whatever...

[Guest guest]

I am both disease and healing,

all at once.

 

I am fire and the cold water

that puts me out

 

I am the softness of vulnerability

and the rock

that knocks me out.

 

I am love and contradiction.

 

If you behave the way I want you to

I feel fulfilled,

if not

fuck you...

 

Pull the mask from my tainted face

and lo and behold

hell and heaven birthing

this body and earth.

 

Truth tells me

there is nothing that is mine,

 

But that is exactly so

the opposite

of how I am inclined...

 

Some may say that

that's a cosmic joke

 

but I say personally

it's a curse cast like a fishnet

to capture

stray strands

of awareness lost

in this sea of dreaming planet

 

dreaming

 

you are not me

 

and I am not you...