Guest guest Posted October 5, 2004 Report Share Posted October 5, 2004 Dear Era and everyone interested in this subject first "i" would not write to you if "you" would not "deserve" it GOT IT????? this thought of you of not deserving it or not deserving anything is a thought which causes cancer........ ITS SELFDESTRUCTION IN ACTION please dear one on the one side you experienced and experience upsurge of kundalini what shows that on one side you have attained so much the cleansing process is in action but as long as you do not discover the roots of resistance and engage yourself fully in changing this you could get very ill soon and i know what i am talking about hopefully someone in this group did warn you about this i am hopeful but have my doubts so please start accepting you second and the most importan theme your negative attitude to GD at least expressed in your writing and the energy you transmit i smelled your pain smelling this cause already look when being about ten years old i started to question the existence of god why? how can God allow Holocaust to happen and how can he allow that his name LOVE was misused by human beings in this terrible way killing milliards of human being in the name of love Gd and so on???? without outside help in this gentle age i came to the conclusion that reincarnation must exist which would solve all this questions during this process i discovered that my belief in GD is not an belief but KNOWING THRU MY HEART this knowing thu the heart is necessary could it be i ask politely that you miss this???????????????? this can only be attained by letting go THINKING NORMAL THINKIN I CALL THIS what i call my thinking has to be connected to INTUITION but this again has to be discovered used and tries and believed to thru ongoing experiences all this means "suffering" with this intuition you smell GD only then you can surrender completely your wonderful description of your "surrendering" was incompletely and this is the cause of your painful awakening this was why i called it "premature awakening of kundalini" this my dear beloved friend Wim did not yet understand of course there is premature happenings in every thing of course there is never a premature happening in every thing soounds stupid no??? is stupid for the normal human being normal mind but completely understandable for those "who got it" so please accept help whenever offered and smell if the "person" who offers it is in YOUR UNDERSTANDING ripe enough mature enough and age is of no importance in this case to help you every rigid attitude however nice it smells is not of help whenever you are ready to let every concept every conviction die whenever you are ready just to be without any outside means of distraction even "lovesex" are such distractions drugs we do not have to mention drugs in every form are just distractions whenever you accept yourself completely you will be ready to continue your walk home if not you have to walk your walk in circles leading nowhere but "suffering" till a complete breakdowns offers you the possibility to understand or to "die" to be "reborn" again - but be beware you have to continue the walk home where you stopped this time besides dear Era it seems that your fear of "death" is clinging to you am i right dear???????????????????????????? so please feel it could it not be that even the concept of birth and dying are "only" concept our our mind?????? your answer is welcome in love for THE ONE AND ONLY michael P.S. To all who are interested believing your intuition really practicing this intuition leads you much quicker to results than any form of thinking technics beliefsystems and so on this is my conclusion for the time being in this life experience after working with people for decades as medical representative as councellor as "healer" thru esoteric means like tarot I GING and of course my belove NUMEROLOGY once we had a course for interested people - what a shame real interested people are rare!!!! - and we offered nearly free of charge weekends with introduction to numerology astrology Tarot palm reading and the result in every field was the same for every member of the group of course it must be like this whoever reads this message dear ones being in HARSHA GROUP means having discovered RAMANA MAHARSHI having discovered this GD IN FLESH AND BLOOD could be the end of the journey nothing else is to be discovered because nothing else exists but GD what we all have to do is "just" to live this inner knowledge day by day and whatever we experience is a clear sign what we still have to understood thats GRACE thank you all for being allowed to be a member of this satsangh now dear friends i do understand so clearly the words of RAMANA of the value of being in a sangha so please accept this gift of GRACE being in this Sangha thank you michael "Era" <mi_nok > > > Re: understanding LOVING/WALKING >Tue, 05 Oct 2004 03:31:06 -0000 > > > > Dear Era > > > > funny > > > > you did not anwer my question simple question indeed > > > > did you walk already???? > > > > if not > > > > please give yourself the loving chance to it even only 10minutes try >and > > do it > > > > >OK, I will ) > > > > > you are very lucky Michael ! > > > > > > please dear one if you would ask my wife if i am lucky she would >laugh > > > > dear one i am suffering if i am attached to anything outside of my >inner > > being > > this you call luck? > > i learn to be detached............thats not easy > > > > > > regarding the following you wrote > > > > > > please dear sister on the way home > > > > > > what happened that it vanished > > > > > > i do not want to offend you in any way > > > > but i feel > > > > that your surrender to GD GD GD > > > > was not complete > > >yes, I'm sorry.. > >--there is no GD Michael > >"god" is a man made hope to be saved > from death, or an image to control >the masses > > > > > WHAT IS NECESSARY IS A COMPLETE SURRENDER WHITOUT ANY PRECONDITION > > > > WITHOUT ANY PRECONDITION > > > > BECAUSE YOU HAVE TO ACCEPT THAT YOU ONLY EXIST AS PART OF GD NOT AS AN > > INDIVIDUALITY > > > > > yes, thats true: hail to Ramana's > Self > > > > > but please dear Era > > > > this is my personal experience > > and if i live daybyday accordingly > > > > everything is wonderful inside michael even if everythings gets >rotten..... > > because outside is real illusion illusionary real > > because only GD exists and nothing else > > > > amen > > > > > > GD as lullaby no this never works with someone who is ready to >surrender > > completely > > > > could it be dear one > > > > that you are ready for this > > but not accepting that your "doer" has to vanish????????? > > > > > > >yes doer to vanish is true > >BUT THERE IS NO GOD! > > > > > in love for the ONE AND ONLY > > > > > > michael > > > > > >thank you Michael !...from an undeserving > one of non-duality > > > > _______________ Help STOP SPAM with the new MSN 8 and get 2 months FREE* http://join.msn.com/?page=features/junkmail Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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