Guest guest Posted October 23, 2002 Report Share Posted October 23, 2002 The soul which cannot endure fire and smokewon't find the Secret.- Rumi for seven nights the moon cooled my fever. Mara marveled at the moon's soothing rivers flowing though my brain. i have never felt so alive as the seven times i died. )))) Piercing clarity – singing bowl struck at dawn Triple World swallowed in the Sound! Gone! Acceptance returns in the transparency of echo. Moment is a river hand can’t hold, Hagakure’s Way -- hard bubbles on a stream. The space between the seven breaths yields seven births as well as seven deaths. Inhaling – receiving Gopal between and just above the eyes. Pausing here. Exhaling – receiving Govinda sliding down the line to the heart. Heart breaking here. There is the View, and There is the Heart. When the Two become One, we’ve barely begun. Lord, you existas me. Your power moves,and I start walking.A prior impulse is the only differencebetween us. Other than that,everything I am is You.- Lalla Something that has no urge moves my hands and feet as i gather berries and herbs. i had no thought of food or hunger, for how long, who can say. As i stood in a hot field pissing, i was suddenly very hungry! Something that has no urge, urged me to eat. As quickly as the splashed ground dried up in the mid-day sun, so the desire for food disappeared into something that has no urge. )))) Something that has no urge urges me towards you, and on my way we disappear, that’s then we start to murmur Shiva! Shiva! Shiva Om! or else abide as silence. Your world is transient, changeful. My worldis perfect, changeless. You can tell me whatyou like about your world - I shall listen care-fully, even with interest, yet not for a momentshall I forget that your world is not, that youare dreaming.- Nisargadatta Maharaj Faraway sounds from a town below me rise and climb the night sky and then float dreamily through my head as i rest it on this pine-bough pillow. i fall asleep listening to a distant, wild, haunting laugh that i remember hearing in a dream about Shieh Te. All night long i keep talking to no one in silence about a dream i had of you saying, "It's all the dream," and laughing, laughing. )))) I must have been drunk and spoken out of turn – who would ever believe such nonsense? No wonder only the laughing’s laughing – you’ve been talking to no one! If you know you are bound you are no longer boundbecause by knowing the bondageyou separate yourself from it, you objectify it.With this release the "I" that was boundpours into Consciousnesslike a river pours into the Ocean.- PapajiAfter the storm the trees were left scarred and torn apart, separated from pieces of their body. After the initial instinctual denial of the reality at hand, after yearning and wanting them back, they settled into a most profound peace - every tree around me stilled in itself. They began flowing liquid light to the places that had been ripped and shorn away. Later that day i slipped and fell, cutting away part of my right heel. All i felt at that moment, all i heard in the air, the earth, this body humming with light, was silence in waves - everywhere. Everywhere. )))) Knowing you Are without the slightest doubt is your own perfect bliss.Ignorance of all of this is none other than your own perfect bliss. This way is neither taughtnor experienced – it is none other than your own perfect bliss. The one who is here to break my heart has kissed me, andthe heart of heaven has disintegrated! There is no need to avoid false thoughtsor seek true ones because all thought isspontaneous, involuntary and withoutsubstance. It is neither to be accepted norrejected but ignored so that it disappearsas spontaneously as it appeared.- Ramesh S. BalsekarAs the sun rose, spattering light over the small stream rippling into the farmer's water pond, a most beautiful, young maiden came and undressed to bathe and adorn herself with the lotus blossoms nodding along side her naked, shimmering body Light the light leaping from the mirror of the pond's surface she reflected in, my organ sprang up and i tasted desire in its most exquisite form. In that moment when i beheld woman divine, the temple bell was struck and i was struck as my beating heart rang and desire folded back into the lotus bud it lived in. ))))) Darling, can you see into this heart here? It is filled with a milk that mothers poems and ashes. And here, reaching out to me now, overnight it seems the most delirious blood- red blossoms have erupted along the naked branches of my snow white trees, and from behind You slide Your velvet arms around me, Your electric lips pressed into the soft spot pulsing beneath my ear, Your whisper: "Yes, my Love, Yes. Always, only Yes." I’ll say no more at this time, except that the Gardenias too have only just begun! Surrender is the simple but profound wisdom ofyielding to rather than opposing the flow of life. Theonly place where you can experience the flow of lifeis the Now, so to surrender is to accept the presentmoment unconditionally and without reservation.It is to relinquish inner resistance to what is.- Eckhart Tolle Shieh Te died last night. Desire for anything from anyone has left me today. A true friend gives from beyond the grave. ))) It has been said that Death is perfectly acceptable to Consciousness and Life. How this will happen is not for conjecture, which would only lead to madness and vexation. At the moment of physical death, attention is first withdrawn from all the sense organs, and the body itself becomes irrelevant. Thank it in advance, but speaking in plain terms, we can kiss the friend goodbye. This might be considered a natural phenomena similar to that borderline state just prior to loss of consciousness while entering into nightly sleep, or it might be a fucking nightmare gone beyond the place you had hoped it would stop, except that awareness persists here in the forefront, once the body is dropped off. Nor is there any nostalgia for the body, unless one is a sentimental sort, but not really even then, any more than there would be for old clothes we discard, once they have ceased to be of any use or amusement to us. There is nothing remarkable about this, except that life is so damned remarkable the way it changes yet remains the same. Then the self-nature of mind is revealed. Pay close attention. It contains all of creation - all beings and worlds and appearances. These beings and worlds and appearances are of the same dreamy nature as thought, and equally transparent and obvious, if you’ve been paying attention. If not, relax – it’s going to be just fine, and you’ll be smiling in the end, so why wait? That smile’s no different than our own original face! Perhaps one could say they are none other than thought, but who would they be speaking to?. Regardless, the cartoon nature of any and all appearances may becomes such that their dissolution now is no cause for concern, since their created nature carries within it the clue and sign of their final fade, or one can make it seem otherwise. “Hold on tightly, let go lightly.” All relations are one being, playing games of trick or treat that seem like hide & seek. There is no separation in consciousness, even as consciousness itself is revealed at the closing credits for the fraud it is. Something that resists language seems to awaken that has never resisted anything. “I fall to pieces, each time I see You again.” What remains? "Know all things to be like this: a mirage, a cloud castle, a dream, an apparition, without essence, but with qualities that can be seen. Know all things to be like this: as the moon in the bright sky in some clear lake reflected, though to that lake the moon has never moved. Know all things to be like this: as an echo that derives from music, sounds, and weeping, yet in that echo is no melody. Know all things to be like this: as a magician makes illusions of horses, oxen, carts, and other things, nothing is as it appears." ~ Buddha The Supreme is the universal solvent, it corrodesevery container, it burns through every obstacle.Without the absolute denial of everything thetyranny of things would be absolute. The Supremeis the great harmonizer, the guarantee of theultimate and perfect balance - of life in freedom.It dissolves you and thus re-asserts your true being. - Nisargadatta Maharaj Contained in the body of a beetle lying dead in an army of ants swarming in victory, the entire Dhammapada is written. This body will one day disappear as an oath of truth to this poem. ))))) Think of your death now. It is at arm's length. It may tap you any moment, so really you have no time for crappy thoughts and moods. None of us have time for that. The only thing that counts is action, acting instead of talking. When a man decides to do something he must go all the way, but he must take responsibility for what he does. No matter what he does, he must know first why he is doing it, and then he must proceed with his actions without having doubts or remorse about them. Look at me, I have no doubts or remorse. Everything I do is my decision and my responsibility. The simplest thing I do, to take you for a walk in the desert for instance, may very well mean my death. Death is stalking me. Therefore, I have no room for doubts or remorse. If I have to die as a result of taking you for a walk, then I must die. You on the other hand, feel that you are immortal, and the decisions of an immortal man can be cancelled or regretted or doubted. In a world where death is the hunter, my friend, there is not time for regrets or doubts. There is only time for decisions. When you get angry you always feel righteous. You have been complaining all your life because you don't assume responsibility for your decisions. To assume the responsibility of one's decisions means that one is ready to die for them. It doesn't matter what the decision is. Nothing could be more or less serious than anything else. In a world where death is the hunter there are no small or big decisions. There are only decisions that we make in the face of our inevitable death. ~ Don Juan Matus No object of desire is real,no object of desire is worth your Peace.If your house is desires, burn it down.It is only the absence of desire that makes you happy,so allow no desire to rise.Just allow yourself to be dissolved by Love.When there is no desire there is Love and Beauty.If you do desire then only desire Peacebecause what you think you will become:Water poured in the Ocean becomes the Ocean.- Papaji Out of the ditchwater, tall, wild iris emerge from gray mud. Inside a sleep for eons, i drifted to the edge of all this. A voice trailed off. Beautiful, wild iris grow tall in still water. )))) Both hands' fingertips touch in an arc over my head, Love circling Love -- one breath, two breaths, released of its own accord, revealing what it has always been, like needlework of an infinite quilt, hung on a hook of imagining, unraveling When you truly realize that this life andliving is an absurdity, then you join in thedance. You take part in this absurdity. Thebody-mind organism continues to live inthe world, but without any sense of per-sonal doership.- Ramesh S. Balsekar Beyond the mountain and down into a village in a far-away valley i met a man of Japanese descent. He stumbled into my arms and began weeping. Repeating again and again, "on-mune nomi tsuto futagarite - being suddenly overcome by the most poignant emotion," i beseech thee kind monk, "Can You ever Love me forever?" Speechless and still inquiring into the demand i turned my gaze inward. Only then did i hear my Heart's answer to the man. Yes, my Brother. i Loved You forever as i Love you now, which is not for words, but soon you will begin to feel the permeation, if you do not even already, of this particular fluidity of Loving Light in all your nerves and in every subtle fibre and it will be a richness rich beyond speaking. it will be a deep Heart melting of waves of the most exquisite humanity given over to submission, and this river of Bliss will pour into the Ocean of Silence where there will be no knowing, no knower, no known. Beyond all mountains and all valleys there is just this. Beyond all understanding i will Love You forever. Beyond all these words written down there is a Love Unspeakable i have for You - You Dear Brother mine. )))) It has been said that all we really want is to be free of wanting, but perhaps it might also be said that all we really want is to love and be loved. This yearning for deep intimacy is at the heart of all, in this and any possible world as well. Love seeks for itself through us, as us, in the same way we seem to seek each other, reaching out at night, asleep, with dreamy arms to gather one another into this embrace. Nothing is truly immune to Love. Mystery begets Love for the sake of Its own Enjoyment, expressed as the myriad forms of you and I and everything. It is the simple innocent truth of our being, prior to any knowing gossip. I love you, and I am here - my heart and hand inextricably joined with yours. The illusion of separation is just that. Love always exceeds any conditions we try to impose through our impoverished reluctance to just love. Perhaps some might be able to imagine going to some other place or state in time where everything is going to be resolved according to some image we might have of something in any need of resolution, but that’s still in the field of the imagination. What remains when the imagination is Outshone by What Is? All we have and are is what’s here, now -- this is everything, this is all the worlds, appearing and disappearing simultaneous with our attention. If I were to say This Is the Divine Realm, You might say: “Hi Honey – Nice to see ya!” I reply: “It’s Nice to be seen by you! What game shall we play today, Beloved?” Self-forgetting is inherent in self-knowing.Consciousness and unconsciousness are twoaspects of one life. They co-exist. To knowthe world you forget the self - to know theself you forget the world. What is world afterall? A collection of memories. Cling to onething that matters, hold on to 'I am' and let goall else. This is sadhana. In realization there isnothing to hold on to and nothing to forget.Everything is known, nothing is remembered.- Nisargadatta Maharaj Watching the old woman weaving as she sat under the lean-to, the shuttle moving back and forth, back and forth, the design became more clearly seen with each new thread added. Warp and woof wove a new vision of what we are not. We are not the weaving being done. We are not the design on any fabric of time or space or anything. We are not the seed of the fiber needed to make all this appear before us. Before the cotton was in the ground, before the sky and sun appeared, before the beginning, we were and are this, THIS. This living, breathing, thinking, this lifestream flowing, red blood beating in these veins, brain braying all its braggartry, we are not that. And yet we are. We are not even what we are. We are not even that. The old woman is still weaving, still in all her movements being made, and still, i walk on in silence, still. i walk on knowing nothing. Still i walk on knowing nothing. ))))) “We walked through Eden yesterdayLit with the Love of bright bird beings breathingout the sacred sound of Omfrom everywhere and nowhere.The Word, the Sacred Syllable stoppedour Heartbeats and breathand we were lifted into Grace Unfathomableas OneHeart breaking in every Heart.i cannot bear to look at You sometimes.i cannot bear to touch You sometimes.Sometimes Beloved,i cannot bear Your Beauty.” ~ Mitzvah "In this practice, we learn to bear the unbearable."~ Sasaki Roshi Standing on the rainbow bridge,arcing over emptiness,we knew we had always been standing there, here,gazing out at that unbearable beauty of our own reflection,life after dreamy life,awake within the incandescent shimmering ofsudden and perpetual intimation,a knowing filled with being,being the knowing,awake as the shimmering,the irresistibleheartbreak of a wounded bird, stumblingas it climbed out of the waterto investigate two lovers holding hands.It was Sunset Sunday Afternoonbut for that bird, those lovers,Eden never ends. Amen. Bliss consists in not forgetting your being. It is also said to be the seat of Love. Love is bliss.Bliss is a state of unbroken happiness.Happiness is our real nature.That happiness does not depend on our possessions or achievements.Existence is the same as happiness and happiness is the same as being.That which is called happiness alone exists. Knowing that fact and abiding in that state of Self enjoy bliss eternally.Perfect bliss is the absolute.Perfect peace is the Self.That alone exists and is consciousness.Self is not other than perfect happiness.That which is called happiness is only the nature of Self.One's own reality, which shines within everyone as the heart is itself the ocean of unalloyed bliss."~ Sri Ramana Maharshi Burst into Empty-Empty – Hum…. Huuummmm. What Is this Love that never ends? i hear the One playing child in the water running and leaping in this river I bathe in. The Ocean hears this, and a mere "i Love You" will make the mad ones wander into the night muttering to the Sea up above them. What Is the Love that never ends? Brighten into what never ends Moment by moment By moment. I am Light’s Unfoldment Flowering Now, Always…. )) I asked: Did the Friend's Generosity extend that far? Nobody expects the answer they receive. Nobody can anticipate the Friend's Nearness. By then, it would be too late – He’s already here. Om Namah ShivAllah! Om Namah ShivAllah! LoveAlways, Mazie & b Y! Web Hosting - Let the expert host your web site Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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