Guest guest Posted May 9, 2005 Report Share Posted May 9, 2005 This is what it can look like when Heaven and Earth, when the Absolute and the Relative, when Nonduality and Duality, when what is Real and what is Illusion, bump into one another: Please don't shut me out of your precious life, no matter how long or short it is. Please don't hurt me like that and leave me with even more tears to shed (you, of all people, know how many hurts I have already had). I love you so much, honey, and having you sick is already very hard for me as it is!!!! Imagine how you would feel if it was me, instead. It's killing me to see you not well!!!!! It hurts so bad, I'm crying and crying tonight. It would be so much better for everybody if you and I could just stay connected through everything that comes up. It's so rare for people to stay awake, stay alert, stay conscious when the feelings are running high. We can do it, I know we can. It can be like a Shivaratri that never ends! Healing the cancer and healing the relationship wounds with me are not separate things. That's why both are so incredibly intense. If you want to live...if you really want to live, then you are going to have to be willing to die, and no one knows how to turn up the heat for you like I do. Burn, baby, burn! Burn till there's no one left to burn! Then whatever the body does will be irrelevant, and the gift of your presence will nourish us all for the remainder of your days and then for the remainder of ours! Regardless of however it appears, I love you deep to the core, and I know I always will. This is what Living Reality can look like. www.LivingReality Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 17, 2005 Report Share Posted May 17, 2005 , "Kheyala" <kheyala@n...> wrote: "This is what it can look like when Heaven and Earth, when the Absolute and the Relative, when Nonduality and Duality, when what is Real and what is Illusion, bump into one another: Please don't shut me out of your precious life, no matter how long or short it is." ((( Dearest Kheyala, so this is what it can look like when ... what is Real and what is Illusion, bump into one another? You not being shut out of "a precious life, no matter how long or short it is?" Heaven and Earth, Absolute and Relative, Nonduality and Duality, Real and Illusion, is this what it looks like then? "...It would be so much better for everybody if you and I could just stay connected through everything that comes up. It's so rare for people to stay awake, stay alert, stay conscious when the feelings are running high. We can do it, I know we can. It can be like a Shivaratri that never ends!" ((( Would it be so much better for everybody if "you and I," or anyone for that matter who are in relationship, (and we're all in relationship, like you and I, for instance,) could just stay connected through everything that comes up? Everything that comes up, or just some of it? Better for everyone if it's just what we want, or better for everyone if it's what another wants? How can it be best for everyone if everyone wants something different, or if everyone wants what they want more than what another wants, believing that what they want is "so much better for everybody?" "We can do it, I know we can." It can happen, regardless of what I know or think I know, regardless of what I think should happen because I thinks it's best for everyone. Healing can happen, does happen, is happening every moment, even if I, or any one of us are unaware of it happening, and even if it appears to not be happening according to our preconceived plans about how it "should be" happening to be better for everyone. "Regardless of however it appears, I love you deep to the core, and I know I always will." Me too, Dearest, me too. I Love you deep to the core, and I know I always will. Love & Peace, Mazie This is what Living Reality can look like. www.LivingReality Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 18, 2005 Report Share Posted May 18, 2005 Hey, I have an idea, Mazie. If it is of such importance to you to speak publicly about the things I write, why not open up your own list for that purpose? That way, you can get everything you want to off of your chest in a forum that is totally appropriate. Who knows? You may even attract more members than I have in mine. Good luck! and best wishes, Kheyala Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 19, 2005 Report Share Posted May 19, 2005 , "kheyalove" <kheyala@n...> wrote: Hey, I have an idea, Mazie. If it is of such importance to you to speak publicly about the things I write, why not open up your own list for that purpose? That way, you can get everything you want to off of your chest in a forum that is totally appropriate. Who knows? You may even attract more members than I have in mine. Good luck! and best wishes, Kheyala Dear Kheyala, I just wanted to talk with you, have a conversation with you about your views, and about your post, and about you, and about me, and about me and you -- two-not-two. I believed that it was appropriate to discuss it here, in that you posted it here on a public forum used for discussion of what we post, our ideas and sharings, our farings and wares. I accept that you do not wish to discuss what you write here, with me, and that you do not wish to discuss what you write on your new group, with me privately. Thank you for your response, and may your life be filled with Peace and Love. Be well, DearHeart. Love & Peace, Mazie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 19, 2005 Report Share Posted May 19, 2005 , "mazie_l" <sraddha54@h...> wrote: > Dear Kheyala, > > I just wanted to talk with you, have a conversation > with you about your views, and about your post, and about you, > and about me, and about me and you -- two-not-two. Yes, Mazie, that is what you say. The reality, however, is that in my experience since I met you, the "relationship" you are most willing to have with me (despite your good intentions) is the kind where you (1) have something to teach me and I (2) have something to learn. This is TWO. Not two- not-two. > > I believed that it was appropriate to discuss it here, > in that you posted it here on a public forum used for discussion > of what we post, our ideas and sharings, our farings and wares. Again, it felt to me it was not an open-hearted discussion you were after; it was something of a different nature. When I did not bite the bait in my private inbox, you posted here instead. > > I accept that you do not wish to discuss what you write here, > with me, and that you do not wish to discuss what you write > on your new group, with me privately. I wish to be real with you, Mazie. I do not wish to partake in communications with disguised motives that come from uninvestigated emotional reactions. > > Thank you for your response, and may your life be filled > with Peace and Love. Be well, DearHeart. Thanks, Mazie. I appreciate your words. In fact, this letter is one of my favorite ones that you have ever written to me. Perhaps that's because it was also written to everyone else on the list, which might have accidentally put us on a more even playing field. I would love to meet you in that field beyond right and wrong, Mazie. That would be my greatest bliss. > > > Love & Peace, > > Mazie Love, Kheyala Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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