Guest guest Posted March 18, 2004 Report Share Posted March 18, 2004 Dear Vicki, thank you for sharing your experiences with me. LOVE is all what is - but to know this you have to have experienced it a n d to live accordingly you have to be "illuminated".......... Hugs inner laughter sunshine innocence of animals ...... michael bindel - "skiplaurel" <vicki <> Thursday, March 18, 2004 4:44 PM I never told you > I never told you > > I never told you that he de-accessed his port by yanking the lines from his chest. I neglected to mention that I had to rush to the hospital because he had no idea who he was. He only knew that he was coming home. To that end, he yanked the lines out, got dressed, packed everything in his hospital room and began walking down the hall. I raced to the hospital and found him sitting quietly in his chair. They had found him and brought him back. He beamed at me like a child come straight from school. "I was coming home," he said, with this huge innocence. "I was coming home to you." > > This is what high-dose chemo can do to a brilliant man who retired as an executive of his company. Of course, in several weeks he was back to normal, although that form of chemo can never be used on him again. I do not tell everything but last night I had an ephiphany. No one knows my life better than me. No one. No one can chide me for what I write for they do not know the whole story. Last night I gathered strength from knowing that. Love is the only force that should dictate what I do. Compromise is the enemy. > > My life moves me in a certain direction and all I can do is follow it. The only wish is to get back home, That is true of us all. > > Vicki Woodyard > http://www.bobwoodyard.com > > > > > > > > > > /join > > > > > > "Love itself is the actual form of God." > > Sri Ramana > > In "Letters from Sri Ramanasramam" by Suri Nagamma > Links > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 18, 2004 Report Share Posted March 18, 2004 , "Michael Bindel" <michaelbindel@t...> wrote: > Dear Vicki, > > thank you for sharing your experiences with me. > LOVE is all what is - but to know this you have to have experienced it a n > d to live accordingly you have to be "illuminated".......... I am not sure what you mean by that, Michael. I deleted this post because it was immediately attacked by someone on nds and I have no wish to be controversial. On the other hand, I experience what I experience, with no apologies. I know both sunshine and shadow. I am not illuminated but a rather dim bulb. Knowing this brings me grace, relief and release. I dedicate the deleted piece to all those whom I no longer meet in the chemo room. Their battle is over. > > Hugs inner laughter sunshine innocence of animals ...... > > michael bindel > - > "skiplaurel" <vicki@b...> > <> > Thursday, March 18, 2004 4:44 PM > I never told you > > > > I never told you > > > > I never told you that he de-accessed his port by yanking the lines from > his chest. I neglected to mention that I had to rush to the hospital > because he had no idea who he was. He only knew that he was coming home. > To that end, he yanked the lines out, got dressed, packed everything in his > hospital room and began walking down the hall. I raced to the hospital and > found him sitting quietly in his chair. They had found him and brought him > back. He beamed at me like a child come straight from school. "I was coming > home," he said, with this huge innocence. "I was coming home to you." > > > > This is what high-dose chemo can do to a brilliant man who retired as an > executive of his company. Of course, in several weeks he was back to > normal, although that form of chemo can never be used on him again. I do > not tell everything but last night I had an ephiphany. No one knows my life > better than me. No one. No one can chide me for what I write for they do > not know the whole story. Last night I gathered strength from knowing that. > Love is the only force that should dictate what I do. Compromise is the > enemy. > > > > My life moves me in a certain direction and all I can do is follow it. > The only wish is to get back home, That is true of us all. > > > > Vicki Woodyard > > http://www.bobwoodyard.com > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > /join > > > > > > > > > > > > "Love itself is the actual form of God." > > > > Sri Ramana > > > > In "Letters from Sri Ramanasramam" by Suri Nagamma > > Links > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 18, 2004 Report Share Posted March 18, 2004 Dear Vicky thank you how can you be a "rather dim bulb" with your inner knowledge of nonduality????????????????????????????????? Hugs and joy to TO YOU michael Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 18, 2004 Report Share Posted March 18, 2004 Oh Vicki you're so fine...you're so fine, you blow my mind Hey Vicki (hear hear) Hey Vicki (hear hear) Hey Vicki! You've been around the block a few more times than me (tee hee) You have a slinky dress and a famous swami Z And a silly ugly guide who goes by the name Larry He rides upon a horse whose name is, dig this, Ruin And he has such evil breath, it will put you in a swoon I'm beginning to wonder if you are a loon, Vicki :-) Oh Vicki what a pity some don't understand You take me by the heart, let me take you by the hand Oh Vicki, let's just go make angels in the sand Know that all is well, Vicki Know that all is well Vicki, dear Vicki Don't change a thing, Vicki Hey Vicki! Now when that stick horse kicks his hooves, everyone is gonna beat Because Larry's gonna shout and show his yellow teeth Where is that SwamijiZ...out gazing at the tree? So tell him to come in cuz it's time for his satsang We all want to know...was there really a Big Bang? Oh please, Vicki please, go get that balding man! Oh Swami you're so fine...you're so fine you blow my mind Oh Swami, I mean, Vicki...I mean Larry Um, Moe Larry and Joe...Uh oh, wrong show !!! The End Words by a Wiseother. ======================================== Oh Mickey, you're so fine you're so fine you blow my mind, hey Mickey (huff huff), hey Mickey (huff huff)Oh Mickey, you're so fine you're so fine you blow my mind, hey Mickey (huff huff) hey MickeyOh Mickey, you're so fine you're so fine you blow my mind,hey Mickey (huff huff) hey Mickey (huff huff)Oh Mickey, you're so fine you're so fine you blow my mind,hey Mickey (huff huff) hey MickeyHey Mickey!You've been around all night and that's a little longYou think you've got the right but I think you've got it wrongWhy can't you say goodnight so you can take me home, Mickey'Cause when you say you will, it always means you won'tYou're givin' me the chills, baby, please baby don'tEvery night you still leave me all alone, MickeyOh Mickey, what a pity you don't understandYou take me by the heart when you take me by the handOh Mickey, you're so pretty, can't you understandIt's guys like you MickeyOh, what you do Mickey, do MickeyDon't break my heart, MickeyHey Mickey!Now when you take me by the hooves,everyone's gonna knowEvery time you move I let a little more showThere's somethin' we can use, so don't say no, MickeySo come on and give it to me any way you canAny way you wanna do it, I'll treat you like a manOh please, baby, please, don't leave me in a jam, MickeyOh Mickey, what a pity you don't understandYou take me by the heart when you take me by the handOh Mickey, you're so pretty, can't you understandIt's guys like you MickeyOh, what you do Mickey, do MickeyDon't break my heart, Mickey(Mickey, Mickey, Mickey, Mickey, Mickey, Mickey)Oh Mickey, you're so fine you're so fine you blow my mind,hey Mickey (huff huff) hey Mickey (huff huff)Oh Mickey, you're so fine you're so fine you blow my mind,hey Mickey (huff huff) hey MickeyOh Mickey, what a pity you don't understandYou take me by the heart when you take me by the handOh Mickey, you're so pretty, can't you understandIt's guys like you Mickey (huff huff)Oh, what you do Mickey, do MickeyDon't break my heart, Mickey Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 19, 2004 Report Share Posted March 19, 2004 , "Lady Joyce" <shaantih@c...> wrote: > > Oh Vicki you're so fine...you're so fine, you blow my mind > Hey Vicki (hear hear) Hey Vicki (hear hear) Hey, Joyce! You touch my heart. Swami sends hugs and laughter to you. Vicki > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 19, 2004 Report Share Posted March 19, 2004 - skiplaurel Friday, March 19, 2004 3:28 PM Re: I never told you , "Lady Joyce" <shaantih@c...> wrote:>> Oh Vicki you're so fine...you're so fine, you blow my mind> Hey Vicki (hear hear) Hey Vicki (hear hear)Hey, Joyce! You touch my heart. Swami sends hugs and laughter to you. Vicki ======================================= Can I have some homemade cookies, too? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 19, 2004 Report Share Posted March 19, 2004 , "Lady Joyce" <shaantih@c...> wrote: > - > skiplaurel > > Friday, March 19, 2004 3:28 PM > Re: I never told you > > > , "Lady Joyce" <shaantih@c...> wrote: > > > > Oh Vicki you're so fine...you're so fine, you blow my mind > > Hey Vicki (hear hear) Hey Vicki (hear hear) > > Hey, Joyce! You touch my heart. Swami sends hugs and laughter to you. Vicki > > ======================================= > Can I have some homemade cookies, too? Prasad from the master, of course. Last night I lay in bed til after three thinking about Swami and how much I love his character. Then it hit me.....it is because creativity is healing. I thought Larry was supposed to be a doofus and he is, but God, I love him. You cannot help but love an imaginary fool. Come to satsang. New stuff posted on Fridays. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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