Guest guest Posted November 17, 2002 Report Share Posted November 17, 2002 This is my search for "Higher Consciousness" No matter what I tried to throw into my life there still seemed to be something missing. Oh, it wasn't a religion or anything like that. I needed something powerful, something real. I needed a somebody not a something. Someone who knew what was going on. Someone who loved me just as I was. I knew there was a God but the fact that He actually liked me and cared for me was a foreign concept to me. So I continued to throw endlessly into this hole all the things that I was always taught would fill me: relationships, sports, fitness, hobbies, career, and any other vain thing I could; but I was not filled. I became worried and more frustrated than ever. But I was left hungry for more love, more fulfillment. A girlfriend brought (dragged) me to church because she knew my emptiness, she had it before. We are in a fallen world and have been separated from God by our sins against Him. To my surprise, after the girl was gone I was still going to church. I found out that I loved it, and I saw that there was something no girl could give, the unconditional love of God To ME. Also at church, for some reason, people didn't care about my age, style, past, or color, they received me as a brother. At a winter camp in the mountains I was listening to the speaker and I realized that just because I went to church didn't mean I was a Christian. And I finally figured out that not only was God real, but God loved me beyond all human comprehension and has been waiting all of my life for me to finally realize it. So one day in march 1994 I prayed and asked Christ into my heart to be my Savior and Lord. How? Acts 16:31 says "believe in the Lord Jesus and you will be saved." But belief by definition has commitment involved, so when I believed I simultaneously casted down all my other god's I was worshipping, god of money (molek), god of sex (Astarte, Baal), god of sports (Gr. Athena),god of pride (nimrod)- I humbled myself and I was saved. Now my desire is to pray to my God and to read His love letter every day to find out just what those promises mean, and what abundant life is all about- Jesus Christ! Why should you care? You don't have time for God, right? You have too many unanswered questions right? Too many contradictions needing to be corrected before you will commit to this way of life? Well, God's offer stands and you can stand there scratching you head like I did for years thinking- `I wonder if it's true?" Or you can, like me and countless others, let go of your life, and let God take your fears of death, and of life, and of what other people thing of you and you can stand to be different. How hard is it to sin? Not hard at all. How hard is it to give in to temptation? Easy as cake. Now, how hard is it to follow Jesus? Way hard, too hard to do on our own for sure… and this is why Religion fails. Man is trying to live a Godly life and refusing to accept God's free gift of life. We need God's personal relationship established by free adoption into His family through the benefits of being Born again (anew). Why should you care? See, because we are not forced to do the `right thing;' Christianity unlike most Religions, allows me to step aside and look at my life and `choose' for myself that this is what I want, I don't have to jump in the band wagon anymore, I don't have to. God taught me not `how it was' but for the first time in my life I was taught to think for myself and to come to my own conclusions through the personal aid of the Holy Spirit surrounding my life. Before I asked for forgiveness and prayed to receive salvation, I was forced to be a slave to everyone else's ideas, to just believe what people said because they have a degree. Once I started to think for myself things were different. No longer were things true `just because we said so.' Everything ahs a purpose for being so. And I found out that I have a purpose for being too. And you have purpose. You are not, contrary to popular belief, a random conglomeration of molecules that decided to make itself legs, and lungs, and eyes and walk out of the sludge somewhere. When you learn to think you realize certain things. This stuff just doesn't happen, it just doesn't! Why is it that we can believe in things so bizarre and crazy when at the same time forget the simple logic of God. In the year 1996, I got in an 80mph collision with the center divider of the freeway where the car flipped three times and skidded 500 feet on the roof, right down the fast lane of morning commute. And I'll tell you what, nothing makes you think about the afterlife when either you or someone you know are in the process of death. 10 out of 10 die. See, I said to God "If you are real…, and if you save me…, right now lord as I am skidding to my death…I will give you my life. And He not only saved me but I didn't have a scratch on me (and the car was totaled). 2 Pet 3:9 says paraphrased--"The Lord is not slack (He doesn't delay) concerning His promises, but even though it seems that way to some, He is actually very longsuffering (or extraordinarily patient) toward us. And He is not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance." He isn't willing for us to crash in this life, He want's us to be safe. My sole question in life, is something I completely don't understand- why isn't everyone a Christian? It was once said "An athiest has a reason but no hope for his reason. A hypocrite has a hope, but no reason for His hope. A Christian Has a reason for his hope and a hope for His reason; and, I might add: Life with Christ is an endless hope. Without Christ is a hopeless end. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 17, 2002 Report Share Posted November 17, 2002 Methinks we just got spammed. Quite the devilish communique. In some circles, the Ego is represented by the Devil. Rose Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 17, 2002 Report Share Posted November 17, 2002 , "Fred & Rose Lieberman" <pyrite@c...> wrote: > Methinks we just got spammed. Quite the devilish communique. > > In some circles, the Ego is represented by the Devil. > > Rose To a visitor who claimed he had no need to search for Truth because he found it in the beliefs of his religion the Master said: "There was once a student who never became a mathematician because he blindly believed the answers he found at the back of his math textbook —and, ironically, the answers were correct." Anthony de Mello, S.J. What can i say...it happened to appear in my mailbox. ;o) d Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 17, 2002 Report Share Posted November 17, 2002 Hi Grady, , "gradyll" <gradyll> wrote: > This is my search for "Higher Consciousness" > No matter what I tried to throw into my life there > still seemed to be something missing. It's the same with everyone. The very momentum of seeking for happiness keeps the unhappiness going. Happiness is "uncaused" and within the everyday experience of everyone, when you aren't seeking for external things. Turn to yourself first and your vision will clear. Seeking for pleasures in 'worldly' things is a sure recipe for an endless cycle of pain & pleasure, nothing more. Peace, Tim Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 18, 2002 Report Share Posted November 18, 2002 Hi Grady, It's a pleasure having you here with all of us. Thanks for the amazing testimony that brought you to where you are now. It's always nice to have different paths represented here. If you have any questions of anyone and their particular path, please feel free to ask. Hope you've learned to slow that car down to the speed limit by now! :-) Love, xxxtg -- In , "gradyll" <gradyll> wrote: > This is my search for "Higher Consciousness" (snipped) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 18, 2002 Report Share Posted November 18, 2002 well praise the LORD He is my God and king, I think I would like all to know a little bit of the obvious, either one religion is right, or all are wrong. Because if christianity is in the least bit right, at all..... then christianity believes "No man comes to the father except through Christ" that is John 14:6 in the Bible. Either it's wrong or right no in the middle the father is in heaven, if we want to reach Him we must go through Christ the door, if we go another road the Bible calls us theives and robbers. so either christianity is the only true religion, or all religions including christianity are wrong. you know what I mean, I mean tell me if I am wrong, I love discussing this stuff. I am open to everything, meaning I like to hear ya out Web Hosting - Let the expert host your site http://webhosting. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 18, 2002 Report Share Posted November 18, 2002 Grady, Grady, Grady. You're espousing an all-or-nothing legalistic scenario. Not terribly productive, compassionate, or workable. If I may be so bold... The purpose of religion is to give an individual a system within which to "work" with his/her spirituality. Spirituality is the food, the nourishment. Religion tells us which fork to use, if we want to abide within a framework of rules. But when the rules get in the way of the nourisment, you either embrace the system and starve; or dump the system and live. Rose Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 18, 2002 Report Share Posted November 18, 2002 Hi Grady, , grady little <gradyll> wrote: > well praise the LORD He is my God and king, If you are truly devoted to the lord, that is termed "Bhakti-marga" in Hinduism and is considered a spiritual path. Just try not to be exclusive with it, and label other devotees as "devil worshippers" -- a sure recipe for divisiveness and violence. > then christianity believes > > "No man comes to the father except through Christ" > > that is John 14:6 in the Bible. > > Either it's wrong or right > > no in the middle Have you read the original Aramaic and/or Greek text, untranslated? Don't jump to conclusions before doing this, and imho it's worthwhile to research the history of the Bible as well. Try to think rather than blindly believe... thought is not a 'tool of the devil', and what is true stands up to analysis... don't be afraid of examining things. > so either christianity is the only true religion, > > or all religions including christianity are wrong. This is the conclusion you came to -- why not examine your conclusions? Life is not a black & white, either/or sort of thing -- this is the essence of duality, divisiveness, violence. The sort of thing that initiated witch burnings and the crusades. Peace, Tim Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 18, 2002 Report Share Posted November 18, 2002 , "gradyll" <gradyll> wrote: > when at the same time forget the simple logic of God. > > In the year 1996, I got in an 80mph collision with He want's us to be safe. > My sole question in life, is something I completely > don't understand- why isn't everyone a Christian? It > was once said "An athiest has a reason but no hope for > his reason. A hypocrite has a hope, but no reason for > His hope. A Christian Has a reason for his hope and a > hope for His reason; and, I might add: Life with > Christ is an endless hope. Without Christ is a > hopeless end. Namaste, Everyone is a Christian. There used to be a song about by Donovan, 'Universal Soldier'. Check it out. Christ means annointed one, probably some cognatives with the Greek Kristos and Krista/Krishna. What you see in Christianity is truths you can easlily recognise, however they are present in different religions also. In the end result it is good to raised in a religion, but one must evolve beyond religion as Jesus did........Om Sakti....Saktidass. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 18, 2002 Report Share Posted November 18, 2002 , grady little <gradyll> wrote: > well praise the LORD He is my God and king, > > I think I would like all to know a little bit of the > obvious, > > either one religion is right, or all are wrong. > Because if christianity is in the least bit right, at > all..... > > then christianity believes > > "No man comes to the father except through Christ" > > that is John 14:6 in the Bible. > > Either it's wrong or right > > no in the middle > > the father is in heaven, if we want to reach Him we > must go through Christ the door, if we go another road > the Bible calls us theives and robbers. > > so either christianity is the only true religion, > > or all religions including christianity are wrong. > > you know what I mean, I mean tell me if I am wrong, I > love discussing this stuff. > > I am open to everything, meaning > > I like to hear ya out > Hi Grady: A look at what Non-duality means in the conceptual sense will help in understanding the dilemna you are in. I don't think it has anything to do with religion but with concepts about an assumed reality that exists apart from ones beliefs, an objective universe. One's beliefs can never describe God. A religion tells one how to act where non-duality, IMHO, allows for one to practice any religion that is useful in elliminating dualism. Love is the binding force, atractiveness, bringing together two and making them one. For me when I read John 14:6, I equate Christ with love. God the Father is denied to all who are not currently loving. Love your enemy because loving is the way to the Father and all other ways lead away no matter how enticing. Love Bobby G. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 18, 2002 Report Share Posted November 18, 2002 , grady little <gradyll> wrote: > so either christianity is the only true religion, > > or all religions including christianity are wrong. > > you know what I mean, I mean tell me if I am wrong, I > love discussing this stuff. > > I am open to everything, meaning > I like to hear ya out Hi Grady, We are not here to tell you if your religion/path is right or wrong. Only you can answer that question. Is it possible you are doubting the path you are on? Love, xxxtg Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 18, 2002 Report Share Posted November 18, 2002 Hi LeTeegee, , "teegee555" <Teegee555@a...> wrote: > Hi Grady, > > We are not here to tell you if your religion/path is right or wrong. > Only you can answer that question. Is it possible you are doubting > the path you are on? Most likely, Grady is looking for a debate. The reason for this is to further separate, to gain a stronger sense of separation and a feeling of superiority -- this strengthens the sense of ego -- a familiar, old and tired story for many of us. When "spirituality" is built on blind beliefs (tamas), the only way to maintain the separation is to "divide and conquer" -- if we are the minions of Satan and Grant is the self-appointed defender of the faith, he feels more secure in his beliefs. The action is very different than recent terrorist attacks in the U.S., but the underlying methodology is the same -- violent separation. It is the essence of duality. Namaste, Tim Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 18, 2002 Report Share Posted November 18, 2002 HarshaSatsaHe want's us to be safe. > My sole question in life, is something I completely > don't understand- why isn't everyone a Christian? It > was once said "An athiest has a reason but no hope for > his reason. A hypocrite has a hope, but no reason for > His hope. A Christian Has a reason for his hope and a > hope for His reason; and, I might add: Life with > Christ is an endless hope. Without Christ is a > hopeless end. Namaste, When Jesus said the way to the Father is through me, He was speaking as 'The Universal Lord/Goddess. In other words he was speaking as the Sakti and it is true the only way to Salvation/Liberation is throught The Son/Sakti. It is reading the gospels in exoteric modern terms that creates the problem. Son, Father, Goddess etc are just conceptual descriptions. We all live with the Christ Consciousnes, the Kutastha Chaitanya, but we don't know it. Jesus' name was Jeheshua Bar Joseph, not Jesus Christ. He was Jesus who put on or became the Christ/Jivanmukti....Om Sakti....Saktidass. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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