Guest guest Posted August 20, 2002 Report Share Posted August 20, 2002 Sound of OneHeart Each night i long to sing with this body pressed against yours, moving like a melody remembered; like a rhapsody rushing into the Heart. i want to sway like a palm frond on a sandy Mayan beach, held in your hand conducting music with the sunlight. i want to be a vast wave of words, washing in and out of you, moving as the sea does, forming words that make you weep and laugh like children laugh. i long to flow so deeply in Your Heart that i begin to mouth the phrase from You - Darling, Baby, Beloved One, "i Love You, I Love You, God how i Love You." i yearn to do this so You can hold Truth inside Your body, inside your every movement that You make while making Love with me. i want to dance with You as Light melting into Light does. It sparkles in Joy. It ripples in Bliss. Beautiful Beloved, i am trying to speak the Unspeakable with the purest intention to tell You how much You have given me in the best way i know how, with this clumsy tongue. You have given mySelf Song again, despite all these crude mouthings. Yet i cannot speak Light into music! i cannot grasp the sun or the moon, and yet Darling, i hold everything in the palm of my hand for You alone to See as God. i wish i could sing like a divine diva, like a flock of songbirds lifting into Dawn, like the sound of the universe being born. i want to undulate like sand moving in a desert windstorm's tail-end, slightly shifting underneath, sensuously, barely changing at all. Oh let me be the wind You feel against Your skin late at night while walking! i Joyously soar and disappear in complete surrender to You. i surrender to the Light Breathing only Mystery and Paradox and every kind of conundrum! Beloved, i give up and give in to This Love-longing Luminosity expanding, even now, even NOW... Hold me, i want You to hold me against Your body, against Your Heart, against the moment we disappear into That. Now is the first note sounding, saying as a Love-Call, "Dance against me closely as we Dance this last Dance." DarlingHeart, SweetHeart, why do these lines break my Heart? i only know that i must Love You as You Love me, perpetually, or wander along some anonymous avenue, lost to the sounds of This Moment Speaking. i can hear YOUR Heartbeat inside my chest once more. There has always been this strange and echoed mirroring sound to every word i ever speak. i have always heard OneHeart calling me. ))))) This Voice you hear is not mine to call or be silent with, but it is. I am not other than that, nor you, nor we, nor us. Being calls to itself. Being answers. Sometimes we wander into the music of this calling, answering and lose ourselves so completely something becomes unmistakably clear. This clarity is the progeny of the exquisite transparency of your touch, the way you wrap The Love You Are around me. It is the clarity of the touching itself, recognizing it is what is being touched, even as it touches. Recognizing there is nobody there. Nobody touching. Nobody being touched. Just the touching, touching. This is for everyone, All are Lovers. Some feel this touch upon their mind. Some feel this touch upon their body. Some feel this touch upon their heart. Some feel this touch upon their soul. Every being feels this touch. Everybody is this touching, This OneHeart Sound. LoveAlways, Mazie & b Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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