RE: For Vicky

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>"skiplaurel" <vicki

>

>

> For Michael

>Sun, 05 Sep 2004 14:34:42 -0000

>

>Dear Michael,

>

>You asked, in so many words, how we surmount the obstacles in our

>lives brought on by having to live in body/minds. This is so

>important to ask, because when we study ourselves, we see only how

>weak and helpless we are, how angry and conflicted the ego in each of

>us is. Without self-honesty, how will there be growth?

Dear Vicky

 

like so many time you are able to really touch me - thats a lot nowadays-

For me it means you are very "developed" - even if you will not accept it,

what is quit normal for souls like you are.

the way you described your obstacles is so honest, straight to the point and

i understand you deeply......

 

Please accept that the way you describe your efforts and your trials is so

deep so honest so extraordinary that i am astonished.....

 

let me digest it and afterwards let me disturb you again

 

in the meantime

 

all the warmth i am able to transmit joy gratitude happiness being with

you

 

of course we never give up never never never

 

 

LOL

 

 

in GD i trust

 

 

michael

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

One of my chief obstacles is anxiety; I have had it all of my life.

>No matter how hard I try, it will not go away. So I have to live in

>spite of it. It keeps me from socializing when It would do me good.

>I try to think the anxiety away and it is still there! I rarely

>confess it, but I am telling you, Dear Michael.

>

>Lately I have been coming to terms with being an introvert. I had

>rather be in silence than in noise and that is the way God made me,

>so some of our weaknesses are built in. There are introverts and

>extroverts in this world.

>

>I try to witness my weaknesses and how I try to rise above them. I

>almost never do Life goes on, fraught with difficulty and

>suffering. Only waking up solves anything, so I try to wake up a

>little each day. Beyond that, what can I do?

>

>With love,

>Vicki

>

>

>

 

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