Digest Number 2412

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Namaste Tony,

 

One learns a lot in suffering than while in good state...becuase at

that point of time our ego is less and somehow we want to get rid of

our physical and mental problems ..So when we are desparate we seek

the help of a God Realised person whom we consider as the most

respected form of God.

 

I also had undergone several similar situations in my life and I was

totally taken care of By my Guruji....I and my husband were desparate

when i had to undergo a major surgery of total hysterectomy of my

uterus and ovaries at a very young age .Normally no lady would prefer

to lose her ovaries at such an young age which would leave her

devastated mentally and physically after the operation throughout her

life ..When we were in a dilema whether to undergo the surgery of not

, my guruji blessed me saying that let me undertake it and HE would

come and sit in your bedside to take care of you..Eventually the

operation was a successful one and even the medicine i opted out by

not taking which is very very essential for a woman . Although

initially i was mentally very upset to have lost my ovaries ,

eventually it proved to be a great BOON for me, for That one incident

of my Guruji's Blessings I am a totally changed person today .

After that only i have started realising the true essence of life and

started reading my Guruji's Book Called "The Voice of Shankara" by

Chandrasekarendra Saraswathi Swamigal of South Kanchi Maha

Peetam..Those teaching changed me entirely and i have come to this

level of undestanding "Who I am " and in the process Find a lot of

peace..And I want to merge myself with HIM...I STRONGLY FEEL THAT

THIS IS ALL BECAUSE OF HIS UNENDING LOVING GRACE ON ME. I still

continue to have HIS grace fulfilling me in every aspect. Lot of

miracles are happenening which i feel is only his kripa on me to take

me to a higher level of understanding the true "SELF". He is giving us

lot of problem but at the end of the problem (I would say while

undergoing only) reveals to us His immence Grace by making us realise

that in undergoing and accecpting the Karmic results will we emerge as

a better person . This knowledge dawns on us only when we are put into

hardships not when we are enjoying in the peak...

 

I can narrate "n" number of incidents in my life that has given me the

courage to face life and accept things as it come to us because it is

the divine will of Lord, u can never interfere in that..

He used to say that " when we are surrendering ourselves to a Doctor

for our problem who has a limited knowledge in this world, why cant

we do the surrendering to the will of God .Eventually H will take

care of us " Whenever i have any problem I remember these words and

try to calm down myself.

 

So there is no end to suffering unless one reallises the impermanency

of the difficulites as one is dawned with true knowledge of true

"self"

 

Love

jayshree

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