holy holy love

[Guest guest]

Dear ones:

i come

i come being born

being born here and now anew each now

I come in longing deep longing

in ecstacy my body vibrates

I surrender each moment to the cross of the here and now

each teacher' s face arises in my mind striking through me another sword

clear razor truth that I can not avoid this moment anymore,

a piercing ray of living energy that pins me to this moment stiller and stiller,

my struggles grow more pure and ecstatic,

a shudder and I am in orgasm again crying to god,

so open it would be shameful were I not so deeply in love I can hide

it no longer, no longer, no longer, my sweet precious world, my

brother's, my sister's, i ache as i feel your light....i surrender to

all, my hands are outstretched I receive you, I receive you, I embrace

all that is, it floods me, it drowns me, it touches my forehead, i

disappear into you, into my longing that is a stream of unbearable

presence i surrender, so many gorgeous forms of your timeless loving

kind brilliant wise immediate presence, i even lose your face, oh

ramana, dear ramana, eckart brother how I join you shuddering in the

mystery every time your eyes are drawn close as I watch you,

byron-beautiful lover of what is, what a gift you have given, thank

you my love, thank you, mary your light, compassion, grace, oh that i

would comfort my vision of your sorrow of leaving us to find our way

to you-what sacrifice to simply be without interfering-the heartbreak

of watching your children destroy in ignorance-yet you love us so much

you keep us free, all of you, jesus sweet jesus i am so sorry i never

knew how deep your gift lay in being utterly completely willing to

stand as god in this world no matter what they say, defenceless open

heart my lord i cry in sweet surrender arched outstretched i am one

dear love my inspiration oh sweet one I would comfort you when you

were alone when it seemd noone knew who you were, the agony of

ignorance, and i, i did not recognize you in the present so caught up

I was in rejecting the structures that arose around your name, forgive

me beloved, my lord, i kneel to your feet in gratitude for your love

your love my love, and budda, budda's smile so unbearably

sweet-joyous-you are so so immense, when you smile as i close my

eyes, you know how i cannot but meet you in the same wonder, and

including the luminous living loving receiving blackness that sets

all life free-i welcome you in my heart too as we meet now, i didn't

know i could welcome you, ah to recognize so many

to watch you coming through all

the forms disolve and I am lost in a nameless

(

)

prayer,

surrender,

I never knew I would wish to kneel so low,

to you my love that I would let go of all i am to be with you

my love my love my love

i surrender

may I never turn my heart from yours again

we are

here

i choose you right now

here

my love

i surrender

i give you all

i take all of you all of you all of you

i sacrifice my resistance laying it in your fire

to be brought over and over and over

shuddering vibrating

i feel you

my love dear one my love my love all one

it is hard to accept the failure of my words to express this living light

forgive the discaarded letters that no longer hold this truth

but my love cannot hide them

these words ring true timelessly:

i surrender in love right now comletely and all is holy holy love

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---- Original Message -----

J Kane

satsang ; heather braun ; clear bead

Monday, December 09, 2002 7:02 PM

holy holy love

Dear ones:

i come

i come being born

being born here and now anew each now

I come in longing deep longing

in ecstacy my body vibrates

I surrender each moment to the cross of the here and now

each teacher' s face arises in my mind striking through me another sword

clear razor truth that I can not avoid this moment anymore,

a piercing ray of living energy that pins me to this moment stiller and stiller,

my struggles grow more pure and ecstatic,

a shudder and I am in orgasm again crying to god,

so open it would be shameful were I not so deeply in love I can hide

it no longer, no longer, no longer, my sweet precious world, my

brother's, my sister's, i ache as i feel your light....i surrender to

all, my hands are outstretched I receive you, I receive you, I embrace

all that is, it floods me, it drowns me, it touches my forehead, i

disappear into you, into my longing that is a stream of unbearable

presence i surrender, so many gorgeous forms of your timeless loving

kind brilliant wise immediate presence, i even lose your face, oh

ramana, dear ramana, eckart brother how I join you shuddering in the

mystery every time your eyes are drawn close as I watch you,

byron-beautiful lover of what is, what a gift you have given, thank

you my love, thank you, mary your light, compassion, grace, oh that i

would comfort my vision of your sorrow of leaving us to find our way

to you-what sacrifice to simply be without interfering-the heartbreak

of watching your children destroy in ignorance-yet you love us so much

you keep us free, all of you, jesus sweet jesus i am so sorry i never

knew how deep your gift lay in being utterly completely willing to

stand as god in this world no matter what they say, defenceless open

heart my lord i cry in sweet surrender arched outstretched i am one

dear love my inspiration oh sweet one I would comfort you when you

were alone when it seemd noone knew who you were, the agony of

ignorance, and i, i did not recognize you in the present so caught up

I was in rejecting the structures that arose around your name, forgive

me beloved, my lord, i kneel to your feet in gratitude for your love

your love my love, and budda, budda's smile so unbearably

sweet-joyous-you are so so immense, when you smile as i close my

eyes, you know how i cannot but meet you in the same wonder, and

including the luminous living loving receiving blackness that sets

all life free-i welcome you in my heart too as we meet now, i didn't

know i could welcome you, ah to recognize so many

to watch you coming through all

the forms disolve and I am lost in a nameless

(

)

prayer,

surrender,

I never knew I would wish to kneel so low,

to you my love that I would let go of all i am to be with you

my love my love my love

i surrender

may I never turn my heart from yours again

we are

here

i choose you right now

here

my love

i surrender

i give you all

i take all of you all of you all of you

i sacrifice my resistance laying it in your fire

to be brought over and over and over

shuddering vibrating

i feel you

my love dear one my love my love all one

it is hard to accept the failure of my words to express this living light

forgive the discaarded letters that no longer hold this truth

but my love cannot hide them

these words ring true timelessly:

i surrender in love right now comletely and all is holy holy

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and indeed all experiences arise from and exist in and subside back

into the Space of Awareness. Like waves rising are not different than

the ocean, all things arising from Awareness are of the nature of

Awareness. Awareness does not come and go but is always Present. It

is Home. Home is where the Heart Is. Jnanis know the Heart to be the

Finality of Eternal Being. A true devotee relishes in the Truth of

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