RE: Confusion

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OM NAMO BHAGAVATE SRI

RAMANAYA

 

oh gosh

 

HOW BLESSED I AM

 

 

 

Dear Aly

Dear Sangha

 

WHAT A GRACE

thank you so much Aly

 

for sharing with me/us what you experienced

 

oh Gosh

its EXACTLY THE SAME i experienced jujst now and so many times during the

last weeks

it was pìrasad that you gave me Aly

even if "i" do not "know" if you are a female or a man

 

LOL

 

dear Harsha

thank you so much for lettling my request pass

"i" was "afraid" you would not let it.....

 

and THIS IS A GOOD EXAMPLE OF GRACE michael EXPERIENCES

 

thank you all to being with you

 

thankg you RAMANA

 

 

in GD i trust

 

 

michael

>"Aly" <freckalyb

>

>Confusion Sat, 04 Sep 2004 20:51:22 -0000

>

>, "MICHAEL BINDEL"

><michael_bindel@h...> wrote:

>

>Om namo bhagavate sir ramanaya

>

>Dear unknown friends

>

>please let me share with you the idea which came into "my mind" today could

>we not use our sangha as a meetingplace where everyone who feels that heshe

>needs it can state openly witout hesitation the obstacles he meets in daily

>life following the deep belief in nonduality?

>

>----------------------

>

>Dear Michael,

>

>I was considering sharing this...and your suggestion gave me a nudge of

>courage to go ahead and do that. Thank you.

>

>-Aly

>

>It was a week of confusion. It was a week of helplessness to form the

>question so that it was understood...and of explanations that could make no

>sense. The exact same words were being used for different enough things

>that it threw a monkey wrench into the whole operation. Go figure.

>Exasperation fanned the flames. People choked on the smoke. A mole hill

>became a mountain...and that turned into an erupting volcano. "Everybody"

>got some on them. "Everybody" was working hard to quell the

>disaster...some with rudeness, some with kindness. Everybody was

>"Me"...This Consciousness. Nothing else. The fact that I have no control

>over this stuff...Life...seemed somehow no excuse. There is also a place,

>a point of view, where there is no escaping responsibility for it. It all

>belongs to the Self. Everything I see is somehow myself...returning to

>me. The only thing to do is enter...go ahead and hurt...acknowledge...see

>it for exactly what it actually is. Let go of protection.

>

>I wanted to run to the whole world and apologize...so I guess that's what

>I'm doing. I'm sorry, Universe, that I misunderstood. I'm sorry I

>couldn't explain clearly. I am sorry I felt abandoned. I'm sorry I

>forgot there is no separation. I'm sorry I lost my sense of humor. I'm

>sorry I forgot tenderness. I'm sorry I made it all into a fight to be

>right. I'm sorry I let it infect everything and make us all sick.

>Somehow, this is the background against which Peace will finally reign

>again. Yin Yang movements. Right now it just feels like a big mess. And

>there is not one thing that "should have been" different. How about that

>for a paradox? There is nothing but Love, showing and experiencing all

>its various forms. The knot in my stomach and the ache in my heart is Love

>too. I am embarrassed to tell you the "nothing" that this all started

>over...but it was nothing, be assured. You would laugh if I tried to

>explain it and you would be right. Still...if you can use any of

>this...take it....as prasad...on me.

>

>Love,

>

>Aly

>

 

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