Some beautiful poetry

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Oh krishna, here this pen!

this paper - pen in hand ..

book on knees with eyes watching

while knowing thyself as all these

will you not show thyself

more clearly than this?

 

though mind too is thee

wilt thou not reveal thyself to these

more fully - that thee in those reach thyself.

 

Oh Krishna, of a heart touched

enlivened by thee - dead but for thee

will you not speak?

 

 

Oh krishna, thou art this spanda

having the form of void

yet only void as what thou art

only thou knowest.

 

Oh heart of truth

not one word can speak what thou sayest to me

so may i speak to thee in all

empower me thus.

 

Yet i walk not but for thee

nor do i love but to thee -

for thee... i am yours.

 

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what i touch - what i am....

thou art i am not

but for the source of thee

thus i exist.

 

Thus these others likewise exist

for thee - Oh Krishna

in these you play hide and seek

with none but yourself

as if mad imaginings hound thee closely.

 

 

oh Heart of truth in all that is

you play, seeking yourself

how else canst thou love?

Finding thyself thus - you hide again

 

 

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Oh Krishna, all this that you know love

all this spanda set in motion by thy will

which is itself spanda

You maintain this separation thus

 

 

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Such shakti is that which shines as this whole cosmos

whose name is thy love.

flashing between thee and thee

it is thy very life - this love- this spanda.

 

Oh heart of my own

if there were not you

how could i love - how could i live?

when my life is thy love.

 

If i had not love for you

knowing you transcend non-existence

then i had not liberation

but delusion lost in Existence!

 

Oh Krishna, then in this i would never see thee

for thou hast become all this

and are hidden in it as it.

 

 

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who would then find but thine own love

which is that magical power

which creates the delusion of maya.

 

Oh dear one, Knowing this

you cannot refuse yourself

which is this very love.

oh my heart

where will you hide from yourself.

when shown thy very self?

 

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But still another seems in thy omnipresence

to will to find thee;

hid in that shining as this cosmos

what is that but that love spanda - shakti

that love be born in and as consciousness

of thee of love.

 

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Such spanda - Shakti

holding such omnipotence as that exigent void

of Spanda - Shakti shining as the cosmos

manifesting diverse things continually

which attempt to define what thou art

but continue flashing unable to do such as define thee

lest thou should be limited to this or that

form of manifestation.

 

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Oh Krishna, thou art this very spanda - void

this very Spanda - Shakti is thy absolute freedom

of bliss of manifestation of omnipotent conscious omniscience

flashing as this spanda - shakti

vibrating as time - dancing as shiva.

 

 

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Oh dear one, no wonder no one can find thee

for thou art the very search itself

and that and those

which seem to alter and change in thy omnipotent consciousness.

which is omnipresent spanda - shakti in motion.

 

 

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Oh shiva thy love is the constant interchange

of shakti to shakti of consciousness

 

Now wilt thou Love me.

will you set me free?

how much of thee shall there be than this all?

which has transcended even non-existence!

 

 

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AH!

AH!

Ah!

Oh heart, Thy non- existence is thy existence!

if thy love be gone

know it has come unto thee

 

OOMM

 

 

OM

 

Thou Art That

 

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Oh Krishna, where can I go

but into the heart of you?

where does anywhere exist but in you?

who am I ... but for you ?

it is only because of you that I exist

I am yours . of myself ..... I am not

 

 

Oh Krishna what was I before this ?

before I knew you

before my heart who am I?

When the over-bright wonder

of my soul shines forth who will deny you?

 

 

Oh Krishna

You are my very self

of myself ..... I am not

I reach the soul of you and find -

not myself but you ,,,,,, nothing but you

everywhere everywhere..... nothing but you

OOMMM

 

 

Oh Krishna, fair sun of truth

this soul which you have given me

is nothing but your own

through it I live, through it I love

by it am I lifted to you

oh Krishna

Dear Krishna

OOMMM

 

 

 

AH! Oh Mother today

i sat in your yearning -

it felt like a depth -

beyond understanding.

 

 

I saw it arises -

from within -

when i refuse compassion -

when i refuse to love.

 

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Its source is in my belief in me -

this feeling is your yearning for me.

 

Such huge compassion for me -

if only i can accept -

yet how can i -

when all that i do is your doing?

 

 

 

Ah! I see! I must meditate -

I Am He! So'- Ham So'- Ham

i am the giver -

and the receiver too.

 

 

 

All this around me -

is nothing but my attempts

to pretend i am not HE!

 

This life - this limitation

is nothing but the fruit of denial

denial of So' - Ham, I Am He!

 

 

Such confusion - such pain -

all denial - all distraction

from So' - Ham I Am He! -I Am He!

 

Billions of things - countless atoms

All emotion - all nothing but denial

denial of So' - Ham, I Am He!

 

Oh Mother, So' - Ham, I Am He!

Teach me this truth of So' - Ham.

 

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and yet All Mahamudra in divine union with Beloved within and

without within all and nothing unmanifest Chiti manifesting as All

ONE so ham so ham Chitshakti OM

 

 

 

 

 

Oh Mind, where are you going?

Where do you go

when even the atoms of the cosmos

are very god?

 

 

Oh Mind, what can you be

when every reflection in consciousness

is nothing but god with a different face?

 

Oh mind, look at the spaces in thy thought.

Look at the in and out of breath;

Look at the beat of the heart

and the rythm of each cell

and atom of the body.

 

 

Oh mind, where is it

that spanda - shakti is not vibrating?

Pulsing between this and that in duality.

 

Oh Mind, do you not yet see, that it is

but the dance of consciousness reflecting itself?

 

 

Oh mind, study the movement of this body -

and the way you drive it here and there

following this and that reflection

in consciousness.

 

Oh Mind, stand still for a moment

you will soon see that Spanda - Shakti

is thy very self -

who art very consciousness.

 

 

Hear Oh Mind, how by limiting thyself to the body

as your vehicle - as your temple -

you have nothing but limitation.

 

Listen to this truth oh Mind -

Oh Consciousness, Oh Chiti -

You inhere the entire cosmos

as that Spanda - Shakti -

crossing the void between this and that

in duality by Omnipotent WILL.

 

 

 

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Oh Chiti, with the first act of thy Will

Which is that Shakit called Love -

born as the potential in void

you manifest the entire Spanda - Shakti

itself as yourself.

 

Oh Chiti - Shakti, Oh Bliss of consciousness -

by the very flow which flows between this and that

as that Prana, you make the entire Cosmos

with all its wonders -

appearing in your unfathomable depth.

 

 

Oh mind, do you not see her

in your very myriad thoughts

arising as this of that thought?

 

Oh mind She crosses eternity in a moment

She bridges the infinite Void beyond time

becoming this then that.

 

 

 

Oh Mind, how can you catch her?

When the only exitence you have

subsists and arises in her

from this great truth of Spanda - shakti.

 

Dear Mind, i ask -

do you know what set this Spanda - Shakti Vibrating?

 

 

Oh Mind, that one is Krishna

but like you cannot touch the will in yourself

niether can you know him -

other than as that Spanda - Shakti.

 

Yes this Krishna manifests as all the cosmos

only when he looks upon it -

from his very looking springs up all this.

 

 

>From this arises his Chiti - Shakti -

from this arises the dance of Shiva.

And al within it as

Spanda - shakti - Satchidananda.

 

Such is non-different than

this Will in you, Oh MInd -

to love and be loved of Love.

 

 

Oh Mind, when you direct ears to hear

what do you hear but Spanda - shakti

vibrating in the atoms of the ear

which atoms set in motion by

that very Spanda - Shakti?

 

Oh Mind, when you direct eyes to look

hand to touch, indeed breath in and out

and set the heart to beat....

what do you know but Spanda - Shakti?

 

 

Love

 

What will your senses tell you

if not Spanda - Shakti?

Intoning sound and light by vibration.

 

Shakti, touching, feeling, responding to herself

endlessly vibrating as the entire cosmos?

 

 

Bhakti

 

OM

 

Oh Mind, indeed in the very exchage of the synapses

of the brain thinking -

what is happening, but the language

of Narayana vibrating as Spanda - Shakti

in each conceptualized thought

as she dances the dance of eternity

even in the very heart of each atom

of this body itself.

 

 

 

Oh Mind, release thy hold in limitation

that you know beyond all doubt the truth.

 

Oh Mind, exclusive love does not exist

only absolute Love in the form of Spanda - Shakti exists.

vibrating as very dual faced Spanda - Shakti.

 

 

 

In this way know, On Mind, this is the love

which went out from Krishna as manifest Will

to find its realization in existence.

 

Oh Mind, this is thy home-coming

this renunciation of love.

 

OOMM