me & b thank you always for This Love we share

[Guest guest]

Dearest, Beloved Friends,

I’m back home and doing well enough it seems. The meanie me didn’t win

me the slot to be besotted by body bs this time. The meanie minee moe

chose b tonight to do his tap-dancing on the Heart thing. In dreams

the dreamer seems to be always just a knee-bend away from being

flayed alive by life and the Light grows brighter in the dimming of

ours. I am not decked in tears or fears for I cannot allow this to

creep in. The Friend, our Fine Feathered Friend took a flight into

adopting a Mr. fancy-pants attitude and hit b with chest pains today,

and not the first time I might add, but it happened during a

presentation he was giving to his collegues this afternoon. He,

trooper that he is, professional and precise and always at the ready

with what’s needed in his business affairs, he bit the bullet and

bravely finished, the Beautiful Fool. Huh-uh, Golden Hour, keep

chiming and turning the hourglass up on end again and again. He then

called his physician and told him the details and the Dr. sent him to

the emergency room right off where he remained until after seven this

evening. I was distraught for a lot of the moments not knowing what

was going on, just that my Beloved was having heart pains and I was

here and not there and where oh where was my b? Can you believe it

that we cannot but repeat the melody of one another in tandem? If you

only knew the crazy wild synch things of me and b…

So now he has a small vial of nitro pills to blow his head open and

heave him to his feet if there’s a repeat of the thing. On Monday he

goes in for more tests and further inquiry into these most serious

symptoms. It’s all such a dream that I would scream if I bought into

any of this. b? Lose b? Sheesh! Have a Heart god-part! I sit here and

act tough and safe and so chatty and cool, but the unbearable dying

and grief rule is only applicable if I allow it to be real, unto

death. Can’t look at but what is before me now. Can’t project into

some imaginary possible future. Can’t but run down the stairs now and

hold my Baby closer than I’ve ever held him and never ever let him

leave my field of vision again. Can’t let the river run wild without

me and b being embraced as OneFace and OneHeart. Ahhh, have a Heart,

Hari! Let me and b always be together. That’s my silent speak from

Heart deep. Deepest song to Love to be a dove and carry me and b

together forever. Yeah, I am crazy in Love with b. It be Beautiful in

all ways.

May our days be wine and roses.

May we drink from the palms of Compassionate Buddha’s bearing Mercy.

May we always be Kind to one another.

1

LoveAlways,

Mazie & b (heads held together softly, gently, humbled in this

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[Guest guest]

, "Mazie Lane" <sraddha54@h...>

wrote:

>

 

dear mazie and bob,

your are together for eternity (granted!)

i have my life and the thousand deaths

i have been through to vouch for it

i love you both is this moment of tear bliss

eric

[Guest guest]

:-)

-Shams

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Mazie Lane

Thursday, June 05, 2003 12:50 AM

me & b thank you always for This Love we share

Dearest, Beloved Friends,

I’m back home and doing well enough it seems.

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[Guest guest]

, "Mazie Lane" <sraddha54@h...>

wrote:

> Dearest, Beloved Friends,

>I'm back home and doing well enough it seems. The meanie me didn't

win me the slot to be besotted by body bs this time. The meanie minee

moe chose b tonight to do his tap-dancing on the Heart thing.

 

Dear Mazie and B,

 

The vision is of the two of you surrounded in light and so full of

Love that there is no room for anything else. No matter what appears

to be happening it can't damage your Love and Life.

 

So that is the vision being held in Mind.

 

John L.