msg from Aly

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Dear Aly

Who is "you" to be sorry? You understand so much just by being. Why be sorry?

Above the confusion, and the helplessnes, let the mind waves reach slowly.

When you see everything returning to "you", look beyond the "you" slowly. How

can one not take all of what you say as prasad, all of it. Just tread slowly,

let go.

Love

Vrunda

 

wrote:

Dear Michael,

 

I was considering sharing this...and your suggestion gave me a nudge

of courage to go ahead and do that. Thank you.

 

-Aly

 

It was a week of confusion. It was a week of helplessness to form

the question so that it was understood...and of explanations that

could make no sense. The exact same words were being used for

different enough things that it threw a monkey wrench into the whole

operation. Go figure. Exasperation fanned the flames. People

choked on the smoke. A mole hill became a mountain...and that

turned into an erupting volcano. "Everybody" got some on them.

"Everybody" was working hard to quell the disaster...some with

rudeness, some with kindness. Everybody was "Me"...This

Consciousness. Nothing else. The fact that I have no control over

this stuff...Life...seemed somehow no excuse. There is also a place,

a point of view, where there is no escaping responsibility for it.

It all belongs to the Self. Everything I see is somehow

myself...returning to me. The only thing to do is enter...go ahead

and hurt...acknowledge...see it for exactly what it actually is. Let

go of protection.

 

I wanted to run to the whole world and apologize...so I guess that's

what I'm doing. I'm sorry, Universe, that I misunderstood. I'm

sorry I couldn't explain clearly. I am sorry I felt abandoned. I'm

sorry I forgot there is no separation. I'm sorry I lost my sense

of humor. I'm sorry I forgot tenderness. I'm sorry I made it all

into a fight to be right. I'm sorry I let it infect everything and

make us all sick. Somehow, this is the background against which

Peace will finally reign again. Yin Yang movements. Right now it

just feels like a big mess. And there is not one thing that "should

have been" different. How about that for a paradox? There is

nothing but Love, showing and experiencing all its various forms.

The knot in my stomach and the ache in my heart is Love too. I am

embarrassed to tell you the "nothing" that this all started

over...but it was nothing, be assured. You would laugh if

I tried to explain it and you would be right. Still...if you can

use any of this...take it....as prasad...on me.

 

Love,

 

Aly

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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