Guest guest Posted March 30, 2004 Report Share Posted March 30, 2004 Siva and I Oh Mind, where are you going? Where do you go when even the atoms of the cosmos are very god? Oh Mind, what can you be when every reflection in consciousness is nothing but god with a different face? Oh mind, look at the spaces in thy thought. Look at the in and out of breath; Look at the beat of the heart and the rhythm of each cell and atom of the body. Oh mind, where is it that Spanda - Shakti is not vibrating? Pulsing between this and that in duality. Oh Mind, do you not yet see, that it is but the dance of consciousness reflecting itself? Oh mind, study the movement of this body - and the way you drive it here and there following this and that reflection in consciousness. Oh Mind, stand still for a moment you will soon see that Spanda - Shakti is thy very self - who art very consciousness. Hear Oh Mind, how by limiting thyself to the body as your vehicle - as your temple - you have nothing but limitation. Listen to this truth oh Mind - Oh Consciousness, Oh Chiti - You inhere the entire cosmos as that Spanda - Shakti - crossing the void between this and that in duality by Omnipotent WILL. Oh Chiti, with the first act of thy Will Which is that Shakti called Love - born as the potential in void you manifest the entire Spanda - Shakti itself as yourself. Oh Chiti - Shakti, Oh Bliss of consciousness - by the very flow which flows between this and that as that Prana, you make the entire Cosmos with all its wonders - appearing in your unfathomable depth. Oh mind, do you not see her in your very myriad thoughts arising as this of that thought? Oh mind She crosses eternity in a moment She bridges the infinite Void beyond time becoming this then that. Oh Mind, how can you catch her? When the only existence you have subsists and arises in her from this great truth of Spanda - Shakti. Dear Mind, i ask - do you know what set this Spanda - Shakti Vibrating? Oh Mind, that one is Krishna but like you cannot touch the will in yourself neither can you know him - other than as that Spanda - Shakti. Yes this Krishna manifests as all the cosmos only when he looks upon it - from his very looking springs up all this. >From this arises his Chiti - Shakti - from this arises the dance of Shiva. And al within it as Spanda - Shakti - Satchidananda. Such is non-different than this Will in you, Oh Mind - to love and be loved of Love. Oh Mind, when you direct ears to hear what do you hear but Spanda - shakti vibrating in the atoms of the ear which atoms set in motion by that very Spanda - Shakti? Oh Mind, when you direct eyes to look hand to touch, indeed breath in and out and set the heart to beat.... what do you know but Spanda - Shakti? What will your senses tell you if not Spanda - Shakti? Intoning sound and light by vibration. Shakti, touching, feeling, responding to herself endlessly vibrating as the entire cosmos? Oh Mind, indeed in the very exchange of the synapses of the brain thinking - what is happening, but the language of Narayana vibrating as Spanda - Shakti in each conceptualized thought as she dances the dance of eternity even in the very heart of each atom of this body itself. Oh Mind, release thy hold in limitation that you know beyond all doubt the truth. Oh Mind, exclusive love does not exist only absolute Love in the form of Spanda - Shakti exists. vibrating as very dual faced Spanda - Shakti. In this way know, On Mind, this is the love which went out from Krishna as manifest Will to find its realization in existence. Oh Mind, this is thy home-coming this renunciation of love. OM ************************************************************ Soham AH! Oh Mother today i sat in your yearning - it felt like a depth - beyond understanding. I saw it arises - from within - when i refuse compassion - when i refuse to love. Its source is in my belief in me - this feeling is your yearning for me. Such huge compassion for me - if only i can accept - yet how can i - when all that i do is your doing? Ah! I see! I must meditate - I Am He! So'- Ham So'- Ham i am the giver - and the receiver too. All this around me - is nothing but my attempts to pretend i am not HE! This life - this limitation is nothing but the fruit of denial denial of So' - Ham, I Am He! Such confusion - such pain - all denial - all distraction from So' - Ham I Am He! -I Am He! Billions of things - countless atoms All emotion - all nothing but denial denial of So' - Ham, I Am He! Oh Mother, So' - Ham, I Am He! Teach me this truth of So' - Ham ****************************************************************** The Son of Love On the wings of my breath I fly to you like Icarus - To the sun of your heart went my soul. In great tenderness I sought you among countless stars voyaged the ship of my heart. following Venus. Bedewed was my face with tears for you was the ocean filled on which went the ship covered in sails. Son of love - Beloved sweet heart of truth i saw iron-stones of pain i knew emotions' white-hot flames which threatened my voyage. Alone in the night I come to you dear Love singing here is your love One has attained you. Standing here alone - i call you out of yourself. Love! I know you! Oh self-of-myself! Oh great heart of truth beyond comprehensions grasp I am your son. Only one. So hard has it been my heart - to come home. many times near lost in the storms. Great soul of truth here, see my two hands i will do your work. i ask not help. Here in the sky - beyond the darkness right beside gods Sun this i give. This you Oh Love! I am the mirror of you Love i give to you. yourself - OOMM. ********************************************************************** The Miracle OOMM! I have become! From nothing, Love! Out of non-existence, from sheer emptiness like sound from the skin atop a drum. Love enters the cosmos - through the door of my heart from outside - from the unknowable! Love is not mine, but - I partake humbly – OOMM - as Love is born! Expanding out from the door from the very door of me! Filling, creating, knowing itself in me - OOMM - while I am a passive knower of it - OOMM - it is me! OOMM - Born from nothing, I am Love! I am nothing, nothing at all but ah! The miracle! The miracle of me! OOMM - That although I am nothing I know myself! OOMM - This awesome feeling - allowed - expands - inward - into this body - into - the cosmos as the cosmos! That which I feel is - the cosmos! This! This is how "It" feels! OOMM - This! This is how it feels to be - created! This the miracle of me! OOMM - Such as this I am! OOMM - This is becoming! This is - Myself! I am - thus born - of my - self! OOMM - this miracle of - me! Yes! Again yes! I am Love! Love is what I am! OOMM - nothing I was, yet still am this utter miracle - OOMM - from nothing Love comes forth! Love is most certainly miraculous which has come to be out of nothing! OOMM - to my non-existent Self - I love give myself - OOMM this is my legacy to me - OOMM I am not - yet am, Ah! This is the miracle of Love! It is my Self. ********************************************************************** The Moment of Love >From whence came the moment of Love? It came not from an empty life given upon a gray stone floor; Nor from the burning passion, of men flung against an angry God; It was not found in an empty realm or dreams come asunder from the hands of children. In an empty hour, an empty pot was dipped into the stream of life, to find not the dead bird of death held the moment of Love; Nor life, nor thought, not even breath or the mist of a mountain top; Not one was found to say, when or how that moment ever began or stayed. A cry rang out upon the dark but nothing, nothing heard, the breaking of tens of millions of hearts or cared as any died; There was not God nor caring spirit left within my heart, for came not any moment of Love, or wondrous light to save, or keep me from the dark of an empty life. Of that illusive moment of Love not one spark I found, until I found myself alone, as the only one; Within without and round-about, none other did I find; But deep within my empty heart I saw something in the dark. It was not dark, nor was it light but something other than; a living thing it did not know nor atomic spec of dust; A thing full in myself as well as a thing upon which I gazed; A thing in everything alone, something precious, not made of stone; Within which everything and nothing sent. A mighty throb beyond the heart.. A being thing which had not form nor any name, or time in which to live; For it was not born of men or creature sentient; Within the stone upon which was flung the life of emptiness; Not written on a golden sky nor with any pen. A hand did not, nor did mouth utter a word, creating anything; This was ever there and gone, long before any thing or after time did end. A moment full! A moment gone! An empty moment - lost! Gone forever! When broken hearts and bodies flung against an iron stone; Acid scorched, and ice wind bent not one moment - here in the realm of time. Whence came the moment of Love, Love not that thing hidden? Love came when time stood still! For yesterday the memories of all the empty lives, the burning ships and murderous days - are gone! Tomorrow or a moment hence, I see but another time, when the me I am will in that time be what I think I am; the which I see because I've been what the past has seen. Yet now before another tick here in this moment of Love, can be found another one unhurt; Not yet burned, nor flung against, the empty stone of time. Here at the end of now, that wonderful moment of Love, knows itself! I am not there yet something knows which is not me; But I know myself to be nothing - I am the moment of Love! To allow myself this, to give the Self I seem to be when I peer at life, but one full moment of Love by this alone am I freed and thereby know my name. with love and respect bindu Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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