How White Began

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12.0pt">I just noticed something quite extraordinary,

12.0pt">I identified the ache in my heart with a belief

12.0pt">in my mind

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12.0pt">in his heart of hearts,

12.0pt">Yes,

12.0pt">the image in mind

12.0pt">was incongruent, inconsistent and needed to be

12.0pt">freed, exorcized from the depths of my Soul

12.0pt">though

12.0pt">now I have

12.0pt">lost both

12.0pt">in this deafening Silence, where nothing

12.0pt">is heard, not even my breath, and all I have, all

12.0pt">I am left with

12.0pt">Is

12.0pt">my alone, my empty, this black hole in my Spirit,

12.0pt">where my

12.0pt">Love has gone, has escaped from the prison of my own

12.0pt">volition, my heart-cage.

12.0pt">and if I could have, I would have but seen earlier, even

12.0pt">though I know this much is true:

12.0pt">I never needed to forgive exigency

12.0pt">And now, with

12.0pt">nothing else left to do,

12.0pt">I peel back this Image of Love I hold on to,

12.0pt">the 1000th layer of the White Lotus,

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12.0pt">Here I find myself, its corolla,

12.0pt">I fly. I dance.

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12.0pt">Raise The Vibration,

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