Guest guest Posted September 30, 2004 Report Share Posted September 30, 2004 Dear Era, (...and thank you Michael for spotting Era's pain and engaging her in finding solutions.) "Everything happens as it should..." Don't we say that often? Well, if that is so, then one needs to apply that insight to the occurrence of "Kundalini Awakening" in one's life as well. This would mean then - although this is contrary to popular belief - that Kundalini Awakening is NOT - can not be - premature. This then means Era, that you may need to look at this wonderful occurrence of Kundalini in your life differently... there is hope... an immense amount... the grace of Kundalini is there for you to accept, its energy which now still may feel 'too much', even painful has miraculous powers... I've been writing about Kundalini for about eight years now to various forums, and although my view on Kundalini may be controversial, in my work with hundreds of clients, this diffrent viewpoint has worked extremely well. The main gist of my view is that Kundalini is our own inborn self healing mechanism... At some point in our lives, when we cannot "take it anymore", our life seems so run or hampered by others, our life appears so negatively influenced by external factors, we don't seem to have a handle on our own life, we see that our life has become totally conditional... then... we all of a sudden discover that we are on the verge of seeming to lose our own authentic free will (yes we have that) and our own clarity of mind (and yes, we have that too)... At that point our own deeper self jumps in, our own spirit, our very soul jumps into action... The self-healing force of our core-being is so strong that it starts to clear everything up and out that is not authentically ours and it is true that its dynamics can be relentless and painfull unless... unless one accepts Kundalini's graces fully. That force has been recognized in all spiritual environments of all cultures in the history of humankind and goes under various names names, Shakti, Chi, Holy Spirit, Qi, Kundalini Power, Tao, etc. Whatever it is though, Kundalini is NOT alien to us, it is the original force of your life, your being here on our wonderful Earth (Oh yes!) This force was there when you conceived "your will to be" and brought about your conception in the womb of this universe so that YOU as ERA could represent ALL in your own unique way... .... I so recognize the pain of which you speak, I recognize also very clearly in your decription of your nightly energy surges that this is pure unadulterated Kundalini Shakti... It cannot be stopped, it should not be, it may not be... You go with it my dear ERA!!! Fullheartedly. The Holy Spirit of your own Divine Soul and Self is at work to help you to reclaim yourself, reclaim your original being, to help the (for now) 'small you' re-cognize that you are the DIVINE YOU. .... For starters, see if you can develop your own view on this and not be led astray by others (our wonderful friend Michael did not know that yet) who may claim that this 'awakening' is premature... Can it be premature to become oneself again??? .... If it seems that you do not understand yourself, just like others who do not understand themselves very well either, can you expect that those others can have any real inkling of what is happening to you? Sure others want to help you, that is very authentic, they do not want to see you suffer, but if their help is not based on an unconditional acceptance of who you are and that what is happening to you is well-timed and YOUR way of returning to your right to be free at this auspicious moment, then they are only a hindering to your reemergence as your own individual self... a unique representation of the Divine SELF in unconditional love... So Era, stay the course and work WITH the graces of Kundalini, you will find that as you do that - as you see that it is the greater YOU healing the 'diminished you' - that it will all fall in place... When this happened to me, many years ago, I told my wife and friends that I was going to "...let the chips fall where they may..." The support was great from those who accepted that (my wife, son, parents, one brother, some very special friends.) I also saw that in the quarters were that support was lacking that there also lay the origin of my initial loss of original freedom or moksha... Dear Era... Does this make sense? (And thanks again to Michael, such a wonderful being of love!) Wim Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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