveAlways,

 

Mazie & b