Guest guest Posted September 6, 2003 Report Share Posted September 6, 2003 I cannot breathe deeply in this dreamland of dual D'Oh-dom. It's not enough to know or understand what San or Dan are saying. Like Vicki said one day, something about the relevance of advaita and the day to day heartbreak of watching a loved one's bodily deterioration and death's instruction becomes more real, nearer and clearly moreso than ever. Man oh man! And we think we cannot possibly deal with any of this. Whatever it is that presents as angst and awe that we claw at and that makes us feel like we're inmates, incarcerated in intractable pain and all we can do to pass the day, to get us through the night is to gnaw on our spirit chains. It doesn't want to fit. The situation doesn't seem to hit me hard enough, and still, I go dumb and numb. I cannot find amelioration in awe, pshaw. . . I can too, I can find You in this. Even when the Kiss is so cold I feel like a mummy wrapped blind with time, I can find that, that THING, a calmness which comes and yes, I guess I'm sounding sort of crazy. I somehow forgot and thought that what Lalla wrote, I knew. I thought I knew. I knew a lot. I got a lot. Not! Unsheathed nerves and a "can't breathe" happenstance-circumstance can be the knife that slices deep, deep into the eye of this enthralled hurricane, this stormfront of mine called quaintly, quirkily by my multi-media taskforce - "I." Love, Mazie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 6, 2003 Report Share Posted September 6, 2003 Dear Mazie Lan, One day I fell of my geld Astari the ribs ached with pain, i saw the pain,i heard the pain i touched the pain Oh , Sri Samkara!!! I watched the pain, I watched the pain That is fun I did not know that I am different from the pain but I watched myself being different from the pain See who suffers,leave the suffering and and watch the watcher, the watcher of pain!!! Then one day,i got typhoid double attack of typhoid Oh,Sri Samkara!!! my body became weak! I could not even talk I could not even write a leave letter I saw the body refusing to move I saw the mouth refusing to talk I saw the hand refusing to move I saw I seeing the mouth,the hands and the body Oh,Sri Samkara!!! I now know I am not the body but I do not know who is the I I do not know who created the I But I know when you watch the watcher There is neither pain nor the feeling of pain Oh, Sri Samkara!!!Oh, Sri Samkara!!!Oh, Sri Samkara!!! On Sat, 06 Sep 2003 mazie_l wrote : > >I cannot breathe deeply >in this dreamland of dual D'Oh-dom. > >It's not enough to know or understand >what San or Dan are saying. > >Like Vicki said one day, >something about the relevance of advaita >and the day to day heartbreak of watching >a loved one's bodily deterioration >and death's instruction becomes >more real, nearer and clearly moreso than ever. > >Man oh man! And we think we cannot possibly >deal with any of this. >Whatever it is that presents >as angst and awe that we claw at >and that makes us feel >like we're inmates, >incarcerated in intractable pain >and all we can do to pass the day, >to get us through the night >is to gnaw >on our spirit chains. > >It doesn't want to fit. >The situation doesn't seem to hit me hard enough, >and still, I go dumb and numb. > >I cannot find amelioration in awe, pshaw. . . > >I can too, I can find You in this. >Even when the Kiss is so cold >I feel like a mummy wrapped blind with time, >I can find that, that THING, >a calmness which comes and yes, >I guess I'm sounding sort of crazy. > >I somehow forgot and thought >that what Lalla wrote, I knew. >I thought I knew. >I knew a lot. I got a lot. > >Not! > >Unsheathed nerves and a "can't breathe" >happenstance-circumstance >can be the knife that slices deep, >deep into the eye >of this enthralled hurricane, >this stormfront of mine >called quaintly, quirkily >by my multi-media taskforce - > >"I." > > >Love, > >Mazie > > > > >------------------------ Sponsor > >/join > > > > > >"Love itself is the actual form of God." > >Sri Ramana > >In "Letters from Sri Ramanasramam" by Suri Nagamma > >Your use of is subject to > > > _ Law meets Electronics; Veena Weds Sanjay. Rediff Matchmaker strikes another interesting match !! Visit http://rediff.com/matchmaker?1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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