Surrender of will

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Rich wrote:

> Is there a point of no return I wonder? That one could surrender to

> something so fully they forget they ever surrendered and loose there

> previous sense of self and there ability to pull back out of what they

> surrendered to.

>

 

 

Vernon Kitabu Turner voices 'surrendering the will to the unknown'. He seems

very much alive and present as I am reading this.

 

In itself, the desire to surrender would seem an act of will but at another

level inherently K is pushing up and away my sense of self and making me

surrender. It would seem sometimes also that I conceive a problem in my life

(such as an illness) as a means to get me to move past it where as before I

may have avoided it.

 

Is it a paradox that we give up the will for an instant to surrender so the

will is not really involved but it is just a cycle of preparation to train

ourself to this. Could a non K person do the same? Perhaps with endeavor

(without effort) and faith.

 

 

Giving way to the divine through an operation like a computer program. We

write the program how we want it to be, to serve us. Goddess gives guidance

when we ask.

 

When this becomes a permanent process without intervention then I will be

finished. And started at the same time. For time I will no longer care of.

 

Giving up the desire to surrender to K (and all other desire (and the desire

to have another desire)) would seem like surrender of will. Desire.. The

obscurer of Emptiness.

 

 

Rich