Guest guest Posted July 2, 2003 Report Share Posted July 2, 2003 The portrait of Swami Vivekananda hung in the center of the living room of my grandfather’s house so I knew that this was an important person and spent many years discovering him. It has been many decades now since I read the Gospel of Ramakrishna and how Swami Vivekananda met him. I remember Naren asking the important people of his day regarding whether they had seen God. No one could give him a satisfactory answer. Only Ramakrishna had the confidence to say "Yes, I have seen God….." I went to the following website and selected certain paragraphs about the early years of Narendra (Swami Vivekananda). These illustrate the difference between scholars, philosophers, and mystics. A genuine spiritual aspirant is not satisfied with words and philosophy. His very being drives and compels him to engage in spiritual practice and gain first hand knowledge of the Self as the Self, His Own Being, the One without a Second, that the ancient sages have called Sat-Chit-Ananda. Here are some selected portions from http://www.btinternet.com/~vivekananda/ For a time the congregational prayers and the devotional songs of the Brahmo Samaj exhilarated Narendra's mind, but soon he found that they did not give him any real spiritual experience. He wanted to realize God, the goal of religion, and so felt the imperative need of being instructed by a man who had seen God. In his eagerness he went to Devendranath, the venerable leader of the Brahmo Samaj, and asked him, even before the latter had uttered a word, 'Sir, have you seen God?' Devendranath was embarrassed and replied: 'My boy, you have the eyes of a yogi. You should practise meditation.' The youth was disappointed and felt that this teacher was not the man to help him in his spiritual struggle. But he received no better answer from the leaders of other religious sects. Then he remembered having heard the name of Ramakrishna Paramahamsa from Professor Hastie, who while lecturing his class on Wordsworth's poem The Excursion, had spoken of trances, remarking that such religious ecstasies were the result of purity and concentration. He had said, further, that an exalted experience of this kind was a rare phenomenon, especially in modern times. 'I have known,' he had said, 'only one person who has realized that blessed state, and he is Ramakrishna of Dakshineswar. You will understand trances if you visit the saint.' Narendra had also heard about Sri Ramakrishna from a relative, Ramchandra Datta, who was one of the foremost householder disciples of the Master. Learning of Narendra's unwillingness to marry and ascribing it to his desire to lead a spiritual life, Ramchandra had said to him, 'If you really want to cultivate spirituality, then visit Ramakrishna at Dakshineswar.' Narendra met Ramakrishna for the first time in November 1881 at the house of the Master's devotee Surendranath Mitra, the young man having been invited there to entertain the visitors with his melodious music. The Paramahamsa was much impressed by his sincerity and devotion, and after a few inquiries asked him to visit him at Dakshineswar. Narendra accepted. He wished to learn if Ramakrishna was the man to help him in his spiritual quest………. They returned to the room and Naren asked the Master, 'Sir, have you seen God?' Without a moment's hesitation the reply was given: 'Yes, I have seen God. I see Him as I see you here, only more clearly. God can be seen. One can talk to him. But who cares for God? People shed torrents of tears for their wives, children, wealth, and property, but who weeps for the vision of God? If one cries sincerely for God, one can surely see Him.' Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 2, 2003 Report Share Posted July 2, 2003 >A genuine spiritual aspirant is not satisfied with words and >philosophy. It is quite true that philosophy cannot provide positive realization. But it can serve as the thorn that removes the other thorns of conceptual obstructions to realization. Om! Benjamin Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 2, 2003 Report Share Posted July 2, 2003 > >Harshaji wrote...A genuine spiritual aspirant is not satisfied with words and philosophy. > > Benji wrote...It is quite true that philosophy cannot provide positive realization. > But it can serve as the thorn that removes the other thorns of > conceptual obstructions to realization. > > Om! Benjamin ------------- Um, my two cents and a favorite story below... Hari OM, Ben-ji and Welcome to the sangha... A rose to place atop the thorns... For you below, from me... But do be careful, my Jnani friend If the thorn is deeply dug You might get bitten By the bhakti bug Joyce ----------- THE LIFE OF S R I R A M A K R I S H N A by Romain Rolland. Kamarpukur is the name of a village in Bengal. An old orthodox Brahmin couple, called Chattopadhyaya lived there. They were very poor and very pious and devotees of Sri Ram. At the age of sixty, the Brahmin went on a pilgrimage to Gaya, where there is an imprint of the foot of Lord Vishnu. The Lord appeared to him in the night and said: "I am about to be reborn for the salvation of the world." About the same time in Kamarpukur his wife, Chandramani, dreamt that she had been possessed by some Divine Spirit. In the temple opposite her cottage the divine image of Shiva quickened to life under her eyes. A ray of light penetrated to the depths of her being. Chandramani was overthrown and she fainted. When she regained consciousness, she realised that she had conceived. Her husband on his return found her transfigured. She heard voices; She carried a Divine Being. The child whom the world was to know as Ramakrishna, was born on February 18, 1836. His childhood name was Gadadhar. He was a little boy full of fun and life, mischievous and charming. Nobody imagined what tremendous depths lay hidden in the little body of this laughing child. They were revealed to him when he was six years old. In Sri Ramakrishna`s own words: "I was following a narrow path between the rice fields. I raised my eyes to the sky as I munched my popcorn. I saw a great black cloud spreading rapidly until it covered the heavens. Suddenly at the edge of the cloud a flight of snow-white cranes passed over my head. The contrast was so beautiful that my spirit wandered far away. I lost consciousness and fell to the ground. The popcorn was scattered. Somebody picked me up and carried me home in his arms. An excess of joy and emotion overcame me. This was the first time that I was seized with ecstasy." His father died when he was seven years old. His elder brother, Ramkumar, went to Culcutta and opened a school there. He sent for his younger brother, now an adolescent, in 1852, to study at the school, but Gadadhar, filled with the urge of his inner life and quite undisciplined, refused to learn. At that time there was a rich woman, named Rani Rasmani. At Dakshineswar, on the eastern bank of the river Ganga, some four miles from Culcutta, she founded a temple to the great Goddess, the Divine Mother Kali. Gadadhar`s (Ramakrishna's) brother Ramkumar was appointed as a priest to this temple. In the following year, Ramkumar died, and Ramakrishna decided to take his place. The young priest of Kali was twenty years old, and the young priest was associated with all the intimate acts of the day. He dressed Her (the image of Goddess Kali), he offered flowers and food. He was one of the attendants when the Goddess arose and when She went to bed. The very first touch left the sting of Kali in his fingers and united them forever. Within the temple She dwelt, a basalt figure of Kali. She was the Universal Mother. In the words of Sri Ramakrishna: "My mother, the all powerful, who reveals Herself to Her children under different aspects and Divine Incarnations. The visible Goddess who leads the chosen to the invisible God." But after Kali had left Her sting in him, She withheld Herself from him. Passion for the dumb Goddess consumed him. To touch Her, to win one sign of life from Her, one look, one sigh, one smile, became the sole object of his existence. He flung himself down in the garden, meditating and praying. He tore off all his clothes. Like a lost child he besought the Mother to show Herself to him. In despair, he writhed on the ground in front of visitors, and became an object of pity, of mockery, even of scandal; but he cared for none of these things. Only one thing mattered. He knew that he was on the verge of extreme happiness. Nothing but a thin partition, which he was nevertheless powerless to breakdown, separated him from it. He is described by those who saw him in those days of bewilderment as having face and breast reddened by the afflux of blood, his eyes filled with tears and his body shaken with spasms. He was at the limit of physical endurance. And then the partition was suddenly removed and he saw! Let him speak for himself: "One day I was torn with intolerable anguish. My heart seemed to be wrung as a damp cloth might be wrung. I was racked with pain. A terrible frenzy seized me at the thought that I might never be granted the blessing of this Divine vision. I thought if that were so, then enough of this life! A sword was hanging in the sanctuary of Kali. My eyes fell upon it and an idea flashed through my brain like a flash of lightning. `The sword! It will help me to end it.' I rushed up to it, and seized it like a madman. And lo! The whole scene, doors, windows, the temple itself vanished. It seemed as if nothing existed any more. Instead, I saw an ocean of the Spirit, boundless, dazzling. In whatever direction I turned, great luminous waves were rising. They bore down upon me with a loud roar, as if to swallow me up. In an instant, they were upon me.They broke over me, they engulfed me. I was suffocated. I lost all natural consciousness and I fell. How I passed that day and the next I know not. Around me rolled an ocean of ineffable joy. And in the depths of my being I was conscious of the presence of the Divine Mother" This experience had led Ramakrishna from the formless to the form of his Beloved Mother Kali. .He wished it so; for once he had seen and possessed it for an instant, he could not live without it. From that day onward he would have ceased to exist if he had not constantly renewed the fiery vision. Without it the world was dead, the living people as nothing but vain shadows, like painted figures upon a screen. The shock of the first encounter was so violent that his whole being remained in a shuddering state. He only saw those around him through a veil of drifting mist. He could no longer control his eyes, his body or his mind; another will guided them, and he passed through some terrible hours. He prayed to the Mother to come to his aid. Then suddenly he understood. He was possessed by the Mother. He ceased to resist. She filled him. And out of the mists little by little, the material form of the Goddess emerged, first a hand, then Her breath, Her voice, finally Her whole person. It was evening. The puja rites were over for the day. The Mother was supposed to be asleep, and Ramakrishna had returned to his room outside the temple above the Ganga. But he could not sleep. He listened. He heard Her get up; She went up to the upper storey of the temple with the joy of a young girl. As She walked the rings of Her anklets rang. He wondered if he were dreaming. His heart hammered in his breast. He went out into the court and raised his head. There he saw Her with unbounded hair on the balcony of the first floor, watching the Ganga river flow through the beautiful night. >From that moment, his days and nights were passed in the continual presence of his beloved Mother. Eventually he was identified with Her, and gradually the radiance of his inner vision became outwardly manifest. __ The Teachings of Sri Ramakrishna Paramhansa Excerpts from the book 'God Lived With Them' by Swami Chetanananda, Belur Math Do you believe in a God with form or in a formless God? ( Episode one) One of these visitors, Gadashankar, was a follower of Keshab Chandra Sen. The Master (Sri Ramakrishna) talked with him on the eastern veranda while I was there. "Do you practise the brahminical rites daily?" the Master asked him. "I don't like all these rituals," he said. "You see," the Master went on, "do not give up anything by force. If the blossoms of gourds and pumpkins are plucked off, their fruits rot, but when the fruits are ripe the flowers fall off naturally. Do you believe in a God with form or in a formless God?" "In the formless aspect," was the reply. "But how can you grasp the formless aspect all at once?" the Master asked. "When the archers are learning to shoot, they first aim at the plantain tree, then at a thin tree, then at a fruit, then at the leaves, and finally at a flying bird. First meditate on the aspect with form. This will enable you to see the formless later. _ Do you believe in a God with form or in a formless God? ( Episode two) Since Manomohan was an ardent devotee of Keshab Chandra Sen and the Brahmo Samaj, he was averse to idol worship. Sri Ramakrishna understood Manomohan's attitude and said to him: "As an imitation custard apple reminds one of the real fruit, so the divine images enkindle the presence of God. He is all-powerful. It is possible for Him to manifest in anything." Manomohan, Ram and Gopal had a long conversation with Sri Ramakrishna, and they returned to Calcutta in the evening full of peace and joy. Manomohan decided after that first visit to see the Master every Sunday. On his second visit he asked Sri Ramakrishna: "Some people say God is formless, others say He is with form, and again others call Him Krishna, Shiva, or Kali. Could you tell us what the real nature of God is?" Sri Ramakrishna smiled and said: "He is sometimes with form, He is sometimes formless, and again He is beyond both. He is all-pervading. It is difficult to ascertain His real nature. Just as there is nothing to compare gold with except gold, so there is nothing equal to God. He is the cause of the gross objects as well as of the subtle mind and intellect. For example: The same substance in its solid form is ice, in its liquid form is water, and in its gaseous form is vapour. According to the mental attitude of the spiritual aspirant, God manifests Himself. A jnani experiences God as all-pervading, formless space, and a devotee perceives God with a particular form. So, if you sincerely want to know the real nature of God, meditate on Him in solitude. Have patience. Surrender yourself to him and pray. When the right time comes, you will see Him." Manomohan: "We get peace when we feel the presence of God in our hearts; otherwise mere intellectual understanding of God and atheism are the same." Sri Ramakrishna: "In the beginning one should move forward on the spiritual path holding to an initial faith (i.e., faith in the words of the scriptures and the guru). One then attains direct perception. There are two kinds of faith - initial and real faith (i.e., faith that comes from direct experience). Be steadfast in the first one and then you will see God." The vision of the Chosen Deity is equivalent to Self-knowledge. On another occasion, Gangadhar (later Swami Akhandananda) went to Dakshineshwar and found that the Master was in samadhi. When he came down to normal consciousness, he spoke of God-vision and Self-realization, saying: "One's own Chosen Deity and the Atman (Self) are identical. The vision of the Chosen Deity is equivalent to Self-knowledge." Do you know how to pray? Sri Ramakrishna taught from his own experience, not through knowledge acquired through books. Gangadhar (later Swami Akhandananda) recalled: "Once I spent a night at Dakshineshwar with several other disciples, and the Master had us all sit for meditation. While communing with our Chosen Deities, we often laughed and wept in ecstasy. The pure joy we experienced in those boyhood days cannot be expressed in words. Whenever I approached the Master he would invariably ask me, 'Did you shed tears at the time of prayer or meditation?' And one day when I answered yes to this, how happy he was!" The Master said: "Tears of repentance or sorrow flow from the corners of the eyes nearest to the nose and those of joy from the outer corners of the eyes." Suddenly the Master asked me: "Do you know how to pray?" Saying this he flung his hands and feet about restlessly - like a little child impatient for its mother. Then he cried out: "Mother dear, grant me knowledge and devotion. I don't want anything else. I can't live without you." While thus teaching us how to pray, he looked just like a small boy. Profuse tears rolled down his chest, and he passed into deep samadhi. I was convinced that the Master did that for my sake. Does God listen to our prayers? Sri Ramakrishna: "What are you saying? You will call on God and He will not listen? He is omnipresent and omniscient. How do you know that He does not listen to your prayers? You have no faith, so you are doubting Him." 'Look, here is the living Shiva.' One morning Sri Ramakrishna took me to the Kali Temple. Whenever I went there alone I stood outside the threshold, but on this occasion the Master took me into the sanctum and showed me the face of Lord Shiva, who was of course lying on his back while Kali stood over Him. His face was not visible from outside the shrine, where one could only see the top of His head. The Master said: 'Look, here is the living Shiva.' I felt that Lord Shiva was conscious and breathing. I was astonished. How potent were the Master's words! Up to that time I had thought that this image was just like all other Shiva images I had seen. Sri Ramakrishna then gently pulled Mother Kali's cloth and placed Her ornaments properly. When we left the temple he was reeling like a drunkard. He was escorted to his room with difficulty and remained for some time in samadhi. I cannot describe the details of that day - the joy the Master poured into my heart cannot be communicated. After coming down from samadhi the Master sang many songs in an ecstatic mood." How can He who is the Absolute Brahman, omnipresent and pervading the whole universe, incarnate Himself as man? Once in Dakshineshwar some non-dualistic devotees came from Varanasi to visit the Master when Gangadhar (later Swami Akhandananda) was present. He later recorded their conversation in his memoirs: One person asked: "Sir, how can He who is the Absolute Brahman, omnipresent and pervading the whole universe, incarnate Himself as man?" "You see," the Master replied, "He who is the Absolute Brahman is the witness and is immanent everywhere. The divine incarnation is an embodiment of His power. The power is incarnate somewhere a quarter, somewhere else a half, and very rarely in full. He in whom the full powers manifest is adored as Purna Brahman, like Krishna. And three quarters of the Divine were manifested in Rama." Why does one take so much care of his body? To this one of the gentlemen said: "Sir, this body is the root of all evils. If it can be destroyed, all troubles will cease." The Master said: "The raw earthen pots when broken are made into pots again, but the burnt ones, once broken, can never be remade. So if you destroy the body before the attainment of Self-realization, you will have to be reborn and suffer similar consequences." "But, sir," the gentleman objected, "why does one take so much care of his body?" The Master answered: "Those who do the work of moulding, preserve the mould with care till the image is made. When the image is ready, it does not matter whether the mould is kept or rejected. So with this body. One has to realize the Supreme Self. One has to attain Self-knowledge. After that the body may remain or go. Till then the body has to be taken care of." The gentleman was silenced. How to increase our longing for God Sri Ramakrishna: "As hunger and thirst arise spontaneously, so does longing for God. Everything depends upon time. Mere thinking cannot make a person hungry. In the same way longing for God does not come simply by saying, 'Let there be longing.' Yearning is awakened in the mind automatically when a person feels the need for God. Yearning for God does not come until and unless a person has satisfied his cravings for mundane objects, renounced all attachment to lust and gold, and shunned worldly comforts and enjoyments like filth. How many people are restless for God-realization? People shed jugfuls of tears for their wives, children, or money, but who weeps for God? He who longs for Him certainly will find Him. Cry for Him. Call on Him with a longing heart. You will see Him. __ PS Forgive me, Harshaji, but I did not edit. So, how many demerits do I get? Love to all, Joyce Excerpt above was taken from http://www.hinduism.co.za/idols&.htm Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 3, 2003 Report Share Posted July 3, 2003 Hi Lady Joyce > But do be careful, my Jnani friend > If the thorn is deeply dug > You might get bitten > By the bhakti bug > I do remember you; you were briefly on the Advaitin list, but I think you didn't care for the philosophy. Frankly, I've never really understood devotion. I can imagine having sweet feelings for a woman but not for God. However, I do believe in and long for a 'vast cosmic feeling'. And I can understand ideas such as 'God is Consciousness' and 'Everything is Consciousness', and so 'Everything is God'. And this I associate with the 'vast cosmic feeling'. But feelings of sweetness and tenderness for the deity are still beyond my comprehension. So, there were still virgin births in 1836? Wow! Benjamin Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 3, 2003 Report Share Posted July 3, 2003 Ben wrote... > Hi Lady Joyce > > I do remember you; you were briefly on the > Advaitin list, but I think you didn't care for > the philosophy. Dear Ben-ji: I am still a karma carrying member of the Advaitin list. I just don't post that much...keeps me out of trouble...get my gist :-) ? > > Frankly, I've never really understood > devotion. Yes, I remember you saying that on the Advaitin list, especially when the subject was Jnana and Bhakti. Until a little over one year ago, neither did I, at least not consciously. And I think you feel devotion more than you understand it. Even as I seek to understand, there is a part of me that just does not care for understanding at all. Sometimes people get so caught up in their words and concepts, they strangle any possible understanding. Certainly my understanding of what they are saying:-) >I can imagine having sweet > feelings for a woman but not for God. All is Brahman, Ben-ji, remember? > However, I do believe in and long for > a 'vast cosmic feeling'. And I can understand > ideas such as 'God is Consciousness' and > 'Everything is Consciousness', and so > 'Everything is God'. And this I associate > with the 'vast cosmic feeling'. But feelings of > sweetness and tenderness for the deity are > still beyond my comprehension. To me, these feelings are not a matter of comprehension, Ben-ji. They are a matter of direct experience. Had I not had the experiences I have had in the past year, I would not even be on this or any other spiritual list talking about this. I would not even be thinking about it. I was not thinking about it. I was not seeking it. Yet it happened. If it happened to me, it can happen to you :-) As you long for it, may God come to you in a form you find pleasing... The Heart is the Self. The Self is the Heart. Namaste, gassho and OM, Joyce Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 4, 2003 Report Share Posted July 4, 2003 Joyce wrote: > Had I not had the experiences I have had in the past year, I would not even > be on this or any other spiritual list talking about this. I would not even > be thinking about it. I was not thinking about it. I was not seeking it. Can you describe these experiences? A lot of people think it is vain, improper and embarrassing to talk about this, but I always read such accounts with keen interest while maintaining my objectivity. Vivid details are appreciated. I know you're a poet, but poetry sometimes confuses me. A prose description is more useful to me. Benjamin P.S. As you correctly noted, I am usually called Ben. 'Benjamin' seems a bit more distinctive as a 'nom de plume' and even kind of cute. I can't decide whether it's silly or not. I think I'll choose a Sanskrit webname someday, but it has to be both Buddhist and Advaitin. Maybe Prajnabenananda? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 5, 2003 Report Share Posted July 5, 2003 Re: Mystics and Philosphers and other sundry sorts... Dear Prajnabenananda:-) I know I opened the door to your questions with my comments to you, but since we are not in a court of law and there is no judge to yell at me, I will close it over your objection! When I first went online searching for understanding of what had happened to me/inside of me, I wrote quite a bit about what had happened, sometimes in vivid detail. But there is much that I never spoke of and wish to keep private. As it happens, the list where I first, um, cut my teeth, the k-list, is no longer in existence as such and is now at another name and I do not believe that the old posts are accessible. God is good :-) I lost my old computer and almost all of my computer data a few weeks ago, so I don't even have my own writings from the start. God is good :-) Ok, Ok, so I am talking in non nondual terms. Let me try to fix it... I am the the Self, the Self is God; God is the Self; therefore, I am God. I am good!!! (Hi, tj :-) Love, Joyce ps Before you joined the list, there was a thread about Kundalini which you might find interesting. > > Joyce wrote: > > Had I not had the experiences I have had in the past year, I would not even > > be on this or any other spiritual list talking about this. I would not even > > be thinking about it. I was not thinking about it. I was not seeking it. > > Can you describe these experiences? A lot of people think it is vain, improper and > embarrassing to talk about this, but I always read such accounts with keen interest > while maintaining my objectivity. Vivid details are appreciated. I know you're a poet, > but poetry sometimes confuses me. A prose description is more useful to me. > > Benjamin > > P.S. As you correctly noted, I am usually called Ben. 'Benjamin' seems a bit more > distinctive as a 'nom de plume' and even kind of cute. I can't decide whether it's silly > or not. I think I'll choose a Sanskrit webname someday, but it has to be both > Buddhist and Advaitin. Maybe Prajnabenananda? > > > > > /join > > > > > > The Heart is the Self. The Self is the Heart. > > Your use of is subject to > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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