Guest guest Posted October 17, 2003 Report Share Posted October 17, 2003 “Lord, you exist as me. Your power moves, and I start walking. A prior impulse is the only difference between us. Other than that, everything I am is You.” ~Lalla With the words inaccessible, inexpressible to tell you how much of how much you shared with us Moved me . . .to the bones, only metaphoric moans groaned in some mutuality of marveling at this mystery will do right now to say what I cannot say. There is a way out of suffering. “Whatever work I did became worship of the Lord; Whatever word I uttered became a mantra; Whatever this body of mine experienced became the sadhana of Saiva Tantra illumining my path to Parmasiva.” ~Lalla “You must yearn to return....to the living experience that you are.” ~Vicki Woodyard “Passionate, with longing in mine eyes, Searching wide, and seeking nights and days, Lo' I beheld the Truthful One, the Wise, Here in mine own House to fill my gaze. Holy books will disappear, and then only the mystic formula will remain. When the mystic formula departed, naught but mind was left. When the mind disappeared naught was left anywhere, And a voice became merged within the Void. You are the heaven and You are the earth, You are the day and You are the night, You are all pervading air, You are the sacred offering of rice and flowers and of water; You are Yourself all in all, What can I offer You?” ~Lalla “Begin watching your thoughts as they try to scramble out of the present and make a dash into the future or the comfy, cozy past. Actually, as my spiritual teacher said....."Wasn’t it bad enough at the time?" Of course it was, but sentimentality likes to suffer. It embellishes the past with rosy-hued resentment and the seductive slow-burn of being a victim of this or that.” ~Vicki Woodyard “Loosen the load of sweetness I'm carrying.The sling-knot is biting into my shoulder.This day has been so meaningless.I feel I can't go on.When I was with my teacher, I heard a truththat hurt my heart like a blister,the tender pain of seeingsomething I loved as an illusion.The flocks I tended are gone.I am a shepherd without even a memoryof what that means, climbing this mountain.I feel so lost.This was my inward way, until I cameinto the presence of a Moon, this new knowledgeof how likenesses unite. Good Friend,everything is You. I see only God.Now the delightful forms and motionsare transparent. I look through themand see myself as the Absolute. And here'sthe answer to the riddle of this dream:You leave, so that we twocan do One Dance.”~Lalla “Now-consciousness is always newly-minted. You can only surrender and watch what happens. There is no expectancy or fear....just a commitment to be a witness to what is, which is always a mystery. Prefer mystery to history and you will have it.” ~Vicki Woodyard This poem came autumn flaming from colorful history, from His story, and misery freshly speared by a witness committed to what is, peppered in mint-condition conditioning, petered out in the preference for Mystery over history. “I saw and found I am in everthing I saw God effulgent in everything. After hearing and pausing, see Shiva the House is His alone; Who am I, Lalla?” ~Lalla Near dark with the sunlight breaking apart in the glowing leaves gone red, red against the redwood trees they’ve climbed like spires, my desires lie fallen on the ground of being, just being there, like the yellowed autumn leaves that crisp and sing in their being there… Scattered across my path were red-petalled presents, rosy leaved letters, near-luminescent in the night sky that shadowed us in silhouette. In comic calligraphy there appeared a broken rib bone before me, small and fragile, bleached with daylights’ of numbers untold. Looking closer still, drawing down and kneeling on the ground, great laughter broke free in perfect synchronicity when I realized that I, that we, that me and b were wading gleefully through a red sea of poison oak leaves looking for all the world like lovely, stunning rose petals that some lover had strewn for us to see. TeeHee. "Now I saw a stream flowing; Now neither bank nor bridge was seen. Now I saw a bush in bloom; Now neither rose or thorn was seen." ~Lalla LoveAlways, Mazie Fretting that your Hotmail account may expire because you forgot to sign in enough? Get Hotmail Extra Storage today! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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