Guest guest Posted November 6, 2003 Report Share Posted November 6, 2003 I found this maybe helpful, I didn't find the nadi downward yet, but I am still looking any pointers here? repost: Dear J and W, I would like to throw out a couple of things here for thoughts, if you don't mind? I have given W's note some thought and I remembered that when I was working with the energy lines with some Taoist work, years ago, I was shown how the energy flows up the spine in the back of the body and down in the front. It takes a lot of sensitivity to notice this as it is very subtle. ****Most people experience the flow up first and then assume that's it. That's all there is. I was curious if either of you have noticed the location of the flow if you have had any experience with this downward flow? Also as a side note, the way I learned Loving Kindness meditation is a little different from most teachers and when we do it the way we learned, there is tremendous heat in the heart which we then learn to target outward for any number of different things. Could this heat be the equivalent opening up of your heart? Are you smiling while you are doing this? have you felt like smiling and totally relaxing and observing the heart building? K J: Assuming that we are chatting with insight meditator hats on? >W: Forgive me if this is an intrusion on the conversation, but your > words here seem to answer a question I have had since early in my > meditation practice when I discovered a kind of > flashing/tingling/light/radiating energy sometimes located at the > back of the neck or between the shoulder blades, sometimes the top of > the head or even above the head. J: Yes. Me too. Used to think it was just me who experienced this but I was at a Vipassana retreat a few months ago and the nun was giving instructions on walking meditation and she mentioned the sense of awareness being located just as you describe. Another teacher mentioned this as a shift of awareness out of the frontal lobs into global viewing. J: Sensation/energy IS the awareness. So where awareness is focused, there will be sensation, where sensation, there awareness. There can be energy blocks, body is really layers of mind. If you are aware of a strong sensation, then this would be your object of primary noting. You know, first the sensation of rising/falling and mind stays here but if something very strong arose then this becomes primary object of noting. You would place attention in this energy with jhana/concentration which is to cover, penetrate deeply, this object until it dissolved and with the only aim of seeing into the impermanent, suffering and non-self nature (which are not separate events). Then, something else may arise such as perhaps the sensation of fear, liking, disliking or joy, or release or whatever and then this would be primary object to be covered, penetrated into until it dissolves and return to rising falling sensation. There is a process of dis-identification, deconstruction of the I and body that is habituated/conditioned to own phenomena which causes suffering. Awareness will begin to have a global feeling and there will be a shift in perspective. That's a bit general. Try experimenting with awareness extending 360 degrees all around you, tune into sensation, stay with it and then if you go blank, use this as object of awareness. Be aware of the in-breath and out-breath filling space 360 degrees all around. One also tunes into the type of mind doing the practice. Is it a mind of desire, a mind of aversion, or whatever. J to buunce back spam http://www.mailwasher.net/download.php Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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