Guest guest Posted February 27, 2004 Report Share Posted February 27, 2004 Oh krishna, here this pen! this paper - pen in hand .. book on knees with eyes watching while knowing thyself as all these will you not show thyself more clearly than this? though mind too is thee wilt thou not reveal thyself to these more fully - that thee in those reach thyself. Oh Krishna, of a heart touched enlivened by thee - dead but for thee will you not speak? Oh krishna, thou art this spanda having the form of void yet only void as what thou art only thou knowest. Oh heart of truth not one word can speak what thou sayest to me so may i speak to thee in all empower me thus. Yet i walk not but for thee nor do i love but to thee - for thee... i am yours. .. what i touch - what i am.... thou art i am not but for the source of thee thus i exist. Thus these others likewise exist for thee - Oh Krishna in these you play hide and seek with none but yourself as if mad imaginings hound thee closely. oh Heart of truth in all that is you play, seeking yourself how else canst thou love? Finding thyself thus - you hide again .. Oh Krishna, all this that you know love all this spanda set in motion by thy will which is itself spanda You maintain this separation thus .. Such shakti is that which shines as this whole cosmos whose name is thy love. flashing between thee and thee it is thy very life - this love- this spanda. Oh heart of my own if there were not you how could i love - how could i live? when my life is thy love. If i had not love for you knowing you transcend non-existence then i had not liberation but delusion lost in Existence! Oh Krishna, then in this i would never see thee for thou hast become all this and are hidden in it as it. .. who would then find but thine own love which is that magical power which creates the delusion of maya. Oh dear one, Knowing this you cannot refuse yourself which is this very love. oh my heart where will you hide from yourself. when shown thy very self? .. But still another seems in thy omnipresence to will to find thee; hid in that shining as this cosmos what is that but that love spanda - shakti that love be born in and as consciousness of thee of love. .. Such spanda - Shakti holding such omnipotence as that exigent void of Spanda - Shakti shining as the cosmos manifesting diverse things continually which attempt to define what thou art but continue flashing unable to do such as define thee lest thou should be limited to this or that form of manifestation. .. Oh Krishna, thou art this very spanda - void this very Spanda - Shakti is thy absolute freedom of bliss of manifestation of omnipotent conscious omniscience flashing as this spanda - shakti vibrating as time - dancing as shiva. .. Oh dear one, no wonder no one can find thee for thou art the very search itself and that and those which seem to alter and change in thy omnipotent consciousness. which is omnipresent spanda - shakti in motion. .. Oh shiva thy love is the constant interchange of shakti to shakti of consciousness Now wilt thou Love me. will you set me free? how much of thee shall there be than this all? which has transcended even non-existence! .. AH! AH! Ah! Oh heart, Thy non- existence is thy existence! if thy love be gone know it has come unto thee OOMM OM Thou Art That m Oh Krishna, where can I go but into the heart of you? where does anywhere exist but in you? who am I ... but for you ? it is only because of you that I exist I am yours . of myself ..... I am not Oh Krishna what was I before this ? before I knew you before my heart who am I? When the over-bright wonder of my soul shines forth who will deny you? Oh Krishna You are my very self of myself ..... I am not I reach the soul of you and find - not myself but you ,,,,,, nothing but you everywhere everywhere..... nothing but you OOMMM Oh Krishna, fair sun of truth this soul which you have given me is nothing but your own through it I live, through it I love by it am I lifted to you oh Krishna Dear Krishna OOMMM AH! Oh Mother today i sat in your yearning - it felt like a depth - beyond understanding. I saw it arises - from within - when i refuse compassion - when i refuse to love. .. Its source is in my belief in me - this feeling is your yearning for me. Such huge compassion for me - if only i can accept - yet how can i - when all that i do is your doing? Ah! I see! I must meditate - I Am He! So'- Ham So'- Ham i am the giver - and the receiver too. All this around me - is nothing but my attempts to pretend i am not HE! This life - this limitation is nothing but the fruit of denial denial of So' - Ham, I Am He! Such confusion - such pain - all denial - all distraction from So' - Ham I Am He! -I Am He! Billions of things - countless atoms All emotion - all nothing but denial denial of So' - Ham, I Am He! Oh Mother, So' - Ham, I Am He! Teach me this truth of So' - Ham. .. and yet All Mahamudra in divine union with Beloved within and without within all and nothing unmanifest Chiti manifesting as All ONE so ham so ham Chitshakti OM Oh Mind, where are you going? Where do you go when even the atoms of the cosmos are very god? Oh Mind, what can you be when every reflection in consciousness is nothing but god with a different face? Oh mind, look at the spaces in thy thought. Look at the in and out of breath; Look at the beat of the heart and the rythm of each cell and atom of the body. Oh mind, where is it that spanda - shakti is not vibrating? Pulsing between this and that in duality. Oh Mind, do you not yet see, that it is but the dance of consciousness reflecting itself? Oh mind, study the movement of this body - and the way you drive it here and there following this and that reflection in consciousness. Oh Mind, stand still for a moment you will soon see that Spanda - Shakti is thy very self - who art very consciousness. Hear Oh Mind, how by limiting thyself to the body as your vehicle - as your temple - you have nothing but limitation. Listen to this truth oh Mind - Oh Consciousness, Oh Chiti - You inhere the entire cosmos as that Spanda - Shakti - crossing the void between this and that in duality by Omnipotent WILL. .. Oh Chiti, with the first act of thy Will Which is that Shakit called Love - born as the potential in void you manifest the entire Spanda - Shakti itself as yourself. Oh Chiti - Shakti, Oh Bliss of consciousness - by the very flow which flows between this and that as that Prana, you make the entire Cosmos with all its wonders - appearing in your unfathomable depth. Oh mind, do you not see her in your very myriad thoughts arising as this of that thought? Oh mind She crosses eternity in a moment She bridges the infinite Void beyond time becoming this then that. Oh Mind, how can you catch her? When the only exitence you have subsists and arises in her from this great truth of Spanda - shakti. Dear Mind, i ask - do you know what set this Spanda - Shakti Vibrating? Oh Mind, that one is Krishna but like you cannot touch the will in yourself niether can you know him - other than as that Spanda - Shakti. Yes this Krishna manifests as all the cosmos only when he looks upon it - from his very looking springs up all this. >From this arises his Chiti - Shakti - from this arises the dance of Shiva. And al within it as Spanda - shakti - Satchidananda. Such is non-different than this Will in you, Oh MInd - to love and be loved of Love. Oh Mind, when you direct ears to hear what do you hear but Spanda - shakti vibrating in the atoms of the ear which atoms set in motion by that very Spanda - Shakti? Oh Mind, when you direct eyes to look hand to touch, indeed breath in and out and set the heart to beat.... what do you know but Spanda - Shakti? Love What will your senses tell you if not Spanda - Shakti? Intoning sound and light by vibration. Shakti, touching, feeling, responding to herself endlessly vibrating as the entire cosmos? Bhakti OM Oh Mind, indeed in the very exchage of the synapses of the brain thinking - what is happening, but the language of Narayana vibrating as Spanda - Shakti in each conceptualized thought as she dances the dance of eternity even in the very heart of each atom of this body itself. Oh Mind, release thy hold in limitation that you know beyond all doubt the truth. Oh Mind, exclusive love does not exist only absolute Love in the form of Spanda - Shakti exists. vibrating as very dual faced Spanda - Shakti. In this way know, On Mind, this is the love which went out from Krishna as manifest Will to find its realization in existence. Oh Mind, this is thy home-coming this renunciation of love. OOMM Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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