Adventures at Rasa Ranch #98

[Guest guest]

12/27/02 "The Biggest Adventure (so far) - Part 2"

 

Several days after informing the gynecologist/surgeon (with much joy)

that I had decided to postpone my surgery while pursuing the natural

therapy I had just discovered, I received a letter from him in the

mail. It scared me. It clarified the extensive condition I had,

reminded me about the high risk of cancer, urged me strongly to get

another opinion, and provided me with phone numbers and other

relevant information about other surgeons, etc. He ended his letter

by saying, "I am glad that you trust other alternative management and

your heart, but I want to make sure nothing gets missed in the process

and you take unnecessary risk by delaying management." When my heart

was able to stop racing, I realized that it was because he cared

about me that he wrote it, and I felt his discomfort with my

decision. Below is my actual response:

 

Thank you for your letter.

I read it through thoroughly and want you to know that I hear you

and understand clearly what you are saying. Please be assured that I

am fully informed of my condition and my prognosis and am making

choices using all of the sanity and reason of which I am capable. I

find no need to seek a second opinion because if I was fortunate

enough to find another doctor of your caliber, I am certain he or she

would come to the same conclusion. Meanwhile, I am determined to give

this alternative therapy a good, honest try for now. I feel very

confident in this decision.

You mentioned my taking an unnecessary risk. I disagree. After

all, what kind of life am I living if I do not honor what I know to

be true and right in my heart? And what kind of Mom am I being to my

daughter? That is why the risk is necessary. And even if I should

die of cervical cancer, at least it will be in peace and dignity

knowing, without doubt, that I was absolutely true to myself. This

legacy is the most important gift I can leave my little one.

It is not ignorance or stubbornness we are talking about here. It

is a choice made in full awareness, to trust completely what I know I

can trust. It is a choice of inspiration and courage.

I thank you for your caring and your concern. I care about you,

too, and because of that, I am going to let you know what happens.

With love and best wishes for a beautiful holiday season for you

and your dear ones.

Kheyala Rasa

 

 

Little did I know when I wrote that letter, that as a result of Jim's

and my passionate re-union, Baby Zachary was present and thriving

inside the very womb on which the doctor wanted operate.

Today, after ALL this time, through an entire pregnancy and flawless

birth, yet never knowing officially the status of my health, I got

word that the lab results came back perfect. There is no sign of any

abnormality whatsoever.

 

I can hardly wait to tell my doctor...and furnish proof!

[Guest guest]

This is fantastic news Kheyala.

 

Love Bobby g.

 

 

, "Kheyala" <kheyala@n...> wrote:

> 12/27/02 "The Biggest Adventure (so far) - Part 2"

>

> Several days after informing the gynecologist/surgeon (with much

joy) that I had decided to postpone my surgery while pursuing the

natural therapy I had just discovered, I received a letter from him

in the mail. It scared me. It clarified the extensive condition I

had, reminded me about the high risk of cancer, urged me strongly to

get another opinion, and provided me with phone numbers and other

relevant information about other surgeons, etc. He ended his letter

by saying, "I am glad that you trust other alternative management and

your heart, but I want to make sure nothing gets missed in the

process and you take unnecessary risk by delaying management." When

my heart was able to stop racing, I realized that it was because he

cared about me that he wrote it, and I felt his discomfort with my

decision. Below is my actual response:

>

> Thank you for your letter.

> I read it through thoroughly and want you to know that I hear

you and understand clearly what you are saying. Please be assured

that I am fully informed of my condition and my prognosis and am

making choices using all of the sanity and reason of which I am

capable. I find no need to seek a second opinion because if I was

fortunate enough to find another doctor of your caliber, I am certain

he or she would come to the same conclusion. Meanwhile, I am

determined to give this alternative therapy a good, honest try for

now. I feel very confident in this decision.

> You mentioned my taking an unnecessary risk. I disagree.

After all, what kind of life am I living if I do not honor what I

know to be true and right in my heart? And what kind of Mom am I

being to my daughter? That is why the risk is necessary. And even

if I should die of cervical cancer, at least it will be in peace and

dignity knowing, without doubt, that I was absolutely true to

myself. This legacy is the most important gift I can leave my little

one.

> It is not ignorance or stubbornness we are talking about here.

It is a choice made in full awareness, to trust completely what I

know I can trust. It is a choice of inspiration and courage.

> I thank you for your caring and your concern. I care about

you, too, and because of that, I am going to let you know what

happens.

> With love and best wishes for a beautiful holiday season for

you and your dear ones.

>

> Kheyala Rasa

>

>

> Little did I know when I wrote that letter, that as a result of

Jim's and my passionate re-union, Baby Zachary was present and

thriving inside the very womb on which the doctor wanted operate.

>

> Today, after ALL this time, through an entire pregnancy and

flawless birth, yet never knowing officially the status of my health,

I got word that the lab results came back perfect. There is no sign

of any abnormality whatsoever.

>

> I can hardly wait to tell my doctor...and furnish proof!

[Guest guest]

, "Kheyala" <kheyala@n...> wrote:

> 12/27/02 "The Biggest Adventure (so far) - Part 2"

 

Adventures at Rasa Ranch #98

 

 

12/27/02 "The Biggest Adventure (so far) - Part 2"

Several days after informing the gynecologist/surgeon (with much joy)

that I had decided to postpone my surgery while pursuing the natural

therapy I had just discovered, I received a letter from him in the

mail. It scared me. It clarified the extensive condition I had,

reminded me about the high risk of cancer, urged me strongly to get

another opinion, and provided me with phone numbers and other

relevant information about other surgeons, etc. He ended his letter

by saying, "I am glad that you trust other alternative management and

your heart, but I want to make sure nothing gets missed in the

process and you take unnecessary risk by delaying management." When

my heart was able to stop racing, I realized that it was because he

cared about me that he wrote it, and I felt his discomfort with my

decision. Below is my actual response:

Thank you for your letter.

I read it through thoroughly and want you to know that I hear you and

understand clearly what you are saying. Please be assured that I am

fully informed of my condition and my prognosis and am making choices

using all of the sanity and reason of which I am capable. I find no

need to seek a second opinion because if I was fortunate enough to

find another doctor of your caliber, I am certain he or she would

come to the same conclusion. Meanwhile, I am determined to give this

alternative therapy a good, honest try for now. I feel very confident

in this decision.

You mentioned my taking an unnecessary risk. I disagree. After all,

what kind of life am I living if I do not honor what I know to be

true and right in my heart? And what kind of Mom am I being to my

daughter? That is why the risk is necessary. And even if I should die

of cervical cancer, at least it will be in peace and dignity knowing,

without doubt, that I was absolutely true to myself. This legacy is

the most important gift I can leave my little one.

It is not ignorance or stubbornness we are talking about here. It is

a choice made in full awareness, to trust completely what I know I

can trust. It is a choice of inspiration and courage.

I thank you for your caring and your concern. I care about you, too,

and because of that, I am going to let you know what happens.

With love and best wishes for a beautiful holiday season for you and

your dear ones.

Kheyala Rasa

 

Little did I know when I wrote that letter, that as a result of Jim's

and my passionate re-union, Baby Zachary was present and thriving

inside the very womb on which the doctor wanted operate.

Today, after ALL this time, through an entire pregnancy and flawless

birth, yet never knowing officially the status of my health, I got

word that the lab results came back perfect. There is no sign of any

abnormality whatsoever.

I can hardly wait to tell my doctor...and furnish proof!

 

 

 

Dearest Kheyala,

 

I was diagnosed after liver biopsies and blood tests as having

hepatitus C, straight dope and real time and I was sure to wilt unto

death with already having an auto-immune disease. I caved in and

released my anguish one night while listening to the Dave Matthews

Band and he was singing the song about the blood and dancing on earth

and such TRUTH that in that moment I KNEW, I knew that I was cured of

this devastating disease. I had contracted it in one of the endless

it seems, blood transfusions I had received during one of the

countless surgeries to make it possible that is should continue to

walk. I have strange stories filled with miracles and mirth and

melancholy and the thing is, that what we have present is so the

thing that is an ever-flowing source of Grace. It never ends.

So I had more tests after that night in which I was healed and knew

that EXACT moment, and so it panned out – NO DISEASE any longer, no

evidence of that which sought to take me in, to take me down and to

establish a court of mischief. The other most incredible continuance

of this saga is that after I had been miraculously cured, relieved of

this particular Kiss, I had an incident which allowed me, which

presented to me the usage of a needle for releif from severe spasms

associtated with this degenerative disease. A Dear and trusted friend

offered novacain to help with the back spasms that I was

experiencing. She did the thing and injected me with this gift and

yet, the true Beauty of this gift is that she, SHE had virulent

hepatitus C, and in that bleach does not kill the virus, I was

infected all over again with fresh friends so filled with disease and,

and yes, I had bit the bright bullet of life once more. Sooo, I had

every test redone and, well, there was no evidence of it and it could

not manifest after the original, miraculous curing of this smile of

Buddha, of this Bliss-Kiss of Shiva. THERE WAS NO DISEASE!

 

We are SO Loved my Darling-Heart…

 

 

LoveAlways,

 

Mazie